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Posted: Thu Mar 19, 2009 9:14 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 19, 2009 10:30 pm
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Zealous Blue lolo the daydreamer today was kinda bleh... I just noticed that lots of people i meet just end up not being friends with no more. kinda like that bus-boy thing in stand by me... you know come and go and yeah it got me down... I think friends just come and go.
And that you have to wait to meet the right people?
is that you in your sgniture? your beautiful!
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Posted: Fri Mar 20, 2009 11:01 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 20, 2009 11:05 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 20, 2009 2:14 pm
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Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 6:51 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 8:29 pm
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My day had a lot of ups and downs, but I guess the downs are always more prominant. So I'm just going to describe the last 24 hours to you, some good, some bad.
First off I have to tell you what happened Thursday; I went to my monthly young and proud meeting and it was the "safe sex" workshop. So naturally I went home with some nice, fance condoms, edental dam (etc...) Not that they were going to be in use anytime soon but I have thm, and I put them in a shelf of my desk, the same shelf I put everything I don't want my parents to see in.
Friday Morning I couldn't find my MP3 player so I was complaining, my dad decided to strip search my bedroom for it, and found my secret stuff instead, with it was a condom filled with hair gel that my best friend Mark uses to stuff his pants, he left it here the week prior so I just threw it in with the rest of the stuff, thinking it was safe. My dad told my mom all about this, didn't tell me and when Mark came over that night for a sleepover he spent the entire night being a jerk towards me for no reason and he wouldn't explain himself.
Today his attitude continued and it was to the point where I would have actually gona and cried about it if Mark haden't been over, I left the house because of it. He was pretty much terrorizing me with his "you're worthless.. and in trouble for something but I won't tell you what" attitude. So I left the house and went to a pegan ritual thingy (up side/interesting part of the day) then I went to a birthday party in the evening (dull). And finally I went back home.
My mom and I were the only ones home for a short while and we discussed all the things my dad had found, she was reasonable, didn't really care. He on the other hand is apparently furious with me, refusing to talk about it, thought I used the gel filled condom for masturbation AND since I have the condom collection he also thinks that Mark is biologically a boy and we're having sex everytime he sleeps over. Now I'm going to have a hard time even getting my dad to allow Mark over, it's awkward as all heck here. My dad pretty much hates me and I know it, his homophobia only gets worse with every day that passes. That's slightly un related but it's just another fact, you can hear it in his voice.
To top it all off, in half an hour I have to go work the night shift at McDonalds. This will be my second day going with no sleep, serving fat people I hate, working for fat people I hate (nothing agianst fat people) and I'm just over all embarrassed, sad amd I don't feel the least bit trusted... and I'll have to spend the next eight hours acting entierly enthused about McCrap.
I appologize for any bad language in this,I just honestly really feel like I need to punch a wall in and swearing seems to give me small amounts of that same feeling.
Also, I regret that my first post in this guild after like a month will be in this thread, I just dont have anywhere better to write it or anyone better to tell it to..
- Rise
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Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 8:37 pm
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Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 9:51 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 5:50 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 6:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 6:01 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 6:25 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 6:37 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 8:04 pm
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