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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 7:04 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 8:40 am
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I remember moving here for the first time, and attending the highschool. I met a rather cool fellow, though he always remarked that I grinned like the Devil. Other than that, I was always referred to as "that scary kid over there," and once a person working the register at BK told me I looked like a psycho. That was a while back, and prior to me delving into the gothic subculture.
I've always gotten the remarks from people that I look like I'm dead, or a vampire. I also get "Oh, Joe, I see you got the memo about wearing all black," or someone in one of the organizations will be like, "I see everyone wore all black today!" I was told once by someone that they thought I was a nihilist because I wore all black. But yeah...no devil remarks for quite a while.
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 8:53 am
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-Resurrected Writer- Crew
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 9:25 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 10:15 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 10:24 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:33 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:39 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 9:33 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 9:38 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 1:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 2:17 pm
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Being very pale-skinned, I look dead a lot of the time with very dark make-up around my eyes. Apparently, I've been told I live in a grave, I'm a zombie and that I have sex with dead people. xD
But on a more serious note, my mental health isn't exactly...well...healthy. I am a former victim of OCD and paranoia (I don't know the proper term for it) but I've gotten over it now, but now and again, i can take REALLY bad spells with it. For example, it will be over something stupid, like a game or something that I want a shot of from my friend, and I suddenly go blind with fear and I feel as though if I h=don't have that certain thing, I will die. I start going crazy, I slam doors, I block people out their way, i don't think rationally at all. And I'm not talking a normal teenager's life. It's horrible. It feels like a very out-of-body experience, as if I am becoming posessed by something.
Whenever I have been in these moods, my mum freaks out, and shouts that I'm acting or I am the devil posessed...
...but most of the time, i just look like a zombie. xD
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 2:24 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 9:12 pm
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