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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:21 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:56 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 11:24 am
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 5:25 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 6:13 pm
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So... I've had a Mate for two years. Or had.
I asked if she would marry me, jokingly, but she figured I was serious. I don't know if that counts as engaged without a fancy ring or not, but she was very important to me.
Well, recently, her life has been trying; Since Mate is rather wealthy, she never had to work, but would rather volunteer at a nearby animal center, for the wolves, and spend some of her free time to make jewelry to sell for the center... Until she realized that the owner was behind on the wolves shots, and was actually adding extensions to his house... She told me he had been spending the money on himself.
Obviously shaken, Mate was becoming more and more frustrated... And we got into arguments. Only two, but they were the worst we had had yet. She was stressed since she had to leave her wolves in protest. I was upset because I was working over 20 hours a week while being a full time student...
After one of the fights, we were getting along fine for a few days. We were happy, smiling... She said our love was "Spiritual" and "Eternal", and that she would never take another... Mate had always been spiritual like that. But the next day... She left.
She sent me a message saying she was leaving for a church, to live with a fellowship of female nuns. She said I might never see her again, and that I didn't have to wait for her... She had to cast aside herself as a hurt child and grow into an adult.
I don't know what to do. I really don't. Mate was everything to me, she was the reason I could endure everything... Next week I'll be sitting through 28 hours of work while still being a full time college student. It's hard work, I often stay at school from 7AM-2PM, only to return home, eat, then go to work from 4PM-10PM.
What do I do? I don't know if Mate will ever come back to me. I don't know what future I am supposed to look forward to without her. I don't know how I am going to withstand another week of torture when I'm already so crushingly depressed... What should I do? Should I wait for her? I'm so confused and lost right now...
[/random vent]
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 2:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 8:10 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 9:13 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 8:05 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 11:04 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 11:57 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 10:54 am
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Who knew that getting rid of a car would be this much trouble!
I've been trying to sell my car with the broken transmission before my landlord has it towed himself. I have a few buyers but it looks like, strangely enough, I'll get the most money through a scrap yard.
When I bought this car, I needed something cheap that worked. I saw it at the used car place/junkyard I dropped off my previous totaled car.
Proof that all used car salesmen are snakes and evildoers, the guy offered the car for me for $1200. Then later he said the car was $1500. And then later he said it was up for $1800. He kept on raising the price. While he was away at lunch or something, I said I'd buy the car, and they asked me what price I had been given by Mr. Evil. I said "$1000" and they sold it to me for that.
I called that same place to junk the exact same car, and the exact same guy gave me a price range of how much they'd give me, and said he'd send someone over next week. I didn't ask him if it was just to look at it, but I have a feeling these ******** will send a guy over to tow it to the junkyard to appraise it, so I'm basically set in the price they give me no matter what it is.
Ha ha, I need to write a bad review of these people online or something.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 10:56 am
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I don't think I've used this thread since I joined...guess it's time to put an update up since I just need to type something out...so where to start...
Relationship: After breaking up with my boyfriend of six months I kind of played the field just you know dicked around last year, with people online and in real life. But one person managed to be a bit more than a fling or a good time, we had a falling out like in '08 and did speak to each other after I broke his heart by choosing my ex over him. Well we started talking a week or so after I broke up with my boyfriend. It was odd at first but we quickly got over it and fell in to a pet/master relationship.
After a few months I realized that I still had feelings for him, I mean when we weren't talking I did kind of keep tabs on him through his FA journals, and I often found myself thinking of him. Anyways I told him that I thought I was falling in love with him. He told me that he was starting to fall as well but that he didn't want to rush anything and end up like we did in '08. So we took it slow and in October he asked me to be his mate as well as pet. Things have been great between us. I don't think I've ever had such a committed partner, it's really refreshing and I'm hardly ever down around him. He just makes me smile and feel so good. And I'm proud to say that in about a month he will be down here spending a week with me.
Family: Dad is in the hospital with pneumonia caused by an ulcer, witch sucks as he is the main provider in the house. Thankfully though the VA doctor came out to the hospital and the VA is going to pay for the hospital bill. Mom almost died yesterday, while she was coming back from spending all day up at the hospital with dad the front let wheel of the car fell off and if it had fallen off a few moments earlier she would have been hit, but thankfully it did so once she reached the dirt road that leads her home. The whole wheel axel and all came off. So now it's a piece of scrap. Dad's boss is letting her barrow one of his trucks until she can find a better car. She has her incomtaxes back and has 'nuff for a good down payment for a good used car, and maybe 'nuff to go shopping on.
They are also trying to work out their differences. Dad is trying to be less grumpy and mom is trying not to take it personally. It's a hard thing to do, and I wish them the best of luck with trying to work things out.
Work: It sucks it sucks it sucks! I hate my job with a fiery passion...I hate working with the public, and I hate having to pretend that I give a damn about what's going on in their lives. I really don't...and I look forward to the day that my wolf is out of boot and we are living together or the best we can as he will be in A School and will live on campus during the week days. But for now my bills are paid by me and I have money to spend on what I wish to get. And my co-workers are great, we get along and damn if I had a car I would have gone out every weekend now!
Personal: I'm having some fear of my relationship. I don't want to leave I mean I love him but I'm scared of the seriousness that it is taking. I've always had a fear of complete commitment. I want to do it and I know that Dustin won't EVER hurt me intentionally and he isn't like any of the other people I've dated. We have agreed to take it slow, and day by day. I just hope that he doesn't lose pashents with me and runs off with another who is willing to be as committed to him as he is to me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 11:53 am
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