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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:09 pm
Krissim Klaw Alfonse Maslow I can't even fathom how people can know all of that...This is one of those things that really just makes me feel so very incompetent. I'm supposedly so smart, but I can't even figure out basic computer stuff, and since everything noawdays is measured around computer ability, I'm proper ******** for the rest of my life. Adding extra insult is how so many people I know condescend me when I tell them I don't know how to do this stuff and they say "Wow, you really should, I'm amazed you don't" Like it's really all that ******** important...Why am I getting so pissed off? Like Eddily is saying it is like learning a language. People who know all they know spend years playing around and reading up on that sort of stuff. Your still smart you just have knowledge in different areas. For instance, I know tons about insects, especially praying mantises. I have picked up stuff through my whole life including through actuall interaction. Many people I talk to however know parcticly nothing. That doesn't make them dumb or me autimaticly smart on a whole. It is just in that one area. They might however know something like computers. It all depends on what you deal with all the time. What you have to ask yourself is do you really enjoy playing around with computer codes and learning that sort of thing. If you do than you might want to look into taking some computer courses and such. From what I can tell however you seem to know enough to get around. Enough that I guess things look bearable, but I want to do so much more, but I'm so inept I just can't
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:09 pm
Krissim Klaw Eddily Damn, Jolly Hats are really expensive, glad I got mine last year. The prices just suddenly jumped (now that christmas is almost here), I got mine a few months ago for 3k whee That's quite a difference. razz I'm not sure what I got mine for....
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:10 pm
Eddily Alfonse Maslow I don't know. Like, I don't know how Torrents work, and everyone's like "What? It's so easy? How do you NOT know kid stuff like that?" I just DON'T, alright? I didn't grow up using computers all my life like the rest of us seemed to. We got our best computer when I was a freshman in highschool. I was 15! And even then, my parents didn't know s**t about it, none of my family knew a damn thing about it. My dad's the only one who comes close, and his knowledge of computers is ANCIENT compared to what's used now... Some is seriously wrong with me right now...I really shouldn't be like this, but I'm sitting here, on the verge of tears, and for no good reason at all...I need to see a doctor...This has happened before If I came off that way before, I apologise. If you're a pirate like I am, you most likely know how to work them. Most of what I know about them I was told, only found out little bits for myself maybe. I don't have much of an outside life, so I've figured out random tidbits of computers. Everyone has their areas of expertise. My friend knows alot about history, I don't know much and could care less. *huggles* Relax wuffie. *huggles back* I don't know what's wrong with me right now. Fatigue doesn't usually get me this stressed out. I'm having a panic attack or some kind of anxiety or something. I know better..But wtf?
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:11 pm
Eddily Krissim Klaw Eddily Damn, Jolly Hats are really expensive, glad I got mine last year. The prices just suddenly jumped (now that christmas is almost here), I got mine a few months ago for 3k whee That's quite a difference. razz I'm not sure what I got mine for.... I got mine in a gift box
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:12 pm
Alfonse Maslow *huggles back* I don't know what's wrong with me right now. Fatigue doesn't usually get me this stressed out. I'm having a panic attack or some kind of anxiety or something. I know better..But wtf? *pets* Is there anything else that can be doing this to you now?
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:14 pm
Eddily Alfonse Maslow *huggles back* I don't know what's wrong with me right now. Fatigue doesn't usually get me this stressed out. I'm having a panic attack or some kind of anxiety or something. I know better..But wtf? *pets* Is there anything else that can be doing this to you now? I don't know. Maybe I'm jealous from seeing all the really cool profiles and I know I'll never have on as cool as theirs. That's probably it. Anything I make artwise is total s**t. I can write, I guess, but it's not like anything I ever write is gonna get published or anything. Or faved for that matter. It's just gonna get critiqued and tweeked by other "superior" writers until it's nothing I came up with on my own
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:16 pm
Alfonse Maslow Enough that I guess things look bearable, but I want to do so much more, but I'm so inept I just can't Yes you can, you just can't do it in one massive leap. It's not something that you can just will into existense it takes hard work. I would really suggest taking a beginner level class on programming or just basic in general depending on the level you want You don't need a doctor. Your really upset right now probably not specificly on the ability to do a custom profile. It is part of the growing older things. When your young, you define yourself by all the things you could do. But as you get older, it is all the things you can't do. For instance, I can't become a gymnist. Sure I could probably go to a class and learn a few basics, but my body physically can't handle it. I could never become a world class athlete.
