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 Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2024 9:29 pm
 tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong, Masumi, and my brothers | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Bashful | тнσυɢнтs : "Do I give him butterflies?" | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
"My knight in shining armor." He teases about Saeyong both mentioning that he will be around more often, while also protecting him as the "boyfriend". Internally, he can admit that it would be nice to see Saeyong defending his honor against the rabid coworker and boss who have been harassing him. Maybe they knew that they could get away with things because Avi was clearly someone with issues and just didn't want any trouble. People like them tend to take advantage when a person is at their lowest point.
Cas snaps his fingers before motioning in Sae's direction as he looks at Marcellus. "See? What did I tell you before? Experience can be helpful! I will know what red flags to look for now that I have had experience in dealing with trashy guys." While Avi knows that Saeyong has probably learned that firsthand himself, he doesn't look put off or judgmental towards him either. While he did offhandedly mention it to Masumi earlier in bitterness, it wasn't from a place of malice. More like him being jealous because he wanted to have Saeyong's attention and at the time felt like he was being rejected when Saeyong pulled away. Now, he's glad they were able to resolve that bit easily so he could have the chance to enjoy something like this now. It feels nice to have his arm around the man so he can hold him closer.
He was content to watch his brothers bicker more about why Marc feels uncomfortable for Cas, but then Saeyong speaks up again and all eyes are back on him. By the end of it, it feels like all eyes are on him as his ears feel like they are burning and his arm pulls Sae in closer. Is he 100% sure that it was about him? No, but Sae looking his way after what he just said makes him feel a little flustered and hopeful. "That's...very insightful advice." Masumi tries and fails not to chuckle as Cas agrees with Avi but starts to nudge Marcellus with a grin. Clearly they are finding some enjoyment in their brother's flustered appearance right now.
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Posted: Tue Apr 02, 2024 4:58 am
 ❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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Anneyong! I’m 준 새용 || I'm feeling hopeful || I'm speaking to Avi, his friend and family || Where am I? Octavius' house || What am I wearing? My attempt at respectful - gloomy
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Saeyong flipped his hair with pride at the man's teasing, flexing his muscles that needed work. "Of course I am." he said as he added to his little whim of pride. He did understand how their actions caused him trouble, and how they were wrong too, troubling a poor man. Not that he was much different, but he didn't intend to harm him. He would how ever, switch to the hero's role if it meant keeping that smile on his face and the ease his mind was at. Who said he couldn't have fun doing that?
Saeyong looked a tad bur startled when the man pointed his finger at him, though quickly realizing it wasn't something bad. "Yes, but there's also the negative things that come with it. So, you might want to put yourself first and cut it off before it starts to become bothersome for you." he'd add. While there were pros to living the life he did, there were many cons with it. Saeyong knew that he wasn't easy to submit to feelings of self-doubt and hurt, but he too felt them when he least expected them. He never knew sometimes when the emotional pain could become crippling.
For the moment, having all eyes on him did make goosebumps raise on his skin, unsure if that was good or bad - since he had both being in show-business. Though, he focused on what he had to say and looked over at his special person and had a little smile that grew on his face. He might have understood his doubt but his action simply made him move his free hand over for an embrace. "I say it as I see it, and I think I'm happy with it this way." he added, maybe assuring him in riddle that he was happy being around him and learning more about him. He enjoyed even more his flustered face as he found himself leaning against him, like he didn't want this warmth to disappear. The warmth that came from seeing him smile and flustered like that, which might have actually given him butterflies.
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2024 10:50 pm
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong, Masumi, and my brothers | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Bashful | тнσυɢнтs : "Do I give him butterflies?" | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
Even though they are teasing each other, he does find himself enjoying the idea that Sae would be defending him. Though Avi can easily be confrontational, he tends to not be to avoid anyone getting close to him and potentially touching him in any way. "Just make sure you don't let them say anything offensive towards you. Defending me is one thing, but I won't take you getting insulted because they are nasty people." He already knows that they can be catty to anyone that pisses them off. He's had customers flirt with him and immediately heard the other two being nasty to the very same people before.
Cas waves off the man's concern when Marcellus is the one to motion to Sae now. "I already know. I haven't tried to date for awhile anyways. There hasn't been a good options around anyways. Every good option seems to be married or straight. Boring." Avi doesn't really see that as great reassurance, but his focus is on Sae and making sure that he shows with a firm hand on his lower back that he supports him. He is sure there is a reason that Sae has had to use that mask for so long now. He wagers part of it is the experiences he is trying to give Cas advice on right now.
