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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 10:33 am
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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Alaine wasn't sure what the male thought about everything he just told him. In fact, he didn't even know why he was telling him his business. It wasn't as if the male had asked, nor was he too sure the male even cared. He wasn't looking for sympathy or pity, that was one thing for sure. If he wanted that, he could just talk with some random day nanny over in Central Park anytime he wanted. Alaine didn't understand why he was so compelled to try to keep a conversation going with this person. After all they only just met today, it wasn't like they were going to turn into best friends or something. Even if they did by some miracle become friends, he highly doubted that they would ever be that close. Alaine met the males gaze as he listened to his words. He understood what he was trying to tell him, but nothing was sinking in. Yes, they were both being stupid for not wanting to take better care of themselves, but at least Alaine was trying. Even if he didn't do it on a regular basis, he kept himself in range and that was better than sitting there doing nothing. If he was than he was sure to have lost a limb or two by now, if not worse. And that, now that would probably make him want to do something as Liam's father had done. Because when you get to stages like that, there reason is no point. You're nothing but a broken shell of the man you once were by that point.
Alaine smiled sadly at the male after he finished speaking. "Well, I'm sorry. Despite everything you say or do, I can't make any promises of ever changing my ways. Don't get me wrong, I understand everything you're saying, but when it all boils down it's still my life. You can disagree with it all you like, you're not the first to disagree and certainly won't be the last. But if you don't mind, I've said all I wanted about my health and would rather we no longer talk about it. Because as I've told you, I'll simply continue on as I please, words are useless. If you want me to change you'd best learn to handle a syringe and pricking needles and do it yourself." he barely noticed the hints of an icy tone to his voice. He hadn't meant to be so cold, he just wanted his point getting across to the male was all.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 11:12 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 2:48 pm
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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Alaine did the same as the male, picking up his menu, pretending to read the thing and letting the conversation die between them once more. He hadn't been trying to be so cold, but knew his words struck an impact on the male. He couldn't imagine what the male must be thinking about him right now. After all, he'd been showing him so many different sides of himself today, one could probably only figure him crazy. And with the way he'd been acting, he wouldn't blame the male. This was a bad day. He normally wasn't like this, but there was just too much. He just wanted to go home, crawl into bed, and forget about everything that happened today.
As he sat there reflecting his acting, their elderly waitress once again returned with a pen and pad in hand. Alaine smiled politely and ordered a simple burger, fries, and a coke. When he was done, he replaced his menu by the window and waited for the male to give his order as well. He felt like he needed to apologize all over again, but for what now he didn't know. So he kept his mouth shut instead. As the male was giving his order, Alaine leaned against the male, taking a glance out the window, then glancing at Liam. The wall was uncomfortable, he wondered how soft the male might be and would he mind if Alaine suddenly got up to use him for a pillow. "Probably a no-go." he muttered to himself, pushing off the wall again and trying to find comfortable in his seat.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 2:58 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 3:42 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 4:15 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 4:59 pm
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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Two ways to know that Alaine was getting tired; his mood swings were off the charts or he was being somewhat of a human being and liked being close and clingy to others. Mostly so he could use them as pillows, but clingy none the less. If he was showing signs of both, it was best just to leave him be, do as he pleased, and make sure he didn't steer off the road on the way home. Alaine was glad the male wasn't pushing him away or telling him to get off because aside from how comfortable the male was, he was warm, or least warmer compared to himself. He sighed in content as he settled beside the male, this was better. Much better. And he could tell that Liam thought so as well. He felt the males body relax against his own and heard him give a soft sigh. If the male decided to spend the night with him, then perhaps things will go better conversation wise tomorrow. Until then he was going to try and keep his emotions and words in check so he didn't end up offending the male.
Alaine gave another soft sigh as he closed his eyes for a moment. He was so tired. It would be easy to just fall asleep, here, like this. Warm and cuddling against the male, using him a human pillow. He couldn't explain it, but he always slept best when another body was close by. To have a nice strong arm as his pillow while another arm was wrapped around his waist. Holding him, almost protecting him in a way. It was one of his reasons he slept with so many men. Not because he liked to have sex or just needed money. But because he enjoyed the company, lusted for the feeling of being in another's arms. So what if it made him a slut, let others think as they will. And as he thought this, he wondered, did Liam know that he slept around? He couldn't put an answer as to why, but something about the thought of Liam thinking him a slut frightened him. He didn't want the male thinking that. He wasn't a slut, he wasn't a whore, and he most certainly wasn't a hooker.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 5:23 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:12 pm
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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"Do you know how to drive a stick?" he asked suddenly,his voice soft but serious. If Liam wanted to go back home, he could. But first he wanted to get them both to his apartment. And to do so, he would need to know if the male could handle a 1984 Corvette stick shift. If he could, then great. Not, ********. Here's hoping the traffic to Brooklyn wasn't that bad. "It's fine if you don't, not many people this day and age do. I'm just wondering is all." Alaine wasn't going to force the male to stay any longer than getting back to Brooklyn. He wouldn't try to sleep with him, touch him anymore than he was now, or look for any new fights to starts. Anything the male heard about him, he could forget about now, none of it was true. Except for the bits about him sleeping around, and even those were exaggerated.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:38 pm
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Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.
"Liam didn't mind the closeness between them. He knew the male wasn't going to make another move, just sit there next to him. Liam didn't care if the male found comfort in sitting next to him. He knew that the male found comfort in sitting next to him. Liam didn't mind being his pillow after all the male had, had a long night of doing different things for the owner. He had never really paid attention all that much to the male before, until now. Liam glanced over at the male, as he looked at his face. He found it to be cute when the male sat next to him with his eyes closed. Liam wanted to touch the male more, not in a sexual way, but in a way there was physical contact between them.
He heard the male speak, as he watched him. Liam had driven stick before a few times. He couldn't say he was good at it but he could drive stick if he had to. "If I need to, yes." Liam replied thinking about it. His friend Johnny had taught him, which was a big mistake the first time he wrecked his friend's car, practically totaling it out. He had gotten better over time but only drove one when he needed to. "
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 12:26 pm
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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After opening his eyes and speaking, he looked back at the male, meeting his gaze. From this angle, his noticed that Liam's eyes were really pretty. He hadn't really noticed before, but being as close as he was, they really were something. Focusing back on the males reply, he smiled a bit. "Think maybe you could drive us back to Brooklyn then. Or are you planning on grabbing a cab or something after this?" he asked. He'd seen the male glancing out the window earlier. If he wanted to leave, he could. It wasn't like Alaine would hold him hostage or anything like that. He just wasn't driving back out to the Hamptons tonight, which was why he'd told the male specifically if he wanted to go home, bring his own car.
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 1:06 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 2:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 2:52 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 3:51 pm
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Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
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Alaine was known for becoming quite childlike when he was tired. He loved the attention, he loved to be touched and kissed. So when the male suddenly pulled away his fingers, he got the feeling that he did something wrong. He sighed and was about to settle back beside the male when the waitress returned with their food and drinks, setting it all before them. When everything was in place, he politely thanked her and got off of Liam. He didn't care what the waitress thought of them, he just wanted to not spill or drop anything while laying against the male. But before he pulled completely away from the male, he leaned up and pressed a light kiss to the males' chin. It was just as another thank you for letting him lay on him, but he didn't tell the male that. Let him think as he would, how he took his actions and reactions were on him. Alaine wasn't too concerned. So sitting up, he stayed beside the male, but gave him plenty of room to eat as he didn't know if the male was left handed or right. Since he himself was left-handed, he was always aware of how much room to set between himself and someone that was right handed.
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