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:17 pm
Alfonse Maslow Eddily Alfonse Maslow *huggles back* I don't know what's wrong with me right now. Fatigue doesn't usually get me this stressed out. I'm having a panic attack or some kind of anxiety or something. I know better..But wtf? *pets* Is there anything else that can be doing this to you now? I don't know. Maybe I'm jealous from seeing all the really cool profiles and I know I'll never have on as cool as theirs. That's probably it. Anything I make artwise is total s**t. I can write, I guess, but it's not like anything I ever write is gonna get published or anything. Or faved for that matter. It's just gonna get critiqued and tweeked by other "superior" writers until it's nothing I came up with on my own Alot of people aren't good at art, just look at me. rofl Profiles are very low on the important meter.
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:22 pm
Eddily Alfonse Maslow Eddily Alfonse Maslow *huggles back* I don't know what's wrong with me right now. Fatigue doesn't usually get me this stressed out. I'm having a panic attack or some kind of anxiety or something. I know better..But wtf? *pets* Is there anything else that can be doing this to you now? I don't know. Maybe I'm jealous from seeing all the really cool profiles and I know I'll never have on as cool as theirs. That's probably it. Anything I make artwise is total s**t. I can write, I guess, but it's not like anything I ever write is gonna get published or anything. Or faved for that matter. It's just gonna get critiqued and tweeked by other "superior" writers until it's nothing I came up with on my own Alot of people aren't good at art, just look at me. rofl Profiles are very low on the important meter. I just wanna talk to my mate and go to bed right now, but my roommate is up doing something, and I can't go to sleep right now. I guess...Anyone I could chat with would make me feel a little better. Everyone else I've IMed tonight is either sick, depressed, or on their way out the door
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:23 pm
Krissim Klaw Alfonse Maslow Enough that I guess things look bearable, but I want to do so much more, but I'm so inept I just can't Yes you can, you just can't do it in one massive leap. It's not something that you can just will into existense it takes hard work. I would really suggest taking a beginner level class on programming or just basic in general depending on the level you want You don't need a doctor. Your really upset right now probably not specificly on the ability to do a custom profile. It is part of the growing older things. When your young, you define yourself by all the things you could do. But as you get older, it is all the things you can't do. For instance, I can't become a gymnist. Sure I could probably go to a class and learn a few basics, but my body physically can't handle it. I could never become a world class athlete. My Uni's courses are a bit too advanced for me, even at the basic level. They already expect you to know a handful of stuff I've never heard of. Besides, I can't fit it into any of my requirements. The credits would go no where
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:24 pm
Alfonse Maslow I just wanna talk to my mate and go to bed right now, but my roommate is up doing something, and I can't go to sleep right now. I guess...Anyone I could chat with would make me feel a little better. Everyone else I've IMed tonight is either sick, depressed, or on their way out the door Maybe he can do more than I am right now. I'm still here for a bit. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:25 pm
Eddily Alfonse Maslow I just wanna talk to my mate and go to bed right now, but my roommate is up doing something, and I can't go to sleep right now. I guess...Anyone I could chat with would make me feel a little better. Everyone else I've IMed tonight is either sick, depressed, or on their way out the door Maybe he can do more than I am right now. I'm still here for a bit. 3nodding If only he were on. He knows a fair amount about computers, but doesn't give a damn about Gaia, so asking him for help would be kinda moot. We can chat Ed
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:26 pm
Alfonse Maslow My Uni's courses are a bit too advanced for me, even at the basic level. They already expect you to know a handful of stuff I've never heard of. Besides, I can't fit it into any of my requirements. The credits would go no where Out of curiosity what is your major?
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:29 pm
Krissim Klaw Alfonse Maslow My Uni's courses are a bit too advanced for me, even at the basic level. They already expect you to know a handful of stuff I've never heard of. Besides, I can't fit it into any of my requirements. The credits would go no where Out of curiosity what is your major? Psychology
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 9:33 pm
Alfonse Maslow Krissim Klaw Alfonse Maslow My Uni's courses are a bit too advanced for me, even at the basic level. They already expect you to know a handful of stuff I've never heard of. Besides, I can't fit it into any of my requirements. The credits would go no where Out of curiosity what is your major? Psychology O.o that is interesting. I only took a basic course in it for some credits but I found it fasinating. 3nodding
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