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(◕o◕) Call me Celly ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)
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Breathe. Calm down. It's not really the same here. You didn't physically cause any of this to him. He chose to do this to himself. This isn't like back at Cagewater. Celly stood just outside his room, needing to take a moment to calm down. Her emotions were getting the better of her at the moment and she needed to calm the hell down. Tilting her head back against the glass of the window, she looked up at the florescent lights that burned her eyes so badly. She was terrible that dealing with stuff like this, mostly because she didn't care. Ever! If this was someone in her family, she wouldn't have even come, not that they would have wanted her there anyways. She was the weirdo that just existed. Why did she have to be here anyways? Shouldn't someone from his family be here with him? Sliding down to the floor, she dropped her head into her hands, her eyes squeezing shut.
She hated hospitals. She always had! Ever since she was sent to one as a child, they just didn't mesh well with her. Green eyes shot open when they felt something wet roll down her face. Wiping it away, she looked at her fingertips to see them glistening with water. Was she crying? Reaching up and wiping her eyes, sure enough, she was. What was she crying for though? Was she scared for Gabriel or scared of herself? She wasn't sure. Maybe it was both. Whatever it was, it was guilt and fear. No matter how many times she ttried to say it wasn't her fault, the guilt gnawed at her. Pushing herself to her feet, she dried her eyes, sniffling, took off her jacket and walked back into his room. Shutting the door behind her, she sat down in a chair provided and stared at him. Why did she have to lose her memory last night? Why couldn't it have waited? That look that took over his face when she said she didn't remember him...She needed to take her mind off it! Pulling out her phone, she started up her Spirit Stones game and waited.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 1:30 am
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(◕o◕) Call me Celly ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)
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Stage 5. Stupid boss! Celly's brows furrowed in frustration as she died for the third time against a boss in her game. Rigged! The game was rigged! But she was oh so addicted to it! Sometimes this game made her want to shoot herself in the foot. Why the foot? Because if it were anywhere else, she'd be dead. She may dislike her life, but that didn't mean she wanted to die...Yet. Plus, she knew enough dead people to know that she wouldn't like death very much. In fact, she may even become more of a menace then anything else. Hearing a voice call her name, green eyes looked up. Closing her game, stuffing her phone in her jacket pocket, she gripped the arms of her chair ad scooted closer to his bedside. "Yep! The one and only," she replied, not letting on just how utterly broken and guilty she felt.
Oh, he was awake now. Celly punched him as hard as she could in the shoulder. "You asshat! What the hell is wrong with you?" she shouted angrily. She could let her anger out now that he was awake. Glaring at him, she crossed her arms under her chest. "I hope that punch hurt too. Why would you do that to yourself?! Do you know how incredibly dangerous that is? I'm a crazy thrill seeker, but to nearly kill yourself...You dumbass!" She hit him again. She was so utterly mad at him, while still feeling so completely guilty. She wasn't sure which to show. "I threw out every trace of alcohol I could find in your house by the way," she added.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 1:43 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 2:08 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 2:20 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 2:53 am
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(◕o◕) Call me Celly ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)
_______________________________ Single ║ Meta Human ║ 23 ║ Comfy & Quick
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Tell him? She should have told him before? She's not in a relationship with him! If she didn't want to talk about herself, she didn't have to. Biting into her cheek, she sighed and sat up, her hands sliding back into her lap. He wanted to know so badly, fine. "I have seizures where I sometimes lose my memory. I have Kleptomania. I can see dead people and read people's fortunes. I use my gifts to make money because I can't get a job with my criminal record. My family locked me away in a mental hospital because they were not only scared of me, they thought I was a freak. While there, I beat a girl into a coma because of a vengeful spirit. I was sexually abused by a male nurse. I was put on all sorts of medications because my family thought something was wrong with me. When I was finally allowed to be back in society, my parents shipped me off to boarding school so they didn't have to deal with me. I was bullied and made fun of all the time. I acted out by stealing. Small things after first, but as I got older, my scores got bigger. Most recently I jumped bail on a grand theft auto charge and moved here. My real name is Phoebe and I really have red hair. Happy?"
She slumped in her seat, looking away from him with a scowl. She'd never told anyone anything about herself. She always lied about herself. No one wanted to know the real her anyways, so why bother? Lying had never been a problem to her. She learned how to quickly because no one ever wanted to know the truth. Every time she may try, they always looked at her strangely or just flat out didn't believe her. Now she wasn't mad at him, or feeling guilty for all of this. No, now she was mad at herself. Not because she hadn't told him a single truth about her, but because she had to do it like this. Standing suddenly, her chair screeching as it slid across the linoleum floor, she grabbed her jacket and walked around the chair. "Ya know, I would have told you eventually, but I didn't realize my past was needed to be friends with you. I came because I was worried about you, but I can see you'll be fine," she muttered rather darkly, never turning to look at him. "Just get better." Shrugging on her jacket, she opened the door to his hospital room and walked out. She needed air.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 3:09 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 3:46 am
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(◕o◕) Call me Celly ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)
_______________________________ Single ║ Meta Human ║ 23 ║ Comfy & Quick
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After taking two steps away from his room, Celly ran straight out of the hospital and into the parking lot. Even though it was sprinkling outside, she stuffed her hands into her pockets and walked around the parking lot with her head down. No one ever wanted to know the truth about her because that was too much of a bother. No one ever wanted to know how she was really feeling because that was just too inconvenient for them. No one cared about her because she was a freak to them. He cared about her. Celly laughed bitterly at the thought. He didn't care about her, he cared about the idea of her. But just because she didn't tell him everything right off the bat, didn't mean she was lying to him. It's okay to have a few secrets to yourself. Her jaw clenched as she forced back a sob. She was allowed to have secrets! She was allowed to pick and choose what people knew about her. Why did her past matter so damn much?! That wasn't what made her who she was as a person, it was the things she learned from it and the choices she made. Sure she didn't always make the best ones, but at least she was happy most of the time! At least she wasn't a bitter mess like he was!
