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Posted: Fri Dec 26, 2008 4:15 pm
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Kimya'kizuka. Kimya'kizuka. Kimya'kizuka.
It had a nice ring to it, certainly, but she was still getting used to it. Kimya'kizuka, her name. Her name. And now she was home again, still unsure if she was the first of her siblings to return with Shemshi never having caught up with them while she was in the Pridelands and of how she would greet those she had once thought of as family. But she was not alone, and she was most glad of that.
Her pace had slowed, her anxiety finally overpowering her excitement. She had to introduce herself, she had introduce her friend and she had to make herself at home again. With such important tasks, her hesitation did not prevent moving forward- and after a certain point, the anxiety started to fade and the excitement once again grew. She was home!
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Posted: Fri Dec 26, 2008 4:27 pm
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Chunuka was nervous too. More nervous than he would ever let on. He had been terribly excited about this move. It was something life-changing, something that he would remember as the most important event in his life. Yet, until now, it had been pure excitement tearing through him. Now, though, he could feel himself quivering with nervousness. He was a timid lion in truth, and the thought of facing a strange pride with different views worried him a little.
Yes, Kimya'kizuka had been telling him all about the pride on the way and he was beginning to feel he understood it now. A lot of it made sense and a lot of it was sinking in, but he was still afraid he might slip up and dishonour himself - or worse - Kimya!! No, he had to behave respectfully, just as his mother would have wanted. Dear Maawio, would she be okay without him at her side? Yes, yes, his inner voice reasoned, she had father and he was all she ever truly needed.
He slowed with Kimya and, sensing she felt the same, stepped closer so his side brushed against hers. It gave a silent message: 'I'm here.'
Come on now, what was the worst that could happen?
And after the question a hundred different things shot out at him, and each one he had to push away with a rising sense of fear. Oh dear lord, how was he going to prove himself? He wasn't brave or courageous, he wasn't a good hunter and he was too timid to put up much of a fight. Just what was he going to do that would be of any use?
He guess he'd have to work on his hunting skills. They weren't too bad - certainly not as bad as his father's - but he still had a long way to go before he had any good amount of success.
He cut off his worrisome thoughts and cast a glance at his dear friend. "Are you alright?" He swallowed the nervous lump in his throat. "I'm...I'm starting to feel nervous now." He admitted sheepishly.
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 8:54 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 11:59 pm
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Were Chunuka not with her, she might have been more nervous. She was still scared of even seeing Gharadi again, she wasn't sure how well she would handle it. In her mind, she continually went over possible ways of introducing herself. She'd seen this happen several times before, she was amazed that she could not plan ahead for it.
"I'm alright," she said, nudging him reassuringly, "We shouldn't be so nervous, we're being so silly..!"
She was trying to convince herself as much she was trying to convince him. She quieted once again when she felt they were getting closer, everything seemed so quiet around them, it wasn't quite the same as home yet. They knew she was coming, she knew they knew- they always knew!
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Posted: Mon Feb 02, 2009 9:13 am
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