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 Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 12:55 am
He was looking for her to tell her the good news. The cubs were here, four cubs, two girls, two boys, he did so want to tell her about the cubs, to inform her of his own plans. His own plans for her. It was about time she fully submitted to him and brought him some cubs of his own to the den. he wasn't about to take no for an answer.
Still, he was feeling pleased and proud that she had provided the meals for Amara during her very pregnant time and that she was being a good little Banu, he would ask her, ask he if she wished to have cubs. These cubs had done something to him, that was for sure, they had proved that not all mothers were evil, abandoning, women! If Kifa could bring him some cubs, perhaps she would settle down and finally be happy, finally adore him, that was all he wanted, to be adored. Well, that and her obedience, was that so much to ask? "Kifa" he calls, his tail flickering "Kifa, I have good news!"
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:09 pm
Kifa had indeed been very quite, because she was very upset. There were two reasons she was upset. One this new girl, why did Kwea need two girls? Why was Amara getting Kwea's attention? Kifa had been being good for him, why did he get another girl? The second thing she was upset about, is why did she care at all? Kifa didn't like him right? He abused her and kept her from her home. So why was it she was filled with jealousy and sorrow?
To keep from exploding she did her task and kept herself busy. She hid from Kwea and Amara as much as possible even if it was just the corner of the den or visiting her friend Amani. It was starting to get to her though. So there she sat under her favorite tree over looking the river, thinking. What was she to do? She could not tell Kwea off, she knew that would get her no where with him. She was already obeying him so she really didnt know what more she could do there. Maybe...maybe she should do something for him? No he would probably just get mad cause she did something without him telling her to.
"Ugg this is so frustrating." She slammed her paw on the ground in anger. What and an infuriating male!! What did he want from her and why did he feel he had the right to have more then one female?! She was his right?! That should be all he needs!!! Kifa was a good female right?! Wait a minute!! Why did she care?! "He has warped my mind, I dont know which way is up anymore....."
Kifa's ears perked as she heard Kwea's familiar voice. He was calling for her. With a sigh she got to her paws and quickly padded towards him. "He is hungry no doubt." She thought as she approached the large white male. "Yes Kwea?" Kifa asked with a frown, her inner conversation still thick in her mind. He anger boiling just under the surface wishing he was like other males so she could tell him a thing or two about messing with her emotions. "What may I do for you my pad?" Kifa said trying to look a little less upset. She had obviously not heard the part about the good news.
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 2:56 am
The frown on her face did not get past Kwea but he simply put it down to some 'woman' problem. Females, they were just so, so confusing sometimes. "Kifa my lovely song bird we are blessed with cubs." He smiles, acting the proud father, his blood red eyes looking her over before he licks her face. He didn't like that she was frowning and it took every ounce of himself to not demand she be happy. He was in a very good mood so everyone else around him should be to.
"Amara gave birth to four cubs Kifa, two girls, two boys. I am VERY proud of her." He sits slowly pulling Kifa close to his chest, surrounding her soft green pelt with his bloody red mane "And I am very proud of you for keeping us all fed, you are turning in to quite the eagle." He chuckles, keeping to the idea that she was some sort of bird.
"Now I require you to go hunting and to sing for the new children. They will appreciate your marvellous voice and soon you will want cubs of your own yes? These cubs, they are wonderful but they are not mine, mine in a sense yes, but not completely mine, I need some to carry on my legacy." He nods and smiles down at Kifa washing away, with his raspy tongue, her grumpy mood or so he thought. This of course was his way of 'asking' her to have some cubs with him.
"Yes I'm sure you'll want some of your own when you see Amara's brood." he raises a brow questionably, he was in a good enough mood to request that she have his cubs, but she didn't truly have a choice, he was simply feeling happy enough to grant her a question rather than simply demanding she follow him to a dark cave.
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 8:00 am
"I know." Kifa replied shortly to him. Why did he care? They weren't his right? She blinked a bit as he licked her, she looked shocked for a moment, before she tried to return to her frown. "Im glad for you, Amara, and the cubs." Her nose turned to the air trying not to growl because he said he was proud of Amara. She boiled with jealousy and disgust for that jealousy all at the same time. As he pulled her close her eye almost twitched she so did not want to touch him right now. She was doing her best not to blow much less to try and so affection towards him. Normally his next statement would have made her smile, but she was at the point that everything he said was just making her more angry.
