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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 1:08 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 1:12 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 1:30 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 4:35 pm
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UglyCoyoteNG Rainey_angel81 *squeal* I got to see three coyotes when I was searching my dog. THREE! the only bad thing was was that they started circling and baiting my dog, so I had to put her on leash until we got in sight of the subject before letting her off. But it was funny because we were going up a ridge and all I saw were ears and I was like, "oh a coyote..." "COYOTE?" and then I had to call my dog back. But after she found her person, the coyotes started talking to each other from all the ridges Arn't they just to awesome?! heart They're singing is just to awesome too. I'd be a tad careful though... If they were trying to circle they're dog, theres a good chance they're REALLY hungry... so watch your back,too. I know, everyone radioed me to cut my search and just get to the person
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 6:19 pm
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Thanks guys. I spent a good three hours sobbing uncontrollably, two and a half shaking and panicking, and maybe another hour and a half just cold and emotionless.
I got a tipoff that someone, who molested me as a child, was back in the surrounding area; and that someone who I thought of as a friend had told said molestor I lived here. I went to the molestor's Myspace page and nearly died. She was hugging, cheek to cheek, with my baby sister. I called my mother's house, frantic to get this person away from my little sister, only to have the molestor answer the phone.
I got to talk to my mother, who sidestepped my desperate pleas that this person be removed from the house, ignored the fact I came clean about this horrible secret that's been eating at me since I was eleven, and told me how much better my sisters were than me, how well they were doing, and .. Then told me the molestor was a friend of the family, and hung up.
Twenty minutes later, she had my little sister call me. It all ended with me, about three hours ago, calling my father to ask him to politely tell them that I would have no further contact with them; no matter what. I love my little sister dearly, but this is too much stress and I can't Deal with it. That.. that.. woman.. is staying at their house, for I don't know how long, with my little sister so near. It worries me. And their nonchalance about it upsets me. I'm hurt that no one cared that I was molested by this person, but it's possible that they don't believe me.
Then again, to them I am still the failure child. My perfect middle sister is going to prom and then to the community college, and she's got a boyfriend in college and blah blah blah. My little sister is recieving an award from the Mayor for her services. Compared to them, I'm a stain. But that doesn't matter anymore. I won't be a part of their lives, nor they a part of mine.
If anything, this just strengthened my desire to change my name.
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 6:40 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 6:58 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 7:16 pm
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That is some seriously messed up s**t, regardless of how they feel about you, it's their job as parents to at least consider a threat to thier children. Whatever, you warned them and proved you care more for your sisters' safety than your parents, and hopefully she'll be alright anyway and if not...well..I hope your parents feel like complete assholes.
Over at Shoki's, she's about ready to ******** kill someone. Family is gonna visit grandma for Mother's Day, will be gone all weeked, and we're taking along....MY STEP-NEICE. ********. I can't stand that child. Apperantly, her mom didn't want her to be around this weekend...Nice. I don't even want to go on the trip anyway. I'm mad at my grandma for the nasty letter she sent me and how since she ASSUMED I wasn't going to college (I hadn't finished arrangements at the time) compared me to her other failure grandchildren, my cousin who ran away and got pregnant at 19 being one of them.
So, I have to go somewhere I don't want to, and take an eight hour car ride with someone I can't stand to do it. YAY!
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 8:37 pm
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 9:32 pm
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 12:50 am
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 9:49 am
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 10:24 am
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 10:58 am
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