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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 8:44 am
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 12:40 pm
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Lai seemed to make me feel much better, just by standing there. Even before he said a word I felt better with him here. I remained silent as he spoke, seeming to feel the need wanting to hear his voice. Then feeling his hand upon my shoulder gave me chills. Chills which went through my entire body down to my toes. His touch was akward and yet pleasent. All of this was still rather strange for me. Cause even though I didn't want Seifer with anyone, I to didn't want to be close too anyone.
My brother was all I have had, and I never got close to the others. My brother seemed o hate Yugi, so I never associated with him or his friends. Seifer was everything to me, and the thought about him becoming closely attatched to someone else made me uneasy. Things can change between family when a significant other is brought into the picture, and I didn't want that to happen to us. Especially with how silent I was, I would be ignored and pushed into shadows as they loved each other. The thought really bothered me, and it even seemed to effect how I felt towards the women who overall seemed kind. But things may never happen between them, my brother may not fall in love. But would I really want that for the rest of his existance? It was even to complicated for me to understand.
I looked away from Lai, now that I was thinking like this. If I couldn't even understand what was going through my mind, how could he. Lai may even take my feelings the worng way, but maybe thats how I feel. I dont know, my eyes show it. My eyes meet the floor before I speak, "I'm not sure you would understand.." I whisper.
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 7:04 pm
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:29 am
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:50 am
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 1:04 pm
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 1:27 pm
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 6:54 pm
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:50 pm
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:54 pm
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Posted: Tue May 09, 2006 10:59 am
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Posted: Tue May 09, 2006 12:55 pm
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Posted: Tue May 09, 2006 5:54 pm
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Posted: Fri May 12, 2006 5:37 pm
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 12:20 pm
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