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[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • Feeling Samuel's lips against his neck, he enjoyed the feeling. Micha couldn't help but tease Samuel more with his fantasy thoughts. He didn't know how much would be talk or if Samuel would allow him to touch him. Micha heard Samuel moan in his ear. He watched as he pulled back to speak. Micha smirked lightly, "Is that so?" He teased taking note of the pink highlighting Samuel's cheeks. "So does that mean you'll go find some lube?.. As I'm doubtful you have any in here." Micha teased Samuel, withdrawing his hand from Samuel's a**.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Samuel didn't mind hearing the males fantasies, he liked listening to them, and knowing what it is that he desired. Samuel couldn't help moaning as the male told him what he'd like to do with him. In turn, he teased him morning, making mention that their breakfast could wait. He wasn't entirely sure how that would go over with Micha seeing as he seemed starved earlier in the music room. However, he took note of the way he smirked and agreed to take him on his offer. Samuel smiled and nodded his head a bit. "I think you know the answer to that. Remember the last time we wanted to ******** somewhere that wasn't my bedroom?" he teased, recalling the event from not that long ago. Feeling the males hand pull back, Samuel leaned down to kiss him. "I'll be right back." he said softly.

Pulling away from the male, Samuel walked the short distance to leave the kitchen and headed down the hallway. As he passed the dining room he could see where Micha had so lovingly set the table for them both. Their plates and silverware just waiting to be used. It would have to wait though. Samuel continued down the hall to the foyer and made his way up the stairs to his bedroom. He made a beeline for the bedside table and pulled out the drawer. There he picked up the bottle of lube as well as a condom. He didn't know if they would actually need one, but he figured it was better to bring one just in case than have to come running back upstairs. Pocketing the items, Samuel closed the drawer and made his way back down the kitchen.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • As hungry as he was, it could wait. Micha wasn't about to push aside a chance like this so easily. He had to wonder if Samuel could either. Micha listened as Samuel teased him, causing him to laugh. "Indeed." He replied remembering a few days ago in the music room. Micha released Samuel as he pulled back. He unhooked his legs from around Samuel's waist. Micha returned Samuel's kiss before watching him leave. He remained on the counter until Samuel returned.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Although he too was hungry, Samuel didn't mind putting off breakfast for just a little longer. He wasn't sure exactly what all Micha had planned for him, but he was looking forward to it nonetheless. After teasing the male, he listened as he laughed and felt his legs fall from his waist. Samuel gave Micha one more kiss before making for his bedroom. Moving swiftly through the house he was able to find the item in question and began making his descent back down to the ground floor. Taking the stairs carefully down to the first level it was all he could do to keep from sprinting back to the kitchen. Samuel felt a giddy smile tug at his lips as his cheeks warmed. Not wanting to seem over eager, he took his time walking back down the hall to the kitchen. Upon entering the room, he saw the male still perched upon the counter where he left him. Coming towards him, Samuel pulled the bottle from his pocket and handed it to him. Leaning against the counter, he smiled up at the male. "Lubrication as requested." he teased. "So, where do you want me?"

