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"But don't you think it hurts others...That it'll make them want to try to fix it? That it'll somehow make it better than before?"

Satin looked down, thinking his words carefully. "Because...It's in their nature to love. And it's in their nature to need someone...And it's in their hearts to forgive. It may take a day, it may take a year...And some can't wait that long, so they get their memories wiped...But they still learn to love. They don't have much to learn as it is in them to love. However, some feel that each hardship will never pass, but it does, and things get better in time. Things always get better in time." He looked up and gave her a small smile. "And that I say from experience."

Satin grinned, his eyes smaller and shining. "They know that the end will come and they work through it. They look foreward to that day, and when it comes, it's like being rewarded for all their hard work. And one of the best things that'll happen is that it would have seemed like forever to get there and then finally reaching the point of happiness makes it seem more fruitful." He looked at her, his eyes still shining from tears that threatened to fall. His smile still remained as he thought. "And I know from when I was a child. I don't remember much, but I remember that day when everything was right. When everything got better. That was the day I learned to play the flute. That's why my emotions mix with the music. Because music releases all my pain and anguish. Other kats have passions that release theirs too."

"They go to the Godess of Memories." Satin looked down sadly. "No one should have to, but some just can't bear it and ask her to erase their memories." He sighed and looked at the baby. "But then they lead good lives afterwards, making new families, meeting new mates. Making better memories."

Satin put a hand on her shoulder. "Some people find it harder to find happiness, but happiness is in everyone's future. There is a saying that everyone has their perfect match out there. I've also heard that if there is someone who makes unbearable scars, there is always someone there to heal them. And it's true. I have yet to see someone who hasn't found their healer."

"It includes everyone. Including you. You mustn't burden yourself with more than you can handle. Right now you need to find your healer. Maybe what your passion will be is to help people find theirs, but you need experience first. Once you find your healer, you'll know. Then after experiencing it yourself, there'll be no way you can doubt it. Then you will be able to help others. But that's only if you want to."

"If you experience it, then you may think differently, or you may not." Satin smiled. "Nothing is certain. All that's certain is that your family misses you very much, and so much has happened since you've left." He said, finally letting go of the fact that he did come because of her father. "They miss you and want you back, and to me, that love is the kind that will never fade." He said. "It's the kind everyone wishes for, and the kind everyone needs."

Satin gave a small smile. "So you do understand. Though everyone needs family love, everyone yerns for more. The love of another. The love of someone not bound to you by blood. Yes. Everyone needs that love. For that love is the healing love. Though not many know of it. And I'm sure you'll find it. Even if you go back. I'm sure if you talk to your parents they'll let you go more and not be bounded by the temple walks. Though disappearing on them will do no good. I'm sure they'll understand. And I'm positive people won't just look at you because you're the daughter of a God. I'm sure they'll look at you for your beauty, your love, and your kindness. That's what I saw when I saw you. I didn't see you and go 'Oh. She's the Wine God's Daughter. I need to be nice to her.' Nope. I saw you for you. Andone who sees you for less isn't worth your time."