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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 3:27 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 3:54 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:12 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:25 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:37 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:49 pm
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Natasha watched with interest, but realised that it was probably better to excuse herself. She stood up and headed off to retrieve the mugs of tea they had deposited in the rush to get Opal to a bed.
“It’s....” Gabriel looked over to Opal and decided against saying anything about her confession to him. After all, he could only share his own problems, he had no right to gossip about hers. “...i suppose that I understand how Opal feels, being in a doll’s body. Now she perhaps thinks she isn’t anything at all substantial. She’s not real. Sometimes...well sometimes I feel like that. I’m not anything in particular I’m an ‘it’ not really a proper lifeform.” He paused to look at Lilith, wondering if she felt like she was getting more than she bargained for. He couldn’t help but say what was on his mind, but so often humans would ask and not really wish to engage with the answer, especially if the issue was large. “I have noticed that sometimes it is impossible for me to relate to other mortals and the way you do things, even on the most basic level. And I inadvertently end up hurting you because of my ignorance. Then...” He looked over absently at the window. “Then I see that every time I do step on earth it predates some disaster or something sad. It is selfish of me to focus on myself, I know, especially in such big circumstances, but I can’t help it. I realise that i love something, and every time It tears away from me somehow. I feel sometimes that I only bring pain with me to the mortal realm. It happened over 600 million years ago with Jobe and his family. I came down, Satan followed and they were all killed and suffered. Then 2,000 years ago with Jesus...I had to watch over him but i could never tell him the truth of who I was to him, and i had to watch him die. He cried out for me to help him but i didn’t. Now with Opal...well, I cause her pain. I don’t mean to. But i can’t relate. I’m not meant to be in the mortal realm it seems - i’m like an alien piece of a puzzle.” He sighed a little and turned his eyes back to Lilitha agin. “Sorry. That was long winded. I don’t mean to burden you.”
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:53 pm
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