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • Seeing Samuel enter the room, Micha could see how giddy he was. It was rather amusing and calmed him. He had been worried about touching Samuel. Micha though didn't need to worry so much. He would take things slow for them in case anymore panic attacks happened. Micha watched as Samuel handed him the lube before leaning against the counter. He took the lube as he slid off the counter. Micha stepped behind Samuel as he questioned him. "Right here is fine, just turn more towards the counter and spread your legs." He replied, setting the lube down. Micha waited for Samuel to follow his directions. He slipped his hands over Samuel's waist as he pulled at his shorts and boxers; sliding them down his waist and eventually to the floor. Micha was excited himself to be touching Samuel. Sure he enjoyed being touched but sometimes he liked a little reciprocation.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Upon entering the room Samuel did his best to keep his expression neutral. Though it came as no surprise that Micha might be able to see throw him. Smiling up at the male he handed him the bottle of lube and asked for instruction. Beside him, Micha slid down from the counter and on to the floor beside him. He listened as he was told what to do and turned away from Micha. Lucky for them both, Samuel had dressed rather lightly after their shower last night. So there was no need to remove a bunch of unnecessary layers. Nodding to the males words, Samuel turned to face the counter and positioned himself so that he could lean on it more comfortably. He then spread his legs about shoulder width apart and stuck his a** out slightly. Glancing back over his shoulder, he could see Micha standing behind him and felt his hands slip over his hips. Next, the male slowly slid his pants down his thighs before letting them flop to the floor. He felt his giddiness increase as he waited for the males next move. It wasn't often that they switched, but he had come to love whenever they did despite their previous mishaps.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • Sliding Samuel's bottoms down, he watched as Samuel pushed his hips back and popped his a** out. Micha found it amusing to see Samuel in such a manner. He reached a hand out running it over Samuel's a**. Micha had to guess Samuel hadn't used it since last time they played which was almost a week ago. He knew he shouldn't tease Samuel but he couldn't help himself. Micha reached to grab the bottle of lube. He opened the bottle pouring some onto his fingers. Micha set the bottle aside as he coated his fingers. He slipped a hand down between Samuel's legs. Micha ran his fingers over Samuel's opening. He coated Samuel's hole as he teased him, massaging his opening.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Samuel didn't care that he was making a bit of a fool of himself. The man was the one person on he felt closest to and knew that he could be himself. Bending over the counter, he glanced back towards Micha while he lowered his pants and let them flop to the floor. Samuel stood there wearing absolutely nothing while Micha ran his hand over him. The man would be correct in his assumption. Although he had been by himself a few times in the last week, he didn't once attempt to touch himself. He'd been feeling a tad nervous around Micha since they didn't talk about the issue. Though he certainly wasn't going to bring it up to him now.

Samuel didn't mind if the male wanted to tease him. It would probably be weirder if he didn't, given their constant banter. He watched as Micha soon took the bottle from the counter and heard the lid click as it was opened. He felt his blush warm even more as the males fingers gently caressed him. Samuel felt a small fluttering in his stomach. He was nervous, but not uncomfortably so. Perhaps it was because Micha was taking such gentle care of him. He trusted him, but he wasn't sure if Micha knew that he trusted him. As the male continued to massage him, he hummed softly. Micha hadn't done that much to him yet, but he was already starting to relax to his touch.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • Micha hadn't wanted to talk about what happened. He didn't want to cause issues or upset Samuel. Micha knew they needed to talk about it. However he didn't want to push the subject either. He wanted to take his time with Samuel. Micha had no intention of rushing things.

Massaging Samuel's opening, he listened as he hummed with pleasure. Micha could feel Samuel relaxing. Once his opening was coated, he pushed his index finger lightly against his opening. Micha felt the resistance but he didn't let it bother him. He knew Samuel would be tight. Micha allowed his finger to inch in slowly as he moved his finger inside and out of Samuel coating him with lube. After a few minutes, he was able to get his entire index finger inside Samuel's a**. Micha allowed Samuel to adjust to the intrusion before he started to move his finger in and out of him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In truth he had no idea what to say about last time. While he knew that allowing such an event linger up in the air was doing neither of them any good. He didn't know how to put into words what was going on in his mind in that moment. Sure there was some anxiety and nervousness, but there was more to it. Feelings he hadn't gotten around to even discussing with his therapist, let alone dealing with them. He could do the talking, the journaling, the meditation. But he never wanted to revisit those memories of their last month together or the night in Paris. They were just too painful.

Pushing his mind away from such things, Samuel concentrated on Micha. His body relaxed to his touch and he hummed softly. His face grew warmer as the male continued to massage him. Some minutes passed before the male attempted to penetrate. As expected, his body tensed to the intrusion. It was all he could to make himself relax. But seeing as it had been several days since he touched himself back there, his body had returned to it's natural state. Putting his trust in the male, Samuel kept still and felt his body slowly give in to the males gentle movements. Slowly but surely, Micha was able to slip his finger in and out of his a**. In front of him, Samuel could feel his c**k stirring slightly to the man's caring touch. After several more minutes passed, Micha was able to fit his entire finger inside of him. Samuel took a slow, deep breath in order to remain calm. He turned his rosy face back towards the male as he allowed him to continue.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • When it came to their time in Paris, Samuel hadn't really discussed it. Sure Micha had said some things but Samuel had been keeping quiet about it. He knew their time together for however short it had been, had caused some issues he was unaware of. Samuel was good at hiding his emotions or thoughts at times especially if he didn't want anyone to know. Micha knew they needed to talk about it but there never seemed a good time.

