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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 4:20 pm
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Raven stepped outside, the cool moist air rushing at her face, making her warm tears cold, and walked over to a pool she had noticed in the front garden on her way in. It was behind the line of trees, so she hoped no one would stare at her. She almost walked into a bench that had some stuff on it but she didn't care to notice who's or what it really was. She walked more quickly than before through the line of trees and collapsed on the edge of the pool, her black skirt surrounding her, covering her pale legs. She gripped the concrete ledge of the pool with her pale hands, and leaned over so she could see her reflection. But that reflection only lasted a few seconds before the tear drops fell, causing ripples and disorting the refection. She wished she could just throw herself in and be done with it, but she knew she couldn't drown, because she didn't breath. She was tired of holding back, and now she wept. She curled her arm under her head, her face towards the water and spoke almost in a whisper. "Nathaniel, I need you. Where are you? ::sniffle:: Why aren't you with me? ::sniffle:: Where did you go and why couldn't I go with you? ::sniffle:: Why couldn't you tell me? Now I'm here because you said I would be safe here, and yet, i feel so unsafe... and so alone, and cold, and dead. ::snifle:: I mean I wish I were dead, but I alrady am, and now I wish I wern't, or were, I dont even know anymore. Nor do I care. I just want compassion, and a hug, from you. But instead of trying to meet new kindred like you told me to, I lie here crying because I miss you and make a fool of myself everytime I try to meet new kindred without you. And I think I've found the one you were telling me about, like you said I would, but I think I screwed that up too. He won't even look at me. And we met like 2 minutes ago... I can't do this Nathaniel, I can't... Raven closed her eyes and cried. He teased your name, Nathaniel. Are you sure?
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:01 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:04 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:09 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:21 pm
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"Yes, Nathaniel was my father, well, not my real father, but anyway, then Demitri embraced me and the two of them were my sires, though Demitri came and went as he felt the need. Nathaniel is closer to me than my own mother, and then He and Demitri Left me, and told me to come here, though I'm not really sure why." Raven, who had been looking down this whole time, looked up at Creedner, who was still staring at the water.
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:30 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:35 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:41 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:46 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:51 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:54 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 5:58 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 6:08 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 6:15 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 6:19 pm
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