The Girl Behind the Curtain

[ThanatosMors]

IIIII had a bunny once, and by 'a bunny' IIII mean I had two bunnies and by that; technically three, but one of them was eated by a dog next door the first day we got it.
BUT ANYWAY, bunnies are cool.

 

[Deadly Nightshayde]

This is my third total rabbit.
I love small fluffy things.

In other news kiddos, my playlist is newly organized and updated.
Everything should work now.
I was up to like 10 songs that were error-fied and I had to fix it.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

Words fail me.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

Ugh, my best friend has gotten herself into a world of trouble. She's fourteen, and she had sex with a twelve year old. She's afraid she might be pregnant now. It's ridiculous how much stupidity is contained in her skinny little body.  

[Eisoji]

Um. . . wow. o_o I can't imagine wanting to have sex at that age. Either age! I was just barely ready when I did and that was a little less than a year ago. >_o I feel old because my first thought when I read that was 'kids these days' . .. I think that a lot lately. *sigh*

I do hope she's not though. That wouldn't be good for anyone involved really.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

Seriously.
And she isn't even in that much trouble, just grounded for a couple weeks.
Her parents seem to think she's lying about it.
They don't want to believe she'd do something like that.  

[Eisoji]

O_O Wow. That's a lot of denial.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

not much to report lately.
things are going well with the ninja.
we've had a couple of minor disagreements, but no all-out fights yet.
i always feel bad when i end up raising my voice a little.
he's just so damn stubborn sometimes.
i only feel bad about it because i'm just as stubborn as he is, maybe more, and he has a lot more patience with me than i have with him.
i don't deserve him.

one of my friends is annoying the hell out of me.
he's always moping around, "woe is me", "kill me now".
to be fair, his home life is pretty crappy.
but not to such an extreme that he has an excuse to be this miserable.
he's always hitting on my best friend, the 14 year old slut, even though she's making it clear she's not interested.
in my opinion he needs a nice hard slap in the face.
i see him at least once every few days, but now i can hardly stand to be around him for more than like half an hour.  

[Eisoji]

I'm glad things are going well with your boy. I get 'I don't deserve him' moments myself, but he always tells me I'm being dumb and he loves me. I'm sure the ninja feels the same way about you. smile  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

ugh. the 'woe is me' guy and the slut were dating for like two days until she broke up with him.
he's always going on about how he loves her and all this s**t about him being good for her if she'd just give him a chance, and blah blah blah.
personally i think he's just after sex. he knows she puts out.
they're terrible for each other.
they don't listen to the same music or like the same movies or anything.
he's really into fantasy books and she hates to read.
their personality types clash horribly.
about the only thing they have in common is their mutual stupidity and propensity for saying random retarded things.
she's not even allowed to date, and i agree with her parents about her being too young.

on one hand, i want to still be her friend.
but she's just so freaking annoying now, with her slutty, all-about-me, screw-the-parents mentality that she's been adopting the past year or so.
i'm sad. she didn't used to be like this.
it really is sickening how she disrespects her parents in all aspects of their relationship.
she doesn't even refer to them as her family.
she calls them "the people i live with".
she acts like they keep her in a cage or something when they're some of the most lenient parents i know.
i just don't know what to do about her.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

lawls. woe-is-me told the slut he thinks about her when he jerks off.
i loled.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

it is HOT.
94 in the freaking shade.
the ninja wants to know my heritage, cause i get so brown in the summer.
he thinks greek or italian.
i have two sisters, and we all have different skin tones.
the middle sister is the lightest of us three.
light brown hair, hazel eyes, fair skin.
then there's me: light brown hair, light green/gray eyes, and easily tan-able.
and last is my youngest sister. dark brown hair and eyes, olive skinned, tans like nobody's business.
both my parents have pretty fair skin, dark hair, and greenish hazel eyes.
i never burn bad enough to peel. the most i get is a little pink across the cheeks and shoulders if i'm out all day for more than three days in a row.
so i dunno.  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

wow, i haven't reviewed movies in awhile.

indiana jones: i really liked it. of course it's over the top action and impossible circumstances, it's indiana jones. it made me happy.

iron man: AMAZING. i saw it three times.

prince caspian: decent. better than the first one.

zohan: hilarious and raunchy, just like we knew it would be.

hulk: edward norton was awesome as usual. and it was a pretty good movie besides. the ninja is a major comic book fan and he was a little miffed that it didn't exactly follow the comics, but i don't know anything about it so i really liked it. and i've just been a major edward norton fan ever since i saw fight club xD

i'll add more if i think of other movies i've seen recently.  

[Eisoji]

I saw Iron Man the first weekend it came out (I think). It was so awesome. biggrin And I think everyone else I know who saw it loved it too.

I get to go see a movie again on Monday, I think. Definitely going to see Indiana Jones if I do. :3  

[Deadly Nightshayde]

it's been a weird day and it's about to get weirder.

the boy is at camp for the summer.
we're friends now, with some lingering sadness on my part that no one needs to know about.
we got to talk a decent amount today.
i was laying on the stage in the dining hall, waiting for the dude with the keys to unlock the kitchens, when he came up to talk.
ended up putting his head on my stomach and i played with his hair.
i didn't even realize i was doing it until he said something about it feeling nice.
we're getting really close again.
closer actually, than when we were romantically involved.
we're going to see a movie tonight.
the ninja and the girl the boy is interested in can't go, so it's just us two.
weird, but nice. innocent. like starting over. or rather like a fresh coat of paint.
the old is still there, underneath it all, serving as a base for the new.
hmm.