King Kento
Leyla Giselle
It's time this all came out. This stupidity between me and my b/f has gone on for over a year.
I'm really confused on what to do with my life at this point. My b/f has stressed me out and it's getting to a breaking point. After dealing with his stupidity, stubborness and hateful attitude, I'm going across the state. I dunno how soon, it depends on how soon my friend will be moving back to TX. This is all to teach my b/f a lesson, but I'm scared that he won't want me back.
As for the confusion part. I still love my b/f very much. I've loved him since I met him, I've put up with all his flaws, his bitterness, continously bought him things he didn't need but wanted. Tried my best to take care of him, clean and cook for him, be the good wife he needed. His hateful and unappreciation has driven me away from him and it hurts.
My friend who's gonna take me in, I care for him alot, have an attraction to him. He does care about me and he does love me. He's even said he'd help me lose all my extra weight, something my b/f would never do. He said he'd take care of me, that he'd keep me with him even if my b/f doesn't want me to come back, and he'd still be my friend if I go back to him.
My heart is at a crossroads. I've put up with my b/f's behavior long enough that I can see he isn't going to change unless he moves away from his mother. I love both of them, but the thought of leaving my b/f hurts me. I know it needs to be done, but I don't have the strength.
I'm really confused on what to do with my life at this point. My b/f has stressed me out and it's getting to a breaking point. After dealing with his stupidity, stubborness and hateful attitude, I'm going across the state. I dunno how soon, it depends on how soon my friend will be moving back to TX. This is all to teach my b/f a lesson, but I'm scared that he won't want me back.
As for the confusion part. I still love my b/f very much. I've loved him since I met him, I've put up with all his flaws, his bitterness, continously bought him things he didn't need but wanted. Tried my best to take care of him, clean and cook for him, be the good wife he needed. His hateful and unappreciation has driven me away from him and it hurts.
My friend who's gonna take me in, I care for him alot, have an attraction to him. He does care about me and he does love me. He's even said he'd help me lose all my extra weight, something my b/f would never do. He said he'd take care of me, that he'd keep me with him even if my b/f doesn't want me to come back, and he'd still be my friend if I go back to him.
My heart is at a crossroads. I've put up with my b/f's behavior long enough that I can see he isn't going to change unless he moves away from his mother. I love both of them, but the thought of leaving my b/f hurts me. I know it needs to be done, but I don't have the strength.
Well, what do you mean by not having the strength to do it? Youve already said youre heading to your friend's. If you mean the strength to get over it, then you may be kind of screwed there. Its going to be uncomfortable for a bit, only way to get over it would be with time.
Anyways, from the sounds of it, it sounds like a good decision, just because people love eachother does not mean they can make a relationship work, especially living together. So from the sounds of it, hes just not compatable as a housemate.
Either way, you may not feel so, but youre in a pretty awesome position here. Either your current boyfriend will realize his mistake and things could improve. Or he screws that up after you come back, or doesnt want you back in the first place and you already have a place to stay with someone who sounds more compatable that you even admit to being attracted to. Its win win. So just chill, and let things happen as they happen.
Fog, it's just a sign that he's probably getting older and older. He might have problems with walking cause of his age, alot of people suffer that way. It could be severely developed arthritis of the knees or hips, or it could be that his muscles are just getting too weak to support him.
