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 Posted: Wed Sep 02, 2009 6:43 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 03, 2009 8:10 am
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Elephant_Goddess Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 03, 2009 6:40 pm
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first time my heart was broken i felt the same way, everyone lyeing to me and getting upset and fighting and i couldnt trust everyone and i was really sad, heart was broken into peices. so i pushed them all away, everyone, friends, family.. everyone. haveing a broken heart is all new feelings and stuff, your hurt, you cant understand anything ...with so many questions, and no answers. i pushed everyone away, the boy who broke my heart, my friends, my family, everyone who loved and cared about me, i pushed away. i fought with them, i picked fights that werent even there. i didnt feel like talking to anyone in my house either, idk i guess being heart broken your vulnerable.. and that maybe the only person you feel can be there for you is yourself. being alone is the only place where i felt safe, couldnt trust anyone. but then i relized that being alone isnt what i wanted, it made me sad and depressed ..idk i couldnt believe i pushed away all those who i loved, friends, family, anyone i cared about i pushed away..
and eventually i started letting people back in, little trust at first.. then it grows back and i was even able to love again. and i was so thankful they took me back, and was there for me when i was ready, sometimes you need time by yourself and thats ok. your friends and loved ones will always be there for you when your ready.
Your friend - Elephant Goddess
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 9:44 am
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Elephant_Goddess Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 12:44 pm
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GimmeHugToo *Cry* Thanks for replying Ms.Nikki... I know how you feel... I still want to leave some people... But other i want to be back to them... I know i can;t take everything i want (And will never do) But at least...I want to leave some good memory about my self ^_^
i know, it will take some time to want more people back
theres always going to be good memories about you =)
im sorry for letting you down..many times
i miss you |
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 3:45 pm
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Elephant_Goddess GimmeHugToo *Cry* Thanks for replying Ms.Nikki... I know how you feel... I still want to leave some people... But other i want to be back to them... I know i can;t take everything i want (And will never do) But at least...I want to leave some good memory about my self ^_^ i know, it will take some time to want more people back theres always going to be good memories about you =) im sorry for letting you down..many times i miss you
I know what do you mean but i am losing more and more now...
Oh that...
Never mind to that... |
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Elephant_Goddess Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 9:05 pm
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GimmeHugToo Elephant_Goddess GimmeHugToo *Cry* Thanks for replying Ms.Nikki... I know how you feel... I still want to leave some people... But other i want to be back to them... I know i can;t take everything i want (And will never do) But at least...I want to leave some good memory about my self ^_^ i know, it will take some time to want more people back theres always going to be good memories about you =) im sorry for letting you down..many times i miss you I know what do you mean but i am losing more and more now... Oh that... Never mind to that...
i dont know what your talking about confused |
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 9:35 am
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Elephant_Goddess GimmeHugToo Elephant_Goddess GimmeHugToo *Cry* Thanks for replying Ms.Nikki... I know how you feel... I still want to leave some people... But other i want to be back to them... I know i can;t take everything i want (And will never do) But at least...I want to leave some good memory about my self ^_^ i know, it will take some time to want more people back theres always going to be good memories about you =) im sorry for letting you down..many times i miss you I know what do you mean but i am losing more and more now... Oh that... Never mind to that... i dont know what your talking about confused
No need to worry ^_^ |
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