He took his time as he moved his finger. Micha waited for any sign of discomfort. He heard Samuel take a breath before looking toward him. Micha kept his finger moving as he leaned forward to kiss Samuel's shoulder blade. "You okay?" He surveyed Samuel asking him a question. Micha didn't want to tease Samuel knowing he didn't need it right now. He picked up the pace a little as he moved his finger inside Samuel's a**. Micha took notice of Samuel's c**k hardening between his legs as well.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He'd never thought of telling anyone about that time. He didn't think he would ever have to. Instead he had looked for other ways to cope, to health, and move on. It was likely he would have continued that way had Micha not come back into his life. Samuel knew that Micha wanted him to open up to him. But every time he thought about it, he felt like vomiting. Deep down that old wound was still open and festering, infected by his pain. He worried that what he might say would only hurt Micha.

Breathing slowly, Samuel relaxed to his touch. Despite the discomfort it was slowly ebbing away. Rosy cheeked and shy, he glanced back towards the male. He couldn't see him exactly from this angle, just enough to see his head dip down before feeling his lips pressed against his skin. A moment later Samuel heard the male speak. "Mmm....it's still a little uncomfortable. But I'll manage." he replied. Samuel didn't mind the dull ache as he knew it would pass. He was thankful that Micha did not tease him as it really wasn't something he wanted right this second. He continued to watch the male for just a little longer. Behind him he could feel Micha picking up his pace, despite the ache it felt good. He focused on that, as well as the smooth slip and slide of the males finger. Samuel let out another noise of pleasure while his body reacted to the man's antics.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • There was no comparing their recovery. Micha didn't know what Samuel went through after he left and disappeared. He had been punishing Samuel for what he'd done. Micha had punished himself too, it was why he no longer drank. He didn't want to explain that to Samuel either. Micha knew he hurt Samuel but didn't know the extent. He wasn't going to push Samuel into telling him. If Samuel wanted to tell him then he would.

Kissing Samuel, Micha questioned him curiously. He listened as Samuel responded. Micha nodded, his finger quickened inside Samuel. He heard him make noise which wasn't discomfort. Micha ran his lips over Samuel's back. He nipped here and there lightly. Micha kept the same pace as he wiggled his finger a little. He worked his way down Samuel's body, leaving more light kisses. Micha's finger continued to slide in and out of Samuel's a**. He knew Samuel wasn't ready yet for another finger but he was getting there.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

For the most part, Samuel had been honest when speaking about his experiences after Micha had left. However there were indeed some things he had kept to himself. He didn't want to worry Micha or make him feel guilty. After all, he had his own part to play in his despair. Still, he didn't want to tell him. There was so much to unpack and he didn't think any of it would be of use for them now. It was ancient history.

As Micha kissed him, Samuel responded honestly. He watched the male nod his head and felt him quicken his pace. He couldn't help calling out with pleasure. Slowly his body opened up to the male and he was able to enjoy himself. Samuel smiled to himself as Micha ran his lips along his back, his soft nips causing him to moan once more. He allowed Micha to continue to finger him as he was able to move more freely. The idea of asking for more was tempting but he wasn't sure he was quite ready just yet. He was going to need to be patient. A virtue neither of them had really obtained. Leaning his head down, he briefly closed his eyes as he breathed slow and deep.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • Indeed they both lacked patience. Micha didn't mind though, he has always found it amusing. He listened as Samuel moaned above him. Micha could feel him relaxing against his touch. He watched as Samuel adjusted, putting his head down and breathed slow and deep. Micha didn't see any discomfort so he continued. He couldn't help but tease Samuel a little. Micha pulled his finger out a little before pushing it deep and hard inside Samuel playfully.