They seemed to be satisfied with that answer and everyone is about done with their food now, so Cas gets up and drags Marc along with himself to clean off their plates. Masumi watches them go and glances at the two before smiling and standing up to take his phone from his pocket. "I am going to check in with Carter and Utsuru before I shower. Let them know that we got here okay." After he leaves, though he doesn't want to get up and away from the man, Avi presses another kiss to Saeyong's head before he stands to gather plates and start the clean up. When he has everything ready to take to the kitchen, he looks at the man. "I think everyone will start washing up now before maybe another movie. Do you...want to join me? I can lend you some clothes. Though, they might be big on you."
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Posted: Sat Apr 20, 2024 11:08 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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Anneyong! I’m 준 새용 || I'm feeling hopeful || I'm speaking to Avi, his friend and family || Where am I? Octavius' house || What am I wearing? My attempt at respectful - gloomy
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Saeyong would have no problem being confrontational, though sure he'd have to make sure he doesn't do anything to affect the man's work. He raised a brow from the man's words before he smiled and shook his head, dismissing his concerns. "Don't you worry darling, there's nothing they can say that I've never heard. And if they do, I know I have a knight to save the day." he adds with a playful wink to imply Avi. If anything, their attitude would just pose as a challenge to the man and push him to act up even more. Ah, how exciting!
The thought made him chuckle to himself, it was sure a problem but nothing he wouldn't overcome. Especially with the right support, it seemed like a good thing that he was going to try to be careful. His attention shifted to Avi when he'd feel his hand on his back, a small smile drew on his lips as he thought for a moment, something he heard a person tell him off about once - that nobody would like someone so tainted and would probably be disgusted by him. He never dwelled on it as much as he started to now, seeing that he was finding the man's company too enticing to part from.
With everyone moving and gathering the dishes to clean, his attention shifted over to Avi briefly before he nodded to Masumi, "Carter and Utsuru?" he asked in a hushed tone, unsure if he was informed of them before and he forgot but he decided to pry anyways. His eyes lit up from the kiss to his forehead, his hands followed the other's motion and cleared the place up with him. "Depends, do I get to keep them if I like them?" he asked, his tone playful as he leaned against his arm a little, wiggling his brows as he showed no remorse with the thought. It was his clothes after all, they'd have traces of him in smell and feel, so why not?
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Posted: Mon Apr 29, 2024 8:12 pm
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong, Masumi, and my brothers | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Bashful | тнσυɢнтs : "It will be lonely when everyone goes home..." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
Avi would have to learn to be more confrontational in ways that didn't lead to violence. Most of the time he had to be confrontational, it was to protect his brothers, or when his father made him hurt them. After the control slipped, well, it became obvious to those around him that he will avoid anything that would cause him to socialize. At least, until Saeyong waltzed into that library. It's funny how a lot of his major life changes involve a library in some way. "Regardless of whether or not you have heard it, I don't want people like that to say those things to you." Not when Saeyong told him a little about himself and implied that he lived a life where he was controlled for a time like Avi.
Saeyong has made it clear he's had experiences one way or another, and that wasn't something which bothered Avi. All he can see is the man showed up when he was having a hard time, and has chosen to stay despite how heavy things have gotten. He's had every opportunity to dip out, and yet he's still here letting Avi touch him despite the pain he could cause with his touch.
He leans in closer to Sae when the man asks about the men as Masumi walks away dialing. "Carter is Masumi's lover, and Utsuru is the man who broke my father's control over me. He's been a friend of the family ever since he helped us. He's taking care of my father's affairs and funeral services while we are away." Which is probably why Masumi wants to check in on the man. See if there is anything worth noting with the arrangements that they should worry about.
With his brothers and Masumi away, he lets his expression soften. If he didn't have the dishes in hand to take back to the kitchen, he probably would have given in to embracing the man again. "You can pick out whatever you want. Its yours." He doesn't think he would mind having his own scent clinging to Saeyong as the man wears his clothes. "We can pick something out before we head there." He nods his head towards the doorway so Sae knows to follow him to the kitchen. It isn't until the two of them have set their dishes down in the kitchen that he gets that hug he wanted. It really does feel nice to be able to touch someone again, so he might be acting a little greedy with the man today.
