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"...Nothing, drop it. Not happy memories. Heh, none of it." Richard sighed, "you will probably hear me screaming if I ever sleep, then you will know why. I normaly have bad dreams anyway and talk in my sleep."

"Fine. Go."said Richard.

Richard blinked and sat up, "Yah...I have many scars to. None that I want to show off exactly but... My aunts husband was very abusive, he was the one I lost my virginity to...again, and again, and again..." he shuddered, "my mom didn't find out about it until one day I had anouther one of my seisures(sp) and she had to take off my shirt so the doctors could look at me. My uncle was later arrested. It all ended with him when I was 16 or 17. Then just for the hell of it I got pissed because I have my moms temper...went to the jail, freaked out for a moment, then asked to have him come out. Then he did, I kicked his a**. That's probably the worst memory I got. I think, can't remember. O, no...my b***h ex is my worse enemy...but other than that...yah."

"Yah... not so lucky at the same time though. I'm still messed and she only found out when I had a seisure. Not a great time to find out when your sons almost dead."sighed Richard, "she could have found out when it first started, when I was five, nope. Mother was always busy and father over seas." Richard sighed again, "but...I'm a selfish person I suppose. Very. I caused a lot of trouble for everyone and now you and..." his eyes stung and he closed them so he wouldn't cry. "I'm sorry for you. I feel bad nobody was there. I wish I was there then I could have helped." he clutched his head. "I'm going back to work." he stood up and headed towards his office.

Fat tears rolled off Richards face and he quickly went into his office closing the door.
"I'll keep that in mind then..."
and began to work.
((time skip?))

((I'm god aweful at time skip choosings. xp uh...I burped...anyway...uh...a month or two later. I like speeding things up. sweatdrop ))
Richard threw his laptop against the wall and screamed angrily, "STUPID MOTHER ********, PEICE OF s**t, GOD DAMN IT!...mutter mutter mutter..."
after that he pretty much just ranted about.
Him and Koyashu hadn't had their first kiss still, mostly because of Richards stubborness and...well he was a pain in the a** who couldn't commit.
The man had gotten thinner which wasn't good for him, but his Irish blue skin wasn't grey at least. He shaved normaly and drank less but still let himself get stressed and angry. He never took it out on Koyashu, too bad the man had to listen to the authors rants sometimes.

"Bah! I bet I can fix it!"yelled Richard looking at the destroyed laptop, pieces were everywere. Luckily he had broken his computer before and his files automatically would be sent to his editor. She'd be calling sometime later.
Richard came out of his office stretching, screw the laptop for now. His editor would call and he'd get a new laptop then continue the bloody story.
He stared at Koyashu, "Don't you have work or something? Why the hell are you makeing soup?" he asked takeing out a cig and lighting it up.

"I'm not hungry right now. Sheesh, your like my mother sometimes."said Richard swaying slightly on his feet before sitting down. "I'll eat when I'm damn ready. Hell, why don't we go on a date or something tonight?"