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I think my beer belly is finally starting to get really bulgy and very round. Like it’s actually starting to get the ball belly look now, like there’s a ball inside my stomach. Just weird I grew a beer belly. Knew I was gonna end up with one and probably gonna have one for rest of my life. Love the roundress.

It’s crazy. My belly is too big. It’s a huge ball I mean really huge. It’s like that anime sands girl who has a huge ball below her but everywhere else is skinny. Feels weird I feel like I have a ball inside me. It’s official, I’m a beer belly bum.

It just feels tooo weird. I wanna lose it now before it grows even more but I love eating fast food so may be impossible. Please help me I feel really fat and don’t know what to do. All I feel in my body all the time is my belly like I’m pregnant. It’s torchure and it just keeps growing. Oh god. All my organs are probably surrounded by fat. Can’t see my feet anymore when standing either.

I just took a picture of myself from the front view of me with my entire body, and I don’t look overweight at all. I look skinny, but if I turn to side my belly bulges out too much. I see picture of pregnant women from the front view and they look skinny to. So think I am getting fluid ascites, that or i have too much belly fat. I get out of breathe soo often and sweat like crazy. If I sit down and lean over I have trouble breathing. Yet the belly keeps growing. It’s really weird. Sometimes I get mild chest pain but hope it’s nothing. Used to be super skinny 10 years ago, now I’m overweight with a huge beer belly.

Can’t have heart problems cuz I listen to my heart via steehiscope like often and every time my heart sounds totally normal, never hearing anything irregular. Lab results always comes back good to so might be my imagination. For all we know I’m probably gonna live to like my 90s or something.

Found a picture of a guys big belly online.

https://www.thebeijinger.com/sites/default/files/thebeijinger/blog-images/351254/beer-belly-620x400.jpg

My belly looks almost exactly like his. I mean my center belly area looks really really fat, like seriously fat like it doesn’t look right. Like I have a disease that causes abnormal amounts of fat to build up at my belly area. Everywhere else on my body looks like slightly plump to except my skinny hands and face.

Livers not that bad yet, mostly just inflamed with signs of abuse.

Other tests all came out fine, perfect cholesterol and everything, only 1 that was High slightly was my triglycerides levels.

My diet does suck cuz I can’t afford food much. Plus I noticed that last 3 days I’ve had fast food. eek only 10 pounds overweight.

My big belly is weird. If you look at me from the front I look skinny, then I turn to the side and it bulges out way too much. Think my belly is bigger than my dads now but his looks like he’s just overweight even from the front view, mine is like a pregnant woman with the biggest bulge ever. Like I have twins. Hard to see my feet or the scale. Betcha kazerin your a pear shape, where all men are doomed to eventually grow a beer belly in 30s or 40s but mine came early.

But then again my heart might be really healthy because no matter how hard I try I can’t get my heart to beat more than 120bpm. It’s like my max.

Having a beer belly is supposed to be scary, because it means you have fat surrounding all your stomach organs, even your heart.

Apparently if you have central obesity like me, it’s dangerous because a heart attack could happen any moment. eek I just hope it isn’t soon. But if it happens, then oh well. Don’t really care. -eats Taco Bell- Not losing the belly.

This is really weird. I feel like there’s a ball inside me, my belly feels like a ball. That’s what central obesity is, it’s when fat goes to your belly and only your belly, no where else. My belly’s round enough as it is, but if I keep gaining weight, it’ll all go to my belly still. My belly is already big and round but what if I keep gaining weight in my belly? Belly is already round and hard so where is the fat gonna store itself if it wants to keep going to my stomach and only my stomach? I heard it starts going inward around the internal organs because there’s no more room to expand outward. You think it’d go to store in other places on my body but still chooses belly, like I have a disease that causes an abnormal buildup of fat in the belly area. It’s weird. Like a plague where the fat cells on my belly keep multiplying. My belly already bulges out too much, so if fat keeps going to my belly where is it gonna store at? I guess inward around my organs. Scared I’ll have too much fat around my lungs eventually where one day I’ll like exert myself badly then I’ll be trying to gasp for air but won’t be able to, fat and liquid has squeezed my lungs so unable to fill with air, then I go “uhhhhh” then I guess suffocate.

Why do we have to breathe anyway? It’s stupid we have to constantly fill our lungs with air then let it out then fill with air again then let out. Betcha aliens who don’t need lungs will think we are weird and primitive cuz we have to fill a sack with air all the time. Like an alien will see a person having trouble breathing and will be all like “ your soo weird. Why do you have to breathe to fill a sack?” We’re soo primitive I know it.

It’s weird to be a living thing. Apparently we’re just like robots, just made with weird different stuff.