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2024 3:31 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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Many a times, people are too busy to realize something's wrong. And often times, when they fight for someone, it feels like they are trying to feed that "social justice warrior" side of themselves, or even their "savior complex". This was what was Saeyong's point of view for most of it. He couldn't imagine someone fighting for him when they didn't need to and only learned that people could care when they did. Even then, the idea might have been a little tainted, but it didn't feel that way with Avi. Maybe he was biased towards him like the few he could still trust in some way, but it felt nice in a way, to be cared for. Maybe he could get used to this. "Dogs bark darling, we don't pay attention to them." he said with a playful smile but leaned closer to show how much he appreciated it nonetheless. "But I'll be careful." he added, assuring him the same.
Saeyong leaned closer to the other while he informed him about the two familiar yet unfamiliar names he was introduced to when Masumi decided to take a break and make a phone call. "That's very kind of him." he says as he nodded, making himself acquainted with their names and their roles in Avi's life. He was planning on sticking around for a really long time, of course he was going to try and make an effort to remember little details. Even when he wasn't very sure of how his eccentric old life was fully perceived.
Saeyong smiled a little, though on the inside he felt like a happy toddler. He nodded at the thought as he gave the man's current clothing a once over. The point still was to have something that he wore and something that smelled of him. "I like what you're wearing." he said, though unsure if he'd feel like he would require something else since he wore it the whole time he was with him. Following him to the kitchen, he smiled a little more and wrapped his own arms around the other, tightening his grip as he leaned a little into his chest, nesting himself comfortably to listen to his heartbeat. This sort of affectionate touch, he didn't imagine he'd want it so bad as he did now.
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2024 12:39 pm
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Nervous | тнσυɢнтs : "I don't want him to assume he has to do anything he doesn't want to." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
Though he still doesn't seem to like the idea of shitty people like them popping off at Saeyong just because he's acquainted with Avi, the man nods and tries to relax. He hadn't even realized that he was tensing up the more he thought about it. "I will take your word for it then." If it escalates because of them, at least he will be there to deescalate it himself so that Saeyong doesn't have to deal with it on his own. He has to admit, being defending instead of doing the defending alone is kind of nice for a change.
"He's a good man. He created his library in the first place to save his lover from his abilities driving him mad. As long as he is near Utsuru and his nullifying shield, he can be himself." He can see that being something which would make some people feel trapped and limited, but Utsuru's lover never seemed to mind it. It must be relieving to him as well to have his mind whenever he's with him. Perhaps that is why Utsuru took so much care with Avi when he collapsed in his library. His affliction reminded him of his lover's own struggle. "He helped me find myself again. I owe him my life. I am certain that any longer like that, I might have done something I could never take back."
But he doesn't let himself dwell on that any longer when it comes down to what Saeyong might want to wear and keep. "What I am wearing?" He looks down at himself and gives a hum of consideration. It IS in Saeyong's comfortable style tastes, and he only knows that because when he bought it, he took inspiration from Saeyong. "If you don't mind that I am already wearing it, then it's yours." If Saeyong didn't care that it is already being worn and isn't technically clean, though Avi hasn't sweat in it even once, then he didn't mind giving it to him. But yet again, that thought jumped out the window as he got the chance to hold Saeyong in his arms. His fingers would brush through the hair on the back of the man's hair as he presses a kiss to his head.
After giving another squeeze, he pulls away to take Sae's hand and lead him from the kitchen. As he gives the back of his hand a kiss, he leads him towards a set of stairs. Eventually they end up in front of a door he opens before ushering the man inside and closing the door behind him. "Um, my room is a little...plain. But this is it." He doesn't have anything in terms of decoration. Just a closet door, a nightstand and a large canopy bed. The lighting in the room is soft and not very bright since he mostly just uses this room for sleeping or gazing out the large sliding doors leading to a balcony patio. On his nightstand his a carafe with water he replaces each night so he can drink water when he wakes, an alarm clock, and two framed photos of him and his brothers together. He clears his throat, feeling a little nervous about having someone else in his private space, before he moves to open the closet door.
It opens up to a walk-in closet with lights that turn on automatically when he enters. The lighting is much brighter, but it still has that same sleek and elegant look that his room has. He immediately walks over to a drawer to pull out some briefs, before he grabs for a long-sleeve and another pair of sweats that he purchased with the ones he is wearing. After he sets those down on the ottoman before he's walking to some hanging robes and taking two down. He clearly looks nervous as he hands one of the robes over to Saeyong, his face flushing a little as he looks away. "You can undress in here, I can undress in my room if you want some privacy." Despite all their talk about bathing together, he did want to provide Saeyong with some privacy, even if the man ended up not caring. It felt right to at least extend the offer to him so that he knows Avi will respect any boundaries he wants to give.
