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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 1:19 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 3:14 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 4:35 pm
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Well, my brother's home. He's been home for the past couple of days.
I don't want to go home now. I'd rather sleep here in the laboratory and dump all my books and stuff than have to go back to be in the same house with him.
It sounds cold perhaps, but I wish he had not been put on probation; I wish he had stayed in jail. Everyone's life would be so much easier. We wouldn't have to put up with his rambling, his delusions, his total lack of comprehension of what's socially appropriate and what's not. And he'd get treated like a child, which is apparently what he wants. Although it's hard to tell.
Okay, maybe that's not fair to the people working at the jail, but how do I know about them? They're on the other side of the country, far away and abstract.
I take it back: I don't wish he had stayed in jail, because that way the pain only continues. It would still pain me and my family that someone or something had stolen my elder brother away and replaced him with something not quite human, something nasty and childish and stupid controlled by voices in its head. If he had committed suicide or something, he'd just be gone, body as well as soul. I can cope with death. I don't know how to cope with person-death, where their body still walks and talks but something big is missing.
I am furious with him. I hate him. Some brothers we are. He doesn't even understand that I am angry at him, let alone understand why.
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 5:26 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 7:42 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 7:55 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 8:44 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:07 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:09 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:12 pm
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Wow.. Has Sheol hit.. her all time LOW? .. ~Sulks in a corner~ I feel like I should wash out my eyes and my brain. I never ever ever even consider dating those younger than me. I have no idea why. I just don't. ~Coughs~ Let's try to explain this all..
So I'm dumping my boytoys David and Peter, because they're emobrats, and I'm telling Desire off so she'll stop spreading our once personal life around.. Which, of course, leaves me with my two dears. >>;
One is awesome, though I've only known her for a bit. Our lives pretty much revolve around each other everday. We wake each other up in the morning, run our online business together, and other such stuff. <3 She's older than me and she's wicked. She's going to go kidnap me someday. xD
The other.. is... why.. I need to wash myself out. He's like... HE'SYOUNGERTHANMEANDIFEELLIKEAPEDO! v.v;; ~flails about~ Well, he's only like.. 2 years younger than me.. so one year from being legal.. but still.. ... ~Coughs~ anyways, he wrote me a sweet freaking poem today.. and.. yeah. And then! ANDTHEN! I signed onto MSN, and his DP.. is.. a picture of his abs... ANDTHEY'RE PRETTY!
~Swoons in her corner~
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:16 pm
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Sheol Zone Wow.. Has Sheol hit.. her all time LOW? .. ~Sulks in a corner~ I feel like I should wash out my eyes and my brain. I never ever ever even consider dating those younger than me. I have no idea why. I just don't. ~Coughs~ Let's try to explain this all..
So I'm dumping my boytoys David and Peter, because they're emobrats, and I'm telling Desire off so she'll stop spreading our once personal life around.. Which, of course, leaves me with my two dears. >>;
One is awesome, though I've only known her for a bit. Our lives pretty much revolve around each other everday. We wake each other up in the morning, run our online business together, and other such stuff. <3 She's older than me and she's wicked. She's going to go kidnap me someday. xD
The other.. is... why.. I need to wash myself out. He's like... HE'SYOUNGERTHANMEANDIFEELLIKEAPEDO! v.v;; ~flails about~ Well, he's only like.. 2 years younger than me.. so one year from being legal.. but still.. ... ~Coughs~ anyways, he wrote me a sweet freaking poem today.. and.. yeah. And then! ANDTHEN! I signed onto MSN, and his DP.. is.. a picture of his abs... ANDTHEY'RE PRETTY!
~Swoons in her corner~
Fallow your heart. heart Or your labido. rofl Whichever screams the loudest to you.
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:27 pm
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Af Mas Diana Vulpes Af Mas Heh, there's a possibility that my family will be going to Florida during the first week of January sweatdrop
Where's about down there if you do?Tampa or Sarasota, that's what my dad was thinking Oooh....I think if you can get far enough down here the three of us should try to do something for fun! heart
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 9:30 pm
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Diana Vulpes Sheol Zone Wow.. Has Sheol hit.. her all time LOW? .. ~Sulks in a corner~ I feel like I should wash out my eyes and my brain. I never ever ever even consider dating those younger than me. I have no idea why. I just don't. ~Coughs~ Let's try to explain this all..
