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 Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 8:45 am
So, I got an email this morning from my dad. Apparently, without me even knowing, he had to go back to the hospital this weekend. For those of you that don't know, my dad had to spend a week in the hospital back in October because he got some kind of neurological virus that left his diaphragm paralyzed, and because he was layed up in the hospital for so long, he developed a blood clot in his knee in November. He had to start taking blood-thinner to help prevent more blood clots.
Well, even WITH the medication he had been taking, he managed to get another blood-clot in his knee and had to go back to the hospital to get it cleared out. He was panicky, but the nurses took care of him. Now he's taking his original blood-thinner and he has to give himself shots of another kind of blood-thinner, for god knows how long.
So yeah, the email explained that he's out and doing fine, but I'm wondering why they kept me out of the loop for two days. If they were trying to make me not worry, well, this is kind of disconcerting that they don't think I can handle a bit of troublesome news. Apparently a lot of people think that lately =_= If they just didn't get around to telling me until today, well that's fine I guess, but still, I would've liked to have known, like, THEN.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:18 am
Katzekinder I've been depressed lately. I've been thinking about death. I know, pretty angsty of me, right? But.. death. No more activity in the brain.. no more thinking.. no more you. Nothing. It just ends. It's terrifying to think about, but that's why you have to make the most of what you have. It's silly to think you can live on after. The question I have is.. well.. it's hard to explain. Not reincarnation. Not the soul passing on. But.. like, you restart a game. The main character still goes through the same motions. Is it going to be like that? Is there a possibility that maybe everyone is just one conciousness, echoing itself through every intelligence ever, forever and ever and ever but not even realizing it?.. Living everyone's lives, from everyone's viewpoint? I.. get confused and afraid whenever I try to think about it anymore. my throat locks up with anxiety, thinking about the End of It All. It's harsh. It's real harsh. *sigh* I have thoughts of death too. It's scary as hell to think about it, but you have to realize that you're still alive. You are going to be alive unless some freak accident or something happens to you, which is flat out unlikely. You should try to have fun living. It's what life is about. Let death come when it does and don't worry about it.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 11:42 am
/grump I hope I can get my computer back soon... TV and homework is getting really boring, and summer is comming up soon...
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 1:13 pm
*shivers while icicles hang off his tails* It's freezing down here xp
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 1:21 pm
Crenn *shivers while icicles hang off his tails* It's freezing down here xp I'll trade you. It's been low to mid 80's here...
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 2:29 pm
Oooh, page 666. Nice. wink
I know it's a little silly, but I liked the new cape enough to make a whole outfit around it. sweatdrop What do you think?
As for the tempature discussion, it's been 90-95 here lately, and I love it. Must be the desert cat in me. wink
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 2:58 pm
Lyrim Oooh, page 666. Nice. wink
Yep xd
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:13 pm
Well, today I went to see my coworker's place. It was neat.
And pretty damn roomy compared to what my parents have me living in here. Geez.
Anyways, all summed up, it'd be about 230$/month to stay there. Sounds pretty damn good to me, since it includes TV, Internet, phone, food, rent, electricity and heating.
Hopefully. HOPEFULLY.
I might get moved out alltogether for sunday. Hopefully.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:40 pm
Sigh, well I remembered that I have an ancient computer, and for some reason, it seems to still run. Unfortunatly, I can't get MSN working, because everything's been upped to Live, and I can't find whether or not the older versions are hosted for dl anywhere or not. If anyone knows, send me a PM or something...
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:46 pm
Well, color me confused. The IRS sent me a letter saying that I can't get money for my taxes because I'm not between the ages of 25-65? I got some last year...On top of that, since it was late (I didn't owe, shouldn't have been an issue) I owe them money, and interest...or something. All I know is that I don't get squat and I have to give them $10, according to them. Ugh, my mom looked it over before I sent it...so my step-dad is gonna take a look and try to figure out wtf they're talking about. Good thing I keep everything, including a copy of my form.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:39 pm
shoki_de_nai Well, color me confused. The IRS sent me a letter saying that I can't get money for my taxes because I'm not between the ages of 25-65? I got some last year...On top of that, since it was late (I didn't owe, shouldn't have been an issue) I owe them money, and interest...or something. All I know is that I don't get squat and I have to give them $10, according to them. Ugh, my mom looked it over before I sent it...so my step-dad is gonna take a look and try to figure out wtf they're talking about. Good thing I keep everything, including a copy of my form. Smart move. I keep everything, including debit and cash payment reciepts. Bank statements, bills. All that junk. I think I take after my mom X.x Just incase of an audit, or a mistake on something... I hope you don't have to give them 10$, that's like, a whole meal... Or chocolate or something. Much better spent. n___n
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:03 pm
Oh, man, I have been so sick the last 4 days. Some sort of sinus infection I guess. Getting better tho. Thank goodness for advil, ny quil, and sudafed (the one with the magic stuff in it)
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:17 pm
Zanzarus Sigh, well I remembered that I have an ancient computer, and for some reason, it seems to still run. Unfortunatly, I can't get MSN working, because everything's been upped to Live, and I can't find whether or not the older versions are hosted for dl anywhere or not. If anyone knows, send me a PM or something... www.meebo.com Use that until you can find something.
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Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 9:53 am
Crenn Zanzarus Sigh, well I remembered that I have an ancient computer, and for some reason, it seems to still run. Unfortunatly, I can't get MSN working, because everything's been upped to Live, and I can't find whether or not the older versions are hosted for dl anywhere or not. If anyone knows, send me a PM or something... www.meebo.com Use that until you can find something. Thanks! <3
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Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 2:31 pm
I wish to dedicate this post to my Boss.
For he is awesome, made of awesome, and shines of awesome.
He talks with me when he sees I'm in a bad mood, cheers me up, he lets me listen to my MP3 player on the job (which helps a ton, getting a nice work rythm), he offers me free chocolate every day after work, he gives us a whole hour to eat at lunch, he lets me end my day early if my hands hurt from trying to wrap aluminum foil fast enough to supply the other 3 people bagging what I wrap and he even understands I need to take some days off every now and then to go to the clinic for my transitory stuffs.
And you know what?
He even offered to help me with moving out by coming for my furniture with his van.
Fesus jucking flaming popsicle monkeys on catnip, I love having this guy as my boss. Screw the greenhouse jobs, I'm glad I never listened to my mom about those. XD
Anywhoot, I confirmed the apartment and I'll be moving there this weekend. My parents are in a rt about it, but, eh, it's not like they can do anything about it. Tomorrow Dominique is bringing me boxes, and I'll pack everything during the evenine. Saturday morning, my boss will come with his van and we'll bring all my stuff over there.
'Bout time things started looking up. :3
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