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Posted: Mon May 06, 2024 5:56 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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Anneyong! I’m 준 새용 || I'm feeling good, mischevious || I'm speaking to Avi, his friend and family || Where am I? Octavius' house || What am I wearing? My attempt at respectful - gloomy
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Saeyong smiled wide when he finally seemed to relax a little. He knew anything said to him would bounce off like rubber from him, but he could understand where Avi was coming from. Even if they had no proper connection when all of this started, just messing with the woman the first time they met, for treating someone wrong made him excited.
"He sounds like a good man." he admitted, looking away to see Masumi for a moment, or in his general direction before looking back at him "The world would be a better place with more like him around." he'd add, thinking back on his past and how at least at the early times, it was good to meet the few people who were actually nice to him and taught him things - good things. He moved his hand as he heard the other, taking it in his own and brought it up to his lips to peck on his knuckles. "The world would be even worse without you." he'd add, a playful smile on his lips as he leaned in to peck his cheek to imply he wasn't joking.
Saeyong nods quickly as if to double down on his word. "Exactly that." he says proudly, "I think you wearing it makes it better." he confirms. Maybe he'd actually give it a thought if it didn't look as comfortable as it did, but again, if it was about wearing something that already had his essence on it, then he'd go for it in a heartbeat. He took in a deep breath as the man's lips planted on his forehead. It felt nice to be receiving affection like this and he would be lying if he'd say he wasn't thoroughly enjoying it. He made a happy little groan and inched closer but did pull away to eventually get more.
"You sweet gentleman." he teased, bringing his hand back to himself so he could peck it in return. Following the man along their path, he took a peek to see the room and waited for him to allow him to enter. Rooms and homes were spaces he didn't enjoy going uninvited, knowing they could be a place of hiding for most - unless he felt like messing with someone that is. "Boo, I was expecting some weird body pillow or obsession." he said, making sure his tone indicated he was joking because, maybe plain was something more suited to the rigid personality he met before. Maybe a lot of books too. He was curious so he did start to wander away from him and look around stopping when he realized that the man was doing something.
Moving closer, he took the robe and looked back at him, "I don't mind undressing right here." he'd say, nonchalant about it but would be quick enough to stop if the other wanted him to or showed any signs of discomfort. Though, right now, his blush looked adorable and he wasn't going to let it pass this easily. He shamelessly slipped out of his shirt and revealed his smooth skin, now reaching for the waistband of his pants to swipe them down in one go, though cautious and slow to see if it mattered to him.
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Posted: Tue May 07, 2024 12:54 am
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Nervous but amazed | тнσυɢнтs : "Taking things slow allows me to see him better. We have time." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
I forgot to share the bedroom and closet photos! Here they are: bedroom and the closet!
"He is. His library is a sanctuary for the lost." If anyone is ever in need of a guiding hand, Utsuru does his best to help them as long as it doesn't impede on his own relationship with his lover. On the bit about the world needing more like him, Avi had to agree with that sentiment. However, on the part about the world being worse off without him, he had to pause. The part of him that still hold guilt over the things he does feels the hands of those he's killed around his throat still. "I don't know about that. I haven't done anything for the world that would be noteworthy. But I want to." He really wants to earn that sentiment. To wear it and believe that it is true.
"I guess it is a good thing that we didn't get it dirty earlier then." Whether or not he meant the intense making out, or of the cooking, he will not say out loud. He likes it more when he keeps Saeyong guessing on those kinds of things. "It helps that you can tie the pants to fit better." That way Saeyong can adjust how it fits and doesn't have to worry about losing his pants.
"Oh yeah, because I definitely have a creepy shrine on my nightstand." He jokes to help fight through the nervousness before he's clearing his throat to return to a serious tone. "In all seriousness, I try to keep the bedroom free from distractions. Whatever hobbies and such I have are for the study. It makes it easier to wind down in here when I need sleep. I wanted to kick habits of leaving books in here all the time." When he was younger, Masumi mostly slept with him in his room and they would both be lounging in bed while reading. His father would get angry when he couldn't find something he wanted to read because they wouldn't return them to the home library. It also didn't help to have them so accessible since it would hinder his sleeping when he got lost in a good book.
