If You Really Knew Me...

[Mazzie Bell]

if you really knew me you'd know that i haven't had a cigarette for 6 months now, and i've wanted one the whole time. ughh. gimmie some nicotiiiine
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[PippinTheKawaiiHobbit]

If you really knew me, you'd know I am able to maintain my composure for a while, but it can take a matter of seconds for it to come crashing and I break down.

 

[Body-Chemistry]

IYRKM: You'd know that I sometimes see beautiful yet broken people I dont know and picture a pair of wings wrapping around them that will protect them forever. yeah i know that sounds gay.  

[EclecticDrops]

Body-Chemistry

IYRKM: You'd know that I sometimes see beautiful yet broken people I dont know and picture a pair of wings wrapping around them that will protect them forever. yeah i know that sounds gay.

No...that sounds lovely. <3

IFRKM: You'd know that I act like a dork at home, I care about others, I fantasize about being with certain people, I love dreaming(even when they are scary), that I just want to scream. You'd know that I hide my inner emotions because others would worry.

You'd know that all I want to do is fly into the everlasting life of peace.  

[Dr. OCD]

If you really knew me, you'd know that I hate compliments.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I will never be good enough in my eyes.  

[Selene Cahors]

If you really knew me, you would know that...

i. I'm more insane than you'll ever know, my emotions are slowly disappearing from me, my self-loathing is deeper than you can imagine, I can no longer cry anymore nor express myself properly, I'm more alone than you realize.

ii. I hate acting happy for everyone, that I must be perfect for my mother to be proud of me and notice me, I hate when people tell me what to do, when people call me a b***h when I really don't mean to be, when others say I will never amount to anything.

iii. I'm scared of dying, having no one to love me, being abandoned again, having to face people every single day. You would know that I'm scared of being happy.  

[etluhcs]

i you really knew me, you would know i am just as shallow as i seem.  

[vulgar shudder]

If you knew me, you'd know I'm an atheist despite 11 years of Catholic teaching.  

[PippinTheKawaiiHobbit]

If you really knew me, you'd know I almost came out to my mom. I'm ashamed I didn't, but I was scared.

 

[Princess Moonbutt]

If you really knew me,you'd know I used to push people away simply to satisfy my own self pity...  

[PippinTheKawaiiHobbit]

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

If you really knew me, you'd know I almost came out to my mom. I'm ashamed I didn't, but I was scared.

I came out to my mom today.

 

[OMN_2]

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

If you really knew me, you'd know I almost came out to my mom. I'm ashamed I didn't, but I was scared.

I came out to my mom today.

How'd it go?  

[Princess Moonbutt]

OMN_2

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

If you really knew me, you'd know I almost came out to my mom. I'm ashamed I didn't, but I was scared.

I came out to my mom today.

How'd it go?

^this^  

[PippinTheKawaiiHobbit]

OMN_2

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

If you really knew me, you'd know I almost came out to my mom. I'm ashamed I didn't, but I was scared.

I came out to my mom today.

How'd it go?

Pretty well. Better than I thought. She doesn't like it and doesn't want to believe it (we're Christian) but she still loves me and I'm not kicked out or anything. And my dad feels the same way.