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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 11:35 am
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Blue Berry Gum butheadbob Blue Berry Gum Heya..Just bored, broken hearted, and shy here.. >_> *sits in dark emo corner* Are you ok? *gives blueberry popsicles that I made* Woot popcicle *eating the popcicle* Ok basicly...I don't know who to choose...I'm in love with two of my best friends...I dated one of them, but he was stupid and not good in the dating world, but he is now and yea...I don't know which to choose...Their both taken so either way I lose...But I don't know who I want more...The one who makes me feel good...Or the one who understands me 100% (besides the whole fact that I love him)...
O thats tough
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 8:03 pm
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butheadbob Blue Berry Gum butheadbob Blue Berry Gum Heya..Just bored, broken hearted, and shy here.. >_> *sits in dark emo corner* Are you ok? *gives blueberry popsicles that I made* Woot popcicle *eating the popcicle* Ok basicly...I don't know who to choose...I'm in love with two of my best friends...I dated one of them, but he was stupid and not good in the dating world, but he is now and yea...I don't know which to choose...Their both taken so either way I lose...But I don't know who I want more...The one who makes me feel good...Or the one who understands me 100% (besides the whole fact that I love him)...O thats tough Yea...Even bigger problem, Sawyer (the guy I dated) likes me back, so I at least have a shot, but John (my best friend) hates Sawyer with a DEEP passion. I never looked at it like this but John said the reason why he hates Sawyer so much because he ignored me a lot. He said I loved and adored Sawyer with all my heart, but whenever I needed him or just wanted to talk to him he was never there for me. And he has a point and everything, but Sawyer's changed since then. He pays a bit more attention to me unlike he did in the past, but John remains uncovinced. So if I choose Sawyer, John's gonna get mad, but luckly he's a true friend so if I'm happy(key word IF) he can be at least a little happy too. And if I choose John, Sawyer will get hurt, but he's occupied by someone so I don't think it'll have a real affect on him. If you ask me I think John isn't just afraid for my feelings..But I think he's afraid to lose me too..But I don't know. I can't really tell with John. One minute, he acts like he loves me too a little, and the next it's like I don't exsist... emo
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 12:42 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 12:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 1:02 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 6:10 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 7:17 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 7:20 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 7:34 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 10:11 am
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PrincessDarkFire Blue Berry Gum I guess. But it hasn't been easy on me pshically or mentally waiting. My mom can tell something's wrong with me, just not what. If only she knew...Maybe she could help me...But I don't think she could understand with her clouded drunk mind... I have read all that you wrote and I have a question for you. How old are you? Do you know what love means? I mean really, do you know what love really is? And also, I think you should talk to your mother, she is older and wiser and should know about this stuff. I don't know why she won't understand since you are her daughter and she raised you, correct? Mabe she'll tell you about her past relationships and past so called loves. You'll never know until you try to ask her about this stuff. Well..I got some stuff settled. My friend got worried so we talked for a couple hours about was going on, and I feel a little bit better now. Still kind of upset, but according to him, I'm the girl he met now and not the emo I became now. And..Nothing personal but I don't feel comfortable answering those questions >>
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 7:59 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:10 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:37 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 9:15 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 9:25 am
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