He lets the robe go when Sae takes it, doing his best to not latch onto it to change his mind about them going to the bath. Not that he's self-conscious about himself or anything. Being a hybrid, he heals quickly, but he still has scars from fights during jobs. Not every victim his father made him take died with ease. For some of them, he had to use actual weapons and things got messy. He's been ashamed of the scars, yes, but it's never been a big deal for people to see them as long as they were courteous enough to not ask. What has him nervous is the idea that they will be in kind of an intimate or vulnerable state, and he hasn't shared that kind of space with anyone else since Masumi.
He tries not to stare as Saeyong starts to strip without any care, but he also feels rooted to his spot. His eyes do not dip past the waist, but he does seem to let his gaze at least pass over the skin of the man's bare chest. Saeyong seems unbothered with it, so he finally moves in order for him to take the man's clothes and put them onto the ottoman so he doesn't step on them. Yet again, his eyes are above the belt as he lifts a hand to brush his fingers down Saeyong's arm to take his hand. "You're beautiful." It's not just words to flatter the man, but it also shows he means it by the look on his face. He's enamored by the man's perfect skin and soft features as much as he's become enamored by the man's personality. If it wasn't Saeyong's voice which drew people in, surely it was his natural beauty. After pressing another kiss to the man's hand, he rests it against his own chest as he does the same with Sae's other hand. Maybe the man won't notice how his hands are a little unsteady because of his nervousness, and how much he is controlling himself to hold his power at bay.
Leaning in, he presses a kiss to his temple and then his cheek before speaking quietly. "If you want to wear it, can you remove it? I feel I might not have control to not tear it." Yet he's gentle entirely with his touch against Saeyong's skin as he slides his hands back up his arm so he can instead slide them down his sides and around to follow his stomach
and up his chest. Eventually he will have to remove his hands so the shirt can be taken off, but at least he can enjoy the feel of the man's skin now.
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Posted: Mon May 13, 2024 2:53 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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"Sounds like the place to be, when you really need it." he said with a little smile, nodding at the thought and reached over to take his hand. He squeezed it gently and brushed his thumb along his skin, stroking it soothingly while he looked back from their hands to him. "I think I would speak personally then; my world would be worse off without you." he admitted. Who knew which other place he'd be laying in tonight if it wasn't for him, some unknown soul again as another visitor in his life - long forgotten after things took their toll. This seemed better, more stable.
"It is good indeed." he says with a sly grin, for him of course he took the more explicit meaning behind it, though even then, he didn't think it would be too bad having to wear it. He looked down at his waist on instinct when he spoke of the pants and nodded, looking back at his face as he now tried to be civil. "I don't think you'd mind it as much if I flashed you my bottom to you - accidentally." he winked, there went the thought of being civil, his elbow making contact with his arm as he winked playfully.
"I was wondering why my hair was uneven at the back." he teased, playing on the shrine joke and implying it was for himself. Though he did idly look for said shrine when he entered, he looked over at the other with a little smile. "That is okay, but your bedroom is still yours, so you can customize it as you please and make it personal." he'd say, knowing his own bedroom was a mess - books, games, you name it, it was all in places where they didn't belong, but he didn't mind it as much as they were accessible to him. That and thanks to his early past he was used to live in small spaces that were like everything for him.
Taking the robe, he wasn't sure if he was sensing nervousness or fear from the other man, but he tried to show him in his own unique-carefree manner that undressing around him was alright. He dropped his shirt and soon his pants but left his underwear on just in case he was uncomfortable by it. He watched as he comes closer and moves his hand over his. "You think so?" he says with a playful smile. Not like he hasn't heard that before, but in many different contexts, with many different intentions. He wasn't always the most pleased by it, but he played it off as so in the past - it was good for business after all. With Avi, it felt different after all, he wasn't like them, nothing like them.
The man's hands moved with the other and rest against him while his eyes lingered on his face. "Show me how beautiful you are." he said, brushing his shoulder a little, now feeling even more the nervousness but uncertain if it was really that or something else. He leans into his lips with every kiss, tempted to do the same but tries to be civil until he hears his request to undress him. He nods and slowly slides his shirt off, taking his sweet time as he lets his fingers brush over and linger on his skin before eventually lifting it off, over his head. His eyes mapped each scar, brushing over them carefully before he'd look back up. "Even more beautiful than I imagined." he whispered, leaning in to plant a little kiss against his chest, letting them linger there before he moved, idly moving to each little scar that was there before pressing closer to peck his cheek.
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O.O.C. Very bougie and classy!
