Ugh....
February 14, 2009 - The worst day of my life. EVER.
Can I just tell you all about what happened in that day so I could (at least ) be a little happy?
I just remembered it because of boredom and i can't take my mid of it SERIOUSLY.
It was 5:30 p.m. .
I texted my "Special Friend" to join me in the all for valentines day. I bought her a Little bear Key chain(Which I still have here.). She said She would go. so I went there at 6:00 P.M. (Our supposedly meeting time). I saw some of my friends, and their "Valentines day dates". (Which I envied). I waited her to come.
... But she never came.
I waited for 14 hours for her. I almost slept outside the mall (Because it closes on 11.) because of her. Why did I do that? Simple.
.. she made me see a chance to move on.
And I went home at 3 a.m. and got grounded for 1 week.
ANd I also cried in that 14 hours.
When i went to sleep, a txt message came to my phone.
"Im sorry I cant come. I have a party over at my friends." she said.
I WAS SHATTERED. Sooo sooo Shattered.
And I didn't sleep for 2 days.
and after that 2 days, i forgot about that incident. I just remembered it now.
It still hurts. And I dont know why I said this but, i fell like I had to.
I just hope some of you guys out there are here to make me feel better. maybe thats the reason.
I just want to smack my self.
Because I hurt myself again.
Im sorry guys.
I just want to let this out....
Thanks for understanding me.
Fluffy Guild of Doom
Often imitated, never duplicated
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