"What ever you wish." Kifa replied trying not to growl. Now she had to sing for the little brats too? They weren't hers and they werent his!! She didn't mind hunting that was something she had to do anyways, but he hoped Amara would be made to help it wouldn't be fair for Kifa to do it all. "Cubs of my own?" She repeated wondering why he said that. She sat there for a moment pondering what he said, before it hit her. That was it the kettle top just flew off. She pulled away from Kwea and flatten her ears. "You're asking me to have cubs with YOU?!!!!!" Kifa roared from pure anger before speaking again. "First you steal me from my home! You threaten me, you hurt me, you demand things of me. Ill never see my family again and yet through it all I got used to you. And I even hate myself for it, but its more then that. I liked you!! I liked having someone to protect me!! I liked having your meals ready. And I love singing for you now!! But then that wasn't enough for you, you greedy self absorbed male!! Just when I was starting to feel happy, you bring this other female!!! You've spent time with her like, like she is having your cubs! Why Kwea you haven't even asked me to sing recently. Its all about Amara!! Are you not happy with me anymore or do you plan to make both of us your little slaves?! I'm sorry but where I come from there is one male to one female and that's the way it should be! Things were better before Amara, Kwea." At first she had been yelling but then she started to droop. She cared for Kwea, didn't she? She wanted to be with him but if this was his way it wasn't going to be easy for her to get around. She sniffed a bit as tears tried to come to her eyes. She fought them back she didn't want him to see her cry. "Why did you have to bring Amara here?" Kifa layed down knowing he would be mad at her for this outburst. "Im sorry Kwea. I just don't understand. .....Im not saying no,but Im not ready yet. I might have been ready before, but Im so confused. I....I thought we were mates....just me...and you." Kifa cover her eyes with her paws. What was she saying? Did she really feel that way about him? Yes, yes she did but she just couldn't get over him bring Amara here right now.
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 11:26 am
Kwea pulls Kifa back towards him, his claws out just a bit, he was angry by her outburst, but his good mood sort of payed off in her favour. He could have beat her senseless, but what was the point? He much preferred her to agree to his advances than to simply force her, even though he knew, if it came to it, he would.
"You know this pride by now Kifa, you know that all males here have harems, HAREMS, that indicates more than one female within them, you were my first and you will always be my first, but.." He pauses and takes a deep breath "I want more, I want many females around me Kifa, many females to see to my needs, to raise my cubs and Amara needed me."
He clears his throat , his lips pursing "She was taken against her will, her cubs needed my help as much as she did." Why was he giving her an excuse? He shouldn't HAVE to give her an excuse to bring another female in to his harem.
"It is my right as a Pad to have as many females as I please in my harem Kifa, you should not question me, you know the pride well enough by now that I should not have to tell you these simple things." Taking a deep breath he sheathes his claws holding her tightly against his body, allowing his deep red mane to meld with her greenish fur. "I just asked you Kifa to bare MY first cubs, you should feel honoured not outraged." He grumbles, she should also feel pleased that he didn't just knock her out like he did the first time he found her and just do with her as he pleased.
Clearly, Amara had made him a bit soft. He wasn't usually this patient.
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 5:26 pm
"Doesn't mean I like it." She replied to him about knowing this pride by now. Kifa did not shudder or try to push away from him. She didn't even seem to notice his claws being out. She simply buried her face into his mane while he continued to speak. She didn't care now that she had finally said what was bothering her. Kifa in her own way had admitted to herself and Kwea that she cared for him. She felt like a weight had been lifted from her by telling him all she had.
Kifa felt a little pang as he talked about Amara's situation, but no it wasn't of pity. She just didn't want to care about Amara or the cubs. She wanted to be selfish right now.