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Posted: Mon May 13, 2024 6:46 pm
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Enamored and nervous | тнσυɢнтs : "This feels intimate in a way, its nice." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
In the past, if Saeyong had said that to him, he might not have taken it seriously at all. The man tended to say things as a joke. But the Saeyong before him seemed to mean it genuinely, so he can already feel his ears warming up in embarrassment. He hasn't felt like he was a good thing in someone's life for a long time. "I'd wager that everyone would agree you have impacted my life in the same way." He feels like Saeyong, though they started off rocky, has had a greater positive impact on him. His pushy nature didn't allow Avi to hide away and bury himself into his shell further. With his gentle nudging forward, Avi was able to take leaps on his own, and start to build a sturdier foundation for himself. No longer does he feel like he's teetering over towards the edge. "If you hadn't pushed me to move forward, I would be stuck in the same cycle of hatred and guilt no doubt." He's grateful for that.
"While I wouldn't mind, I am sure my brothers and Sumi might mind a little." It is preferable that Saeyong have on pants instead of running around half-naked in the house. It was probably also a tripping hazard if the pants dropped all of a sudden while he was walking. Before he can laugh about the image in his head, he shoos it away and hard focuses back on their conversation.
He looks around his room at Sae's suggestion, wondering if he should consider adding more to the room so that it doesn't look so plain. It is hard to imagine that a person actually uses the room with everything so neatly made and organized in the space. Much like a room on display for an open house. "I am not an expert at hair-cutting, so it didn't come out as undetected as I hoped." He teases, though one can tell by how he's looking around, that he's thinking already on what he can do to update his room.
"I do." Being closer to Saeyong now, he can appreciate features more. Long light lashes, bright eyes, soft hair, and flawless skin. "Your eyes and your smile are my favorite. When you smile, it lights up your eyes in a way that makes them look like gems." Even when they were in the aquarium teasing one another, it is one of the first things he noticed about him. The way the water of the tanks reflected on them and how he felt it made them sparkle when Saeyong smiled.
He doesn't tense with the hands over his skin, obediently removing his hands and lifting his arms when Saeyong lifts the material. Even when he feels the man's lips against his skin of his scars, he's relaxed. His own hands are immediately back on the man's hips to hold onto him until Saeyong presses a kiss to his cheek. His righthand slides to Saeyong's back so he can pull him in closer to press a kiss to his cheek in return. When he does so, he soon pulls away so that he can remove his shoes and untie the string of his pants to pull them down and take them off. He's feeling pretty comfortable around Saeyong right now, even though he's still nervous in the back of his mind. So, when he removes the pants, he takes his briefs down with them before stepping out of them. He separates the two and puts the underwear in a hamper nearby for his dirty clothes, before he's setting the pants down next to the top on the ottoman.
He grabs his robe and opens it before sliding it on and pulling it closed so he can tie it. When he's done with that, he slips on some house slippers and grabs an extra pair for Saeyong to use. He crouches down to set them at his feet, but looks up before he stands. He glances at the man's underwear before looking back up at him. "Can I?"
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Posted: Sun May 19, 2024 11:37 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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Anneyong! I’m 준 새용 || I'm feeling flustered-why!? || I'm speaking to Avi, his friend and family || Where am I? Octavius' house || What am I wearing? My attempt at respectful - gloomy
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Saeyong might have said a lot of things as his own twisted sense of humor, but often times, there was some truth to what he'd say. This time, nothing but the truth. He liked spending time with the man and the change that came with it was nothing but good - at least that was what he thought. He liked doing much more than meaningless hanging out or worse. He was actually enjoying himself and felt like his company was equally appreciated. "You think so?" he'd ask, smiling a little at the thought, though not that he ever thought that his presence would be taken as something positive. "I wouldn't have imagined that my company could do that." he said truthfully. All those years of being labelled a monster might have altered his perception of himself. He was aware of a lot of his visual appeal but antagonized himself in his own mind thanks to their words. It was nice to be seen as otherwise.
"I don't doubt that." he said with a little chuckle, as if he could picture their reactions to him walking around with his pants at his ankles or simply missing. But he brushes the image off his mind too now, focusing on the other.
Looking at his room, the man saw how it somehow mirrored his personality a little. Very neat, organized, everything in its own place, orderly. Saeyong's room was far from that. He had his occasional moods to fix his room but most of the time he was either too busy doing other things or just living in it. Not that he doubted Avi lived in his room, Saeyong was just more comfortable with a smaller space with more of his things around than a bigger one. "Yeah, well we can always work on that." he said with a playful wink and continued looking around, wondering if he'd accept a pop of colour as a display piece or something - some small evidence that he visited as decor.
