|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 6:19 am
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
Tony frowned slightly at Loki’s words, sensing how upset he was with this. “Loki…..do we really need to start this argument again? We both have bad pasts, hurt people we shouldn’t have, done things we know were wrong. If you can still love me knowing the evils I’ve been involved with, I will still love you for yours.” He said slowly, shifting to make Loki look him in the eye. Reaching a hand up to cup his cheek, he shook his head. “You are not a monster Loki. Hurt, yes, misguided and confused, sometimes. But you are not a monster.”
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 2:16 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
Nodding when Tony said that name were a good place to start. "Vali and Narfi, brothers." Loki spoke softly looking back to his lap as he thought of how to tell the story. He knew he would have to explain their father and that hurt especially because he would have to explain just how many people he had lost that were close to him. Looking back to Tony with a heavy breath he nodded once more when the man said that there wasn't much that would bother him. "No one knows who their father is, not even myself." Loki started. "At the time I knew there was a way to find out but it didn't matter to me and I could not bear someone else dying for my sake. Any male that has ever lain with me is dead unless they were on another realm and the Allfather knew nothing or it was acceptable in that realm. Sleepnir's father and Angroboda were both murdered under the orders of the Allfather. Though I had not yet met Angroboda I could not let someone else die." Loki spoke slowly. He knew he was being vague and not coming out and saying just how he had wound up carrying the twins but how was he to tell Tony that he had been attacked without revealing more terrifying secrets by losing control of his emotions.
"They were wonderful boys, they knew Thor and my mother and even Odin doted on them at times. They were perfectly normal in his eyes despite from whom they had been born." Loki continued. "I was teaching them of other realms when it happened. We went to Vanir..." Loki choked. "I do not remember what happened but when I became aware we had been captured the three of us. Both Vali and Narfi were tied across from me, myself bound as well and two Vanir dancing around them. They wanted me to choose between my children. One to be turned into a wolf and the other to die by his brothers hands. I tried to resist, I swear, but they threatened to kill them both. I could not lose both of them, so I chose Narfi. They turned him into a wolf and released him disappearing just after. I tried to get him to attack me instead but their magic only had one purpose and would not be shifted. By the time I got free, Narfi had torn his brother apart. I caged him and went to Vali; he wasn't dead and I had no magic to mend him then, no way to call for help. I was not even sure where we were, I did not understand how Heimdall had not seen this and sent someone to help. I could not let Vali suffer, he was in so much pain." Loki spoke. Sometimes his voice would choke up with tears and other times it would flare in anger. "When Vali was gone I turned to Narfi hoping he would come back to me. Change back into the brilliant child he was. Days I tried, waited but their magic was unchangeable, stuck as a wolf without a mind; a feral beast. As I sat there waiting I realized that even if he did change back he would not handle the death of his brother at his own hands. He would hate me for choosing him over his brother to be the one to survive." Loki continued choking up more and more. "I buried them both where ever we were and nearly myself."
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b3_p.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 3:02 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
Tony listened intently as Loki spoke, not really moving or saying anything, not wanting Loki to get distracted or spooked and stop. The story he told was heartbreaking. And when he saw the pain in Loki’s eyes, it became all the harder to listen to. And to think that anyone would hold this against Loki or would think he would. When Loki finished, Tony simply wrapped his arms around the god and pulled him close. “I am so sorry Loki….” he murmured, voice soft and gentle. “I wish that I had more to offer than an apology.” He added. Rubbing loki’s back, he kissed his hair and neck. “There is nothing for me to be angry or upset about in that, not at you at least, just those monsters that put you in that position.” In all honesty he was slightly hurt to think that Loki would assume such a reaction from him, but that was the least of his concerns right now.
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 3:34 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
Tony nodded slightly at Loki’s words. When he heard Loki’s tone, he sighed. “And I will not tell anyone, I promise.” He murmured, hand moving to the base of Loki’s neck, he massaged it slightly nuzzling Loki’s hair and getting him to turn so he could meet his eyes again. “Lo….you’ve got to know that this wasn’t your fault though…..It was a horrible, painful situation, but you did everything that you could to try and help them. You are innocent.” He whispered, eyes not leaving Loki’s once. “and whatever you’ve been led to believe is wrong. Anyone in your position would have done the same.” He continued, trying to comfort Loki in some way, even if he didn’t really know how. He wasn’t skilled in this at all, used to being sarcastic and blunt. “And I would never and will never judge you for something like this.”
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 4:53 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
Tony let out a slow breath as Loki refused his words. He knew he would, but he’d had to say them all the same. Allowing Loki to bury his head again, he just held him a little tighter. He wanted to convince loki it was alright, convince him that he wasn’t at fault, help him heal somehow, but he didn’t know how, so he just held him. “I love you Loki…..I always will.” He murmured against his ear, one hand continuing to rub Loki’s back. “I promise, I will make sure you never have to make such a decision again.” He added. Perhaps one day, he’d be able to convince Loki to forgive himself, but for now he would just be satisfied that he confessed to him about it.
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|