"I know, I'm sorry. Even if I know the ways of this pride, and I know you and what you expect of me. This was not how I was raised. This is not how I was told life would be. So please understand if I'm hurt or confused ....and forgive me for it please. I can't help it, you've know this way all your life, but it still wasn't that long ago that I wasn't here with you. I did not even know of you or your pride. Give me a while and I'll learn and hopefully understand your ways better." Kifa was quite for a moment as she buried herself deeper into his mane. "I am.....in a way...feeling honored, but some where in my mind the question looms would I be the one to have your first cubs if Amara didn't already have cubs? Sometimes I think you like her more than I." Her tail flicked not knowing what else to say. "Can I make a request my pad? For our health and for Amara's cubs can we wait till the cubs grow a bit? You know I am not the greatest hunter in the world...And Amara has to watch her cubs. If I had cubs to soon we would be in trouble. So I guess Im asking if nothing else that maybe not today?" Kifa was indeed saying yes but she still felt upset and didn't want to feel this way when the time came. Plus what she said had some truth to it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 2:02 am
He continued to listen to her words, she was correct of course about waiting a little while, but at least now he knew when he approached her she would simply agree, and at some point he would be there, ready and she would be willing. Something had certainly changed in Kifa, perhaps having Amara around was even better than he thought, was Kifa jealous? He thought so, she seemed almost uptight about any words to do with the chocolate and pink lioness.
"You don't need to be jealous of Amara, you are simply different lions I like you both as much as one another, only I like you in a different way. You have never shown me any affection so I have not returned it, do you want me to treat you as I treat Amara?" He raises a brow, it would be hard work to fawn over Kifa, she always spoke back, she was disobedient at times and it very much irritated him that she didn't just accept the pridal ways like everyone else did.
He smiles a little at her burying her nose in his thick bloody mane and he licks her forehead a few times, just to let her know that he understood, he wanted to show her affection but she was just so difficult.
"I was not born here Kifa, I came here as a young adolescent and found the prides ways to my liking, that is why I had no Banu before you and why I do not want to be embarrassed by unruly Banu, I was not born of this pride and I need to show them I am a pad worthy of this pride." He snorts, a slightly angry growl emanating from his chest. He shouldn't have to explain all of this, cast away her worries and doubts, she should just accept that his word was law.
"We will wait Kifa, but only because Amara is still recovering from birth, soon the cubs will be toddling and when that happens I will come in search of you." It was a promise, though not really a threat, he simply wanted her to know he was coming for her not right away, but soon and she would bear him some fine little cubs.
"And yes, you will be the first to bear my cubs, you know Amara arrived with us already pregnant, she came here with me for protection, to keep her cubs safe, they are my adopted, they are not truly my cubs but I will care for them and teach them the correct ways of the pride. But you." He smiles tilting her head with an almost gentle paw "You will be the first to bear me a litter of my seed."
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 7:32 pm
Kifa looked up at Kwea staring him strait into the eyes for what had to be the first time since they met. Her rainbow eyes actually changed as she moved them. The shades were shifting from all colors to shades of pink, violet, and cyan.
"But.....but... am sooo and I hate it." Kifa growled slightly. "Before I was telling myself that I was just making the most of my situation. Then she came and I had no choice, but to admit to myself and you that I have feelings for you. And now I worry that I wasted the time when we were alone. And I want it back....but I know that wont happen...I'm so confused with you though...I...want to do things for you or treat you like you're my mate, but I don't know how....I like you but I'm also afraid of you. Things that wouldn't matter to me or the males where I came from you yell at me for. I want to make you happy, but I wanna be happy too. I wish...I knew more about you. I guess you just want me to follow orders and I can do that, but..." Kifa tilted her head and smiled a little. "Where's the fun? I like to do things without being asked. I would like to surprise you or something....do you know what I mean? Am I aloud to do that? If not I will try and accept that all I may ever do is what I'm told to do." Kifa dropped her head a bit she was really enjoying talking to him like this. Like she could pretend they were equals in his eyes.
"I guess we are different then because you chose it. But now that I know how I feel I promise I will try better." Kifa looked a little taken a back by something he said. "Unruly Banu?! My dear pad this maybe, but I'm not stupid. Have I ever showed up in front of the other members of this pride? The only lioness who knows anything is my friend Amani beybanu to Pad Nywele, but its something private between the two of us. And you have her to thank for my first change towards you." Kifa frowned at him she at least knew to keep private matters private.