So I'm dumping my boytoys David and Peter, because they're emobrats, and I'm telling Desire off so she'll stop spreading our once personal life around.. Which, of course, leaves me with my two dears. >>;
One is awesome, though I've only known her for a bit. Our lives pretty much revolve around each other everday. We wake each other up in the morning, run our online business together, and other such stuff. <3 She's older than me and she's wicked. She's going to go kidnap me someday. xD
The other.. is... why.. I need to wash myself out. He's like... HE'SYOUNGERTHANMEANDIFEELLIKEAPEDO! v.v;; ~flails about~ Well, he's only like.. 2 years younger than me.. so one year from being legal.. but still.. ... ~Coughs~ anyways, he wrote me a sweet freaking poem today.. and.. yeah. And then! ANDTHEN! I signed onto MSN, and his DP.. is.. a picture of his abs... ANDTHEY'RE PRETTY!
~Swoons in her corner~
Fallow your heart. heart Or your labido. rofl Whichever screams the loudest to you.
Sheol's libido would lead her down the dark path, for there are many whose bones she'd like to jump!
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 10:56 pm
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Sheol Zone Diana Vulpes Sheol Zone Wow.. Has Sheol hit.. her all time LOW? .. ~Sulks in a corner~ I feel like I should wash out my eyes and my brain. I never ever ever even consider dating those younger than me. I have no idea why. I just don't. ~Coughs~ Let's try to explain this all..
So I'm dumping my boytoys David and Peter, because they're emobrats, and I'm telling Desire off so she'll stop spreading our once personal life around.. Which, of course, leaves me with my two dears. >>;
One is awesome, though I've only known her for a bit. Our lives pretty much revolve around each other everday. We wake each other up in the morning, run our online business together, and other such stuff. <3 She's older than me and she's wicked. She's going to go kidnap me someday. xD
The other.. is... why.. I need to wash myself out. He's like... HE'SYOUNGERTHANMEANDIFEELLIKEAPEDO! v.v;; ~flails about~ Well, he's only like.. 2 years younger than me.. so one year from being legal.. but still.. ... ~Coughs~ anyways, he wrote me a sweet freaking poem today.. and.. yeah. And then! ANDTHEN! I signed onto MSN, and his DP.. is.. a picture of his abs... ANDTHEY'RE PRETTY!
~Swoons in her corner~
Fallow your heart. heart Or your labido. rofl Whichever screams the loudest to you. Sheol's libido would lead her down the dark path, for there are many whose bones she'd like to jump!
*mumbles* The dark path is lined with demons and sexiness. ninja x_x
I miss my ceiling fan. I'm hot in my room without it. T.T *strip naked and shoves himself in the refrigerator*
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 11:09 pm
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FogSage Sheol Zone Diana Vulpes Sheol Zone Wow.. Has Sheol hit.. her all time LOW? .. ~Sulks in a corner~ I feel like I should wash out my eyes and my brain. I never ever ever even consider dating those younger than me. I have no idea why. I just don't. ~Coughs~ Let's try to explain this all..
So I'm dumping my boytoys David and Peter, because they're emobrats, and I'm telling Desire off so she'll stop spreading our once personal life around.. Which, of course, leaves me with my two dears. >>;
One is awesome, though I've only known her for a bit. Our lives pretty much revolve around each other everday. We wake each other up in the morning, run our online business together, and other such stuff. <3 She's older than me and she's wicked. She's going to go kidnap me someday. xD
The other.. is... why.. I need to wash myself out. He's like... HE'SYOUNGERTHANMEANDIFEELLIKEAPEDO! v.v;; ~flails about~ Well, he's only like.. 2 years younger than me.. so one year from being legal.. but still.. ... ~Coughs~ anyways, he wrote me a sweet freaking poem today.. and.. yeah. And then! ANDTHEN! I signed onto MSN, and his DP.. is.. a picture of his abs... ANDTHEY'RE PRETTY!
~Swoons in her corner~
Fallow your heart. heart Or your labido. rofl Whichever screams the loudest to you. Sheol's libido would lead her down the dark path, for there are many whose bones she'd like to jump!*mumbles* The dark path is lined with demons and sexiness. ninja x_x I miss my ceiling fan. I'm hot in my room without it. T.T *strip naked and shoves himself in the refrigerator*
I miss working airconditioning. crying *puts his silk boxers in water and then into the freezer*
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