The closeness made him see the other's features better too, just earlier how the colours reflected on his skin and hair, this time, in full view with the lights. He made a tiny scoff, not as mockery to him, but in slight disbelief. How could he claim all that when he was the one who was more breathtaking? "You say that and even so, your laughter and smile are what made my heart skip a beat today." or, anytime he heard it. To be fair, today was when it sounded more hearty, he seemed more relaxed and less - mad? He was so wonderful it was hard to not say that.
Exposing his skin might have been something he was used to with other people, like a ritual, but with him it felt brand new. He found himself hesitant for a moment, not wanting to taint this man or moment with his...himself. He did lean forward though, letting his instinct take over and press a few kisses on his skin before he moved for his cheek, letting him do the same to his before he'd step back to let him finish undressing. He couldn't help but stare though, maybe even mesmerized by his moving around before he snapped back to life when he speaks up and realized he was so close. "Uh-yes." he says, not thinking of it much but noticed the rise in temperature on his skin and how it felt like his heart was racing and beating in his ear. Gosh, he's done worse and was never this nervous.
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O.O.C. Very bougie and classy!
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Posted: Sat Jun 08, 2024 1:33 pm
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Enamored and nervous | тнσυɢнтs : "I want him to feel respected." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
"If you had asked me when we first met, I may not have known what to say. I didn't dislike you, but I wasn't a fan either. You reminded me of the twins at first." The two who always wanted their father's praise and hated Avi for being the clear "favorite" of his father. Perhaps that was part of Rehan which still loved his mother sticking out here and there. Trying to escape the madness. They were often pushy and tried to be clever with words that were sickly sweet and cruel. However, the more that Avi pushed himself to talk to the man, the less he felt that they were similar. "But I realized that you are more than you first appeared, and I am happier for it. If I had continued to wrongly judge you, I would have missed this." The hand holding, being able to press kisses against his head, or cheek, or his lips. Being able to touch someone at all without putting them through intense pain that takes them out.
"Oh yeah? Are you going to bring something to liven it up?" Now that Saeyong has been in his personal space and he hasn’t wanted to completely kick him out in fear, he can see himself letting the man bring other things into the space. As long as that means he will visit Avi and grow more comfortable with him. ”As long as you are included, whatever you want to bring likely won’t be vetoed.” He might even accept letting the man put that abomination of a jacket into his closet if he so chooses as a sign that he means it.
The man’s admission to his smile and his laughter makes his cheeks flush and his expression soften considerably. "You are part of the reason why I have been able to be so carefree today. If it were just my brothers, Sumi, and I…there is no chance that I would even be as relaxed as I have been with you here." With them there is some tension still, with emotion packed full and hesitance. Knowing that Saeyong was around to ease the tension with his teasing helped him relax a lot. You know, aside from the minor little disagreement they had from miscommunication.
He waits patiently for Saeyong’s permission, never moving from his spot in case it is something the man grants. While he’s nervous, he tries to keep himself steady as he shifts closer to press a kiss against the man’s hip and start working the material down. He follows with a few kisses against the outer thigh before he’s helping Saeyong step out of the material. When he’s set it to the side, he follows his torso up to his neck with soft kisses peppered here and there on his legs, hips, stomach, chest and shoulders. When he pulls away, it is so he can take the robe and help Saeyong put it on. "I hope you find the bath to be relaxing."
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Posted: Tue Jun 18, 2024 8:49 am
❛ Saeyong Joon ❜
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"I wouldn't mind if you said you hated my guts for everything early on." the man said with a little smile, trying to assure him that if he did feel that way, he wouldn't mind. It was after all the most common way his first impression usually came out to be. At least that is what he perceived and heard. It got him thinking though, at least about the part that he reminded him of the twins. He wanted to press on the matter but decided to drop it for now, focus on the good as he heard his conclusion about him. "I'm glad you think so, if not for anything, but that I can spend time with you." he admitted, leaning into his lips when he felt the kiss on his skin, some of which he was able to return and some which he wasn't.
"I do plan on it, yes." he said looking rather proud of himself even at the thought of bringing something, even if it was a little someone that was out of place or flashy. He already had a few plans, already thinking of more than one eccentric and fun piece that would brighten the space a little or liven it. Though it didn't need changes, but something from him would be fun. "That means anything right?" he said as if to confirm, smiling a little and wiggling his brows playfully to imply he wasn't going to hold back.