"Would you indulge me with one more request my pad? Please? As a gift to me, one that would be so important. When that day comes can we make a day of it? Make it more special then just a command I have to follow? I want to have them, I want to them to be your's and because of this I want it to be special. I've never bared cubs before you know. Maybe we can have a meal away from Amara and her cubs and go for a walk or something....I know its stupid and silly, but it would make me really happy if you did that for me." Kifa's eyes pleaded with Kwea and she nuzzled him slightly trying to melt him into doing this for her.
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 1:02 pm
Kwea chuckles lightly, he was actually quite amused at all of her rambling. Usually he would simply have told her to shut up, she certainly had Amara to thank for his silence while she rambled on about one thing or another.
"No you have not embarrassed me, but you may have, you weren't exactly well behaved when you came here." He states simply flickering hi tail at the thought though a little smirk rose on his maw about her getting used to him comment.
"You like me now huh?" He chuckles and shakes his bloody maned head licking her cheek. "Don't worry Kifa, I had no intention of taking you back to the den, we were going to make a day of it, as you say." he chuckles a bit, he had actually thought out where he would take Kifa, of course, she would have to wait for 'that day' to come for him to reveal his plans.
Certainly he was going soft, or he just liked having females around that enjoyed his company as much as he enjoyed theirs. "Now, stop sulking, and stop being jealous, I love you just as much as I love Amara, just a little differently, okay?" He smiles lifting her head to look in to her odd changing colour eyes, one day he would learn to read those eyes but for the moment he was set on simply calming her down.
"Now, be a good girl and go and hunt for us all and I would enjoy your company tonight just you and me, you can sing me that lullaby, hmm?" He purrs nuzzling her neck affectionately. Clearly he needed to pay her some more compliments, grant her more attention, she would learn to love him, even if it meant allowing her to be jealous of Amara.
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 9:46 pm
"Just home sick." Kifa replied simply smirking in hopes that he would understand the joke. "....." Kifa's own joke had backfired a little. Though she was fine or maybe even loved her new life, she missed one thing...no lion the most. "I do miss my sister." She mumbled without realizing it.
"Maybe." Kifaranga giggled a little trying to joke with him. "Yes I do think I do like you and that's why I do want my cubs to be your's." Kifa smiled at Kwea as he told her that. "Thank you my pad."
Kifa made a face as she was told to stop sulking and being jealous. "I will try my best for you, but the jealous part is going to be hard. My hair fluffs every time she is near you much less touches you." Kifa's front claws flexed a little as she thought about it. She had convinced herself that he was her's just as much she was his. Her old ways told her to tell this girl off and tell her to get her own male, but she knew this wasn't right now she had to get used to other females being around.
Kifa closed her eyes as he nuzzled her. For the first time her purr started up. She felt happy for the first time in a long time. "That's a great order my pad." She stayed beside him for a moment longer before standing to move towards the hunting grounds. One thing that would be nice about Amara is help with hunting. She hoped Amara was better than she was.
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Posted: Sun Jun 13, 2010 2:05 am
Kwea smiles lightly, his blood red eyes watching Kifa quietly, in his mind, he had finally conquered the stubborn little female, she was finally his and just to make it even more amusing for him, she was jealous, deadly jealous of Amara.
He wondered how she would feel about more banu joining his harem? Well he would find out soon enough he thought, he was certainly on the look out for a third to help, not only with cubs, but with hunting and his general up keep.
"Good girl." he chuckles nipping the tip of her tail as she walked away from him. he would have to spend a quiet night just with Kifa, to keep her happy and perhaps she wouldn't feel as jealous of Amara if he did so. If the truth was told, he was quite pleased she was jealous, it showed she cared, that she finally needed him.
The fact that she wanted his cubs made him feel all the more pleased. "I'll see you tonight, I look forward to your song." he smiles a very charming smile, one he had never really used on Kifa before. He was very pleased with her and more to the point feeling adoration for the bird like female. She was finally his.
Getting to his paws he walks back towards the den. he needed to speak to Amara to let her know how Kifa felt and to let her know that for tonight they would be alone. he would take Kifa away from the den for the evening so she didn't feel crowded by the cubs or Amara. It would be a night just for the two of them and he would enjoy her pretty songs, sung, just for him.
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