Drained of all that is me
Haven't you been able to see
Tired and beaten down by the daily sun
no breath left from all I've had to run
Days pass on one to the next one after
you try disguise sadness with laughter
but things cant be so easy to do
things just tend to stay inside you
Built up like a bottle rocket ready to go
Unable to let anyone really know
Fears and verdicts are on my mind
but still I smile and nod just to be kind
Put up a show for all to see
But I am drained of all that is me
Brused beaten down to the ground
ever wonder what's the cause of this constant frown
worried and sick of things gone wrong
tire me out these days seem long
but shorter and shorter they become
closer and closer you begin to feel numb
No pain, no feeling, dead to the man
That is why I finally ran
affraid of what is and all to come
easy to accept and harder for some
Well to you I say I'm not finished
So why must I be punished
reasons are far to many to have much doubt
It feels as through this world I've traveled without
How dare you show up here today
before we were like ants, a toy for you to play
well my doubts have been soothed
because I know through you I have been used
Haven't you been able to see
Tired and beaten down by the daily sun
no breath left from all I've had to run
Days pass on one to the next one after
you try disguise sadness with laughter
but things cant be so easy to do
things just tend to stay inside you
Built up like a bottle rocket ready to go
Unable to let anyone really know
Fears and verdicts are on my mind
but still I smile and nod just to be kind
Put up a show for all to see
But I am drained of all that is me
Brused beaten down to the ground
ever wonder what's the cause of this constant frown
worried and sick of things gone wrong
tire me out these days seem long
but shorter and shorter they become
closer and closer you begin to feel numb
No pain, no feeling, dead to the man
That is why I finally ran
affraid of what is and all to come
easy to accept and harder for some
Well to you I say I'm not finished
So why must I be punished
reasons are far to many to have much doubt
It feels as through this world I've traveled without
How dare you show up here today
before we were like ants, a toy for you to play
well my doubts have been soothed
because I know through you I have been used
--by kami
any kind of comments are welcome
