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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 5:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 7:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 7:08 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 8:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 9:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 9:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 9:56 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:00 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:07 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:07 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:14 pm
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shoki_de_nai FogSage I read this story on Yiffstar. It was mainly yiff, of course, but then there was a part where a character gets drunk and drives head on into a semi and dies. And it made me think.... We're all going to die someday. And I'm afraid. I'm horribly, horribly afraid. I don't want to die. I want to live. I want to keep on living. For the first time in a very long time, I sat in my bed, in the dark, and just cried. I'm so confused right now. I don't want to die. I want to live....I just want to live.....that's all....... Well, we're all gonna die. One of life's few certainties. Just make sure you live a life that you won't regret when you do pass. Honestly, what's to be afraid of? When you die you won't have to deal with all the stress and s**t involved in being alive. I would never want to just...keep on living. Seeing everyone I know die off and leave me alone. That's the thing with immortality..... everyone you love, you like.... everyone... you watch die while you continue to live. Eventually.... someone with immortality will want to give it up. Life is meant to end..... just not so soon.
Oh and if you're wondering, some people don't get over this phase...... not easy. But having good friends helps.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:17 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:23 pm
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FogSage But I'd rather be alive and miserable then dead and not feel anything at all. I don't know. I feel like maybe I should jump on the bandwagon and become a Christian. Of course, this means sacrificing personal happiness at the cost of an afterlife, but if I get to exist after I die, I guess it's not a bad trade off. I'm just scared right now. I'm alive, but one day I won't be. And I don't know what day it'll be. It could be ten minutes from now, or a day, or fifty years. Life feels so hopeless, so ridiculously mundane, and why give a thing life only to take it away?
Question is.... is there even an afterlife? People who have had near death experiences say they have seen a light.... but is that actually an afterlife? Religion isn't a certain thing. For all you know, you'll exist after you die, whether you're with a religion or not.
It's also why people want to know the meaning of life.... pity it drives people insane while searching for it. As for time, you'll know when.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:34 pm
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Crenn FogSage But I'd rather be alive and miserable then dead and not feel anything at all. I don't know. I feel like maybe I should jump on the bandwagon and become a Christian. Of course, this means sacrificing personal happiness at the cost of an afterlife, but if I get to exist after I die, I guess it's not a bad trade off. I'm just scared right now. I'm alive, but one day I won't be. And I don't know what day it'll be. It could be ten minutes from now, or a day, or fifty years. Life feels so hopeless, so ridiculously mundane, and why give a thing life only to take it away? Question is.... is there even an afterlife? People who have had near death experiences say they have seen a light.... but is that actually an afterlife? Religion isn't a certain thing. For all you know, you'll exist after you die, whether you're with a religion or not. It's also why people want to know the meaning of life.... pity it drives people insane while searching for it. As for time, you'll know when.
It's a horrible thing......to be created, to not know why you were put here, and then having to face the idea that maybe, just maybe there was no point to it all, that life is without point and you were merely another speck of dirt in the cosmic eye of it all. It is a cruel and cold thing to realize.
I must live. If I must die, then I wish to die happy. I want so many things and there's no time to get them.....no ways to get them right now......
Never mind, I've babbled enough. I feel awful.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:35 pm
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FogSage But I'd rather be alive and miserable then dead and not feel anything at all. I don't know. I feel like maybe I should jump on the bandwagon and become a Christian. Of course, this means sacrificing personal happiness at the cost of an afterlife, but if I get to exist after I die, I guess it's not a bad trade off. I'm just scared right now. I'm alive, but one day I won't be. And I don't know what day it'll be. It could be ten minutes from now, or a day, or fifty years. Life feels so hopeless, so ridiculously mundane, and why give a thing life only to take it away? So what, you think if you don't become a Christian you just go poof and no longer exist when you die? If there's an afterlife, there's an afterlife. I doubt it will be an exclusive club. Religion does tend to help people deal with death though, for it gives them an answer for what lies beyond death.
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