"You hold me with too much regard." he says with a little smile, reaching over to stroke his arm a little, "I'm sure you would have been just fine even without me. But I'm glad you let me be around." he admitted, really happy he had any importance in his life - especially since he found the other important enough to be around him and want to spend more time with him.
Saeyong looked back at him while he watches him shift closer to him, taking a deep breath and watched as the material lowered, watching as the kisses left goosebumps raising all over his skin. He looked back and stepped out of the material as his body was starting to react to the attention. His breath hitched as he felt the man moving up his torso, his hands moving to his shoulders, the back of his head and up his neck before he took a deep breath. His hands moved around his neck as he drew him in for a kiss, pressing his lips into the man's while his body pushed in while he deepened it and pulled away with a heated flush on his face. "I think I will." he said calmly, taking a hold of the robe as he looked back at the other, wondering now if it was even necessary considering his mind and body required something else.
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O.O.C. Very bougie and classy!
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Posted: Wed Jul 24, 2024 9:38 am
tab ʟσcαтισɴ : Hσme | cσмραɴץ : Saeyong | ғєєʟιɴɢ : Pleased | тнσυɢнтs : "I hope he likes it." | ʀєsιםєɴcє : 1513 Lumiere Housing District | ρʀσғιʟє : Here
σccυραтισɴ : Soleil Librarian | sтαтυs : Complicated | συтғιт: : Casual clothes for once | σσc : Avi is his usual color, Masumi is this color, Marcellus is this color, and Castielle is this color.
Even if him and Saeyong hadn't made this much progress by now, he couldn't imagine hating his guts. That kind of animosity was mostly reserved for his father, his step-mother, and himself. The twins were terrible like their mother sure, but they were no where near as bad as he was. No, of the three antagonists in their family, he might be the worst. He's the one who actually out his hands on people. The one with the body count piling so high he feels he still drowns in the blood even now. "Even if you may have been a little irritating, I wouldn't have reserved such a feeling for you. All you did was tease and prod." Hardly anything to reason hating him.
He may come to regret agreeing to this in the future, but at least for now he can enjoy the look that he saw the man give. Saeyong showing pride in his expression is a nice look. "I did say anything. I won't go back on my word." Even if that means he will have to look at something that could potentially be entirely out of his forte everyday. At least then he can wake up and have something to smile about. Knowing it is something Saeyong picked out to place in the room would definitely mute any distaste for the item.
He's not really sure what would happen had Saeyong not come by. Emotions would have been sure to become high for him, so high that he might have had to step away due to being overwhelmed. Between seeing Masumi again after awhile, his father dying, and then seeing his brothers...well it's a lot to take in. Add in the fact that he can touch his brothers and Masumi freely without causing them any pain...well that would have been too much for him. Running away would have surely happened. Having something else to distract him like Saeyong helped him calm down whenever he felt overwhelmed. It was a much needed outlet for him to distract himself with so he didn't run away from everyone. "You have too much faith in my abilities. I don't know if I could have faced them alone after all this time." Not since the last time he saw them was when he was practically running away from them because it hurt to look at any of them.
Perhaps a warm bath after such a heated kiss was a terrible choice, but they were already undressed, so there was no reason to take it back now. Saeyong's hand on his bare skin was enough to make him feel warm, but the kiss he received after, along with Saeyong pressing his body close to his, caused his body to become an inferno. His hand brushes along Saeyong's jaw, thumb gently grazing his flushed cheeks. He just wants to kiss him again, but instead he moves his hands to Saeyong's robe to help him slide it on and close it before he ties it with a sigh. He listens to his brother's and Masumi's heartbeats and movements so he knows that the hallway is clear, before he is taking Saeyong's hand. He presses a kiss to his knuckles before leading him out of the closet. "To the bath then." He whispers after pulling the man closer and pressing a kiss to his head. When they are out of the room, he shuts the door behind them and leads Saeyong down the hall.
Eventually, when they reach another door, he opens it to usher the man inside
and close the door behind them. Inside the room is a private onsen with a station to get cleaned before you enter. One side has water running through a fountain and is steaming, while the other side is empty and ready to be filled. He walks to the empty side to turn on the water, letting it fill with cooler water before he looks to Saeyong. ”We just wash up in the corner first. Afterwards, you are free to go to whatever side you please. Just be careful, it is deeper than it initially looks past the square tiles.”
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