Celly kicked the tire of a nearby car, hearing the car alarm go off instantly. Throwing her hands in the air, she grumbled to herself and kicked the tire a few more times before walking away. She desperately just wanted to go home right now and curl up into a ball on her bed and cry. Well, she was crying enough as it was, but she wanted to do more of it within the privacy of her house. She couldn't bring herself to leave though. Slumping against one of the walls of the hospital, she looked up at the sky and sighed heavily. Each beat of her heart made her feel empty as her throat continued to tighten with each swallowed cry. Silent tears slid down her face and her lips quivered, but she never let it show just how much she was hurting.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 11:25 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 5:46 pm
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"What's wrong Miss Lady?" a voice called to her softly causing Celly to look up from her arms where her head had been resting. Standing beside her was a man, she knows for damn sure she had never seen before. His amber eyes seemed to shine behind his glasses though, despite the lack of sunlight. He looked rather humble actually. Maybe a bit of a pretty boy, but humble nonetheless. He smiled down at her as he lifted the hem of his blazer and pushed his hands into his pockets, waiting for her reply. "It's nothing..." she mumbled, looking away from him and wiping her eyes. Why'd someone have to bother her now? She just wanted to be alone with her depressing thoughts. "Now," he paused as he pulled his hands free and sat down beside her. "I don't believe that one bit. No one makes a face like that if it's nothing." Celly's gaze narrowed as her head lowered against her arms. It wasn't nothing but that didn't mean she wanted to talk about it. However, at the same time she did. She wanted to talk, scream, cry everything out.
"I don't want to talk about it," she lied, just wanting him to go away. Why was he even bothering her in the first place? She heard him chuckle softly, "Boy troubles huh?" Celly whipped around to face him with a surprised look. "Don't look so surprised!" he laughed as he saw her expression. "My wife gets that same look whenever I upset her." Turning to face him, one leg dropped to the cold concrete while her hand dropped too. "What do you do to make it up to her?" The man blinked his brown eyes at her; she seemed rather eager to know. Looking at her, her eyes were pink and puffy, face obviously stained from tears. Her hair was limp and wet from the sprinkling weather indicating that she'd been sitting out here a while. "Well I usually romance her in some way, but we're married so that's pretty typical. Why don't you tell me what's going on in your situation," he said as his expression softened. Celly bit her lip. Could she tell a stranger what was happening between her and Gabe? She did need advice and she had no one else to turn too. Finally making up her mind, she took a deep breath and began to tell him what's happened.
They sat there for a good ten minutes while she told him everything that's happened the last three days and when she finally finished she sat back with a sigh and looked back up at the sky. She felt a little better after venting, evident by the tiniest of smiles on her lips. "Hm...Well I understand why you're so upset. But..." he paused and looked up to the sky with her. "I understand why he is as well. That being said, of course, you can't learn everything about someone in such a short amount of time. And from what you've told me, he hasn't said anything about himself either, so for him to get so upset with you seems unfounded. But alcoholics are tricky people." Celly slowly brought her head down and looked over at him. "They're like spoiled children needing to be coddled. Patience is required for people like that, which you seem to have lots of. Then again, when both parties have never been close to someone, that just adds to all the trickiness." "How...?!" Celly gasped but was surprised to see him gone. He just vanished! Was he...?
Celly pushed herself to her feet and pushed purple bangs out of her face. With a deep breath, she slid her icy hands into her pockets and walked back into the hospital. She felt a little better, but she was still upset. Walking towards his room, she cracked her knuckles a few times, her hands stiff from the cold and sudden temperature change. Pulling a hand free, she pushed the door to his room open a little and walked in. To hope it wouldn't be awkward would be asking too much, but she still did anyways. Still holding onto the door, she closed it softly and pressed her back against it, looking at the floor before timidly looking up at him with her still tear stained face.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 6:01 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 7:24 pm
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"Do you want to see what I look like with my natural hair color?" she asked as she slowly walked over to him. Pulling out her phone from her pocket, she brought up her gallery and swiped through it for a few seconds. Biting into her bottom lip, she finally found it and handed him the phone so he could see the picture. Sitting back down in the chair, she brought her legs up and wrapped her arms around her knees. She really wasn't sure what to say to his apology because she knew she was a hassle to be around sometimes. How someone managed to be as carefree and happy as she was, was a miracle really. Looking down at the smeared blood on one of her boots, she sighed softly. "Look Gabriel, we've only known each other a couple of days. I don't have to tell you my life story right away. Everything is learned gradually, not all at once. Friendships weren't built in a day; that doesn't mean I lied to you about anything. I just hadn't gotten there yet," she said as she finally looked back up at him.
Dropping her gaze down to her phone and the old picture of herself, she dropped her feet back down to the floor and drummed her fingers against her knees. She remembered when that picture was taken. A friend at the time, had taken it while they were watching a movie. They were big into photography and snapped a candid shot of her because it was the best picture of her they'd ever seen. She had to admit, it was a good picture. "How about this, if there's something you want to know, you can ask me. But you only get one question for today," she said with a little more cheer in her tone. Like she said, she was feeling better. Not 100%, but most definitely better then before.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 10:29 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 11:44 pm
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