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Disclaimer: I dont own the beauty that is the Twilight series, but i wish i did!!
A/N: This poem was brought on by reading the first 112 pages of New Moon and not being able to stop crying.

-Voices-

Im lost in the dark,
I dont know what to do.

He ran from my heart,
And left me without a clue.

I faded into the shadows,
Lost in memories of days past.

My mind brings me back,
To what he said to me last.

"Dont be reckless",
He said without emotion,
I kept to those words with utter devotion.

He faded away,
Gone forever.

I faded away,
Wishing his hold on my heart would sever.

"Time heals all wounds" he told me,
I still wish he was here to hold me.

I see his eyes in the dark,
I hear his voice in my mind,
I feel his touch in my dreams,
But when i awake he's not there with me.

The lighjt of my life has deserted,
Leaving me alone in the dark.

Someday I will find him,
So he can repair my heart.

Someday I will lie to him,
And pretend we were never apart.

He hurt me,
But I can never hurt him.

He left me,
But I could never leave him.

His picture is gone,
His music lost.

He took all that was good in my world with him,
And tore it to shreds.

He says "You'll forget me",
I say "not even after I die."

He has changed me, like it or not,
He never blamed me,
Even though it was my fault.

I hear a sad song,
In the backround of my nightmares.

A beautiful voice hums in my ear,
As the tears fall down my face.

I dont know who I am anymore,
Or who i ever was.

I am told my name is Isabella Swan,
And that I lost my love.

The only name I can think of hurts beyond reason,
Why is that so?

Edward Cullen,
Why does this name reside in my soul,
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my dreams,
In my nightmares,
In me.

I wish I could run away,
Just like they did.

Go into the woods and never come back.

-End-

I have posted this one once before but here it is again this one is my favorite of a my twilight poems. I think its self explanatory what part its about.

My Heaven

I was lying in pain,
I was dying from it too,
I felt the drops of rain,
Piercing me through,

Fire burned through my body,
The venom sunk in my blood,
I wished that it was over,
That every thing was done

Than I saw an angels face,
Staring into mine,
The angel whispered fiercely,
Telling me not to die,

I told him I was in heaven,
With him forever more,
He yelled for me to love him,
I told him hat I loved him more,

He yelled for me not to let go,
I told him my goodbyes,
He gave his soul to me,
To hold onto till I died,

I was carried through the gates,
With him by my side,
He held on tight to me,
The fire was no more,

His ice cold lips,
Took the pain,
From my burning blood,
His ice cold lips,
Held to mine for my life,

I felt like I was coming back,
Like heaven pushed me down,
The clouds carried me back,
To his side once more,

I will never leave that place,
Even if heaven called to me.

My heaven,
Is here with him.