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 Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 2:14 am
Manda_Tifa shoki_de_nai Krissim Klaw Thank everyone who responded with such kind words about Redrum's passing. It means a lot to me to know people care in the guild. ...but you've told so many mantis stories that it's almost like I knew them myself. Couldn't be farther from the truth!! We love you, Kris, and all your little babies too. Of course we care, and we're here to support you through the hard times. Heaven only knows how often you've been there for all of us. 4laugh agreed! If you ever wat to see millions upon millions of mantises, you are welcome to visit my house in the summer. 3nodding I know nothing can replace redrum, but it will still be fun to wander aorund the field, and end up with your pant legs covered in mantises and crickets. xd
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 4:09 am
I can see Kriss walking onto the plane and getting stopped by sacurity because her pants are crawling.
"MANTIS PANTS!? YOUR CRAZY,IM NOT WEARING ANY SUCH THING."
rofl
EDIT: its 9:58AM and i'm panicin like always.GOD why cant I take my ******** pills like i'm supposed to it?! I take all my pills, five to seven pills at a time, and swallow them with water or swallow them dry. But I've also got a whole 1/4th cup of this white s**t. Well,just drink it with some water,right? WRONG.you drink it for anything moess then like seven ounces, it'll kill you, as in, it'll turn itself into goop. Well, it makes anything taste surapy and grose, and its hard to drink,sowhat to do? I haven taken it a while, Iforgot to take it of course,and now...oh my GOD im suffering. My stomaches killing me, I'm feeling faint, im panting and I can actually feel my intestines moving. oh..mygod. I DID NOT EXPECT THIS,BUT DAMN IT.
oh and it snowed.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:54 am
crying crying crying crying I miss the snow....... crying crying crying crying
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:53 am
Manda_Tifa crying crying crying crying I miss the snow....... crying crying crying crying
It is suppose to snow here over the night and morning. ninja
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 12:09 pm
I want it to snow. crying
Kriss: I am so sorry for your loss. And as you can see, you have many furry shoulders to cry, including mine.
Feel better and may your mantis rest in peace. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 3:03 pm
Manda_Tifa crying crying crying crying I miss the snow....... crying crying crying crying *clings to* I MISS THE SNOW MORE THAN YOU DO! T.T
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 3:09 pm
Just so everyone knows, in case they were wondering, I camped out after work with one of my roommates in front of Best Buy, for more than 12 hours, to get a Wii. It paid off. I got my voucher at 9am, went to get some breakfast and warm up at the mall for an hour, came back around 10 when they opened and was the first one in, and out, the door with my Wii. Affy is a happy but freaking exhausted Panda
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 3:12 pm
Af Mas Just so everyone knows, in case they were wondering, I camped out after work with one of my roommates in front of Best Buy, for more than 12 hours, to get a Wii. It paid off. I got my voucher at 9am, went to get some breakfast and warm up at the mall for an hour, came back around 10 when they opened and was the first one in, and out, the door with my Wii. Affy is a happy but freaking exhausted Panda
Nice to see you got your hands on one now, I think you will find it was worth the trouble.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 5:15 pm
Tiny text so you don't have to read. Crap. Crap. Crap. I'm a sucker. A bad one. I've been talking to my Lexi today, bless his heart, and he mentioned that he called the old number I'd given him. LISA, my dad's wife, picks up and bitches at him that "that girl doesn't live here anymore and I don't want her here anyways" when I was supposedly invited for Christmas morning? Nuh uh! NOT COOL! You do not yell at my friends. I hadn't talked to him in a while, he didn't know I'd moved or that my number had changed! GODDESS! BE POLITE!
So I called their house, looking for Bob, my dad. I even said it. Someone picked up, "yeah, hi, is Bob there?" Not dad. Bob. She hands me to Lisa. She's like, "Who is this and what do you want ? D<" Me? "This is DAUGHTER! Where's my dad?" Oh! Sugar and sweets immediately! "Oh sweetie! We were just talking about you! Your dad's at Peter's, let me give you the cellphone number." Yeah, okay. Click.
Call Dad. Enter Sucker mode
He got really Really excited when he heard my voice. Hugely. And when I said "So, apparently I was invited over for Christmas?" He was near giggly. I felt idiotic saying, "I can't go, I'm doing community service." His voice dropped way low and he goes, "Oh.. Oh.. That's okay.. Maybe.. you can come over Christmas Eve?" I was about to say I had plans then too when he goes, "Oh, no, your Aunt Shannon will be in town, you can't huh?"
[My Aunt Shannon's why my mom wants me home for Christmas eve. She don't get why I'm disowned and they want to see me. Especially since her kids look like my missing older sisters and they love me babysitting their rugrats, their kids ask for me by "Auntie Tohwi", it's cute]
So anwayways, I go, "Yeah, I can't do that." He gets all mopey and does the little "Oh.. Yeah.. I see.." spiel before I LIE and say, "I wish you guys had given me more notice, I've had this community service planned since last month. Traci won't do it and so Mommy needs a back up and I'm her other daughter so I'm doing it." He pauses and goes, "Oh! Oh? I'm sorry! We'll give you more notice next time!" And asks what I'm doing for the community, and I'm all, "Eh, feeding the homeless that day." >> Mommy invited me to do that as soon as we found out Dad was inviting me over for Christmas.
He does the little mopey thing again, and I'm reallllly feeling guilty. I'm too nice at times. He askes, all hopeful, "Maybe.. after I get off work.. the day after Christmas?" And then rushes on, "But it's okay if you have plans! I'd understand!" :/ I really do hate this. I'm understanding why my older brother disappeared from all of us. It's the only way to escape the parent guilt trip.. [Those who don't know, my dad's wife did this to my older brother when I was 12ish, I haven't seen him since I was 14. And my grandma hasn't seen him since I was 15. I'm 19 now.]
I kind of shuffled around, trying to think of an excuse, and then, "Yeah. Okay daddy. The day after Christmas works." He got really excited, you could hear it in his voice and he sort of laughed before saying, "Okay! Okay! I'll see you then, okay?!"
I know he knows we're still in really bad territory. Because he didn't say "I love you honey" when he was saying goodbye. And I didn't say "I love you daddy" before I hung up. I'm nervous. Terrified actually. I wish Christina could be there with me when I go, for moral support. ~Curls up in a blanket~ I've got this feeling that I'm making the worse mistake of my life.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 7:53 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 8:30 pm
I'm beginning to get fed up with my laptop. I try to play games on it, but it continually crashes exactly at the moment when I'm winning the game. But a friend said something which made me depressed, so I went to cook up cheese on toast except the damn oven/grill isn't working after the brown out. I come back to play games and the precise moment I'm about to win, the entire computer crashes.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm so shitty about a computer crashing......
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:53 pm
I...I don't know how I'm going to pay for next semester. Tuition is due Dec. 8, I didn't qualify for any scholarships and those are given out per school year, at least all the one's I've found. And loans like you to have a credit history...of which I have none. My checking account is looking sad, and I'd have to drain 1/3 of my savings to pay with my own money....
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 2:59 am
Thanks to my family, my back, neck and right arm are in a lot of pain because I had to cut up the pumpkin because I'm the strongest in the family.
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:03 pm
At least you weren't out pruning bushes and trees two days in a row like I was. x.x
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