You're going to have to excuse me...

[Scrab Demon]

*copy/pasted from DA journal*
I know I seemed to have 'just got back', but I'm fading back into obscurity for just a while more.

Here's the gist of what's going down:

- I've come to terms with the fact that my parents really are neglectful douchecanoes, and that this is NOT how normal, happy, healthy people live.
- I've been busy trying to keep my cousin sane, who finally got to go home today after two months here in hell.
- I'm heavily depending on my friends Kevin and Gill for several things which are entirely out of everyone's control, including the chance to see the one person in the world who can make me the happiest, as well as the chance to have a normal life.
- Everyone's poised for a fight and with my cousin gone, I've been appointed the task of protecting my sister from the crossfire.
- Said crossfire could ruin my chances at everything within the span of a few seconds.
- I'm in the midst of a conspiracy: Kev&Gill intend to move to Holland as soon as possible, taking me with them. My parents still have the impression that we're all moving together. They still don't get how terrible they are and how much we want to say ******** NO. But they're the ones working and in charge of the money (they're terrible with it, I mean really, getting ******** iPhones while the kid still needs clothes?) If I'm not more careful with my dealings, I could end up getting my one chance out of here booted out and I'd be stuck here.

I'd start making steps towards getting out by myself (getting a job, going back to school, etc.) but I'm waiting on a lot of things right now, and if I should start now, not only would I not be able to take what I was waiting for without dropping my progress, but if I did, and it all fell through (as these things tend to do) I'd have nothing to fall back on.

All I can do is bide my time and see if anything comes through. Until then, I'm remaining understandably pessimistic, which never helps my dramatic decline in mood whenever things look grim.

I'm sorry guys. I'll probably be back in full force once this particular situation is done with (and a certain benchmark is reached), hopefully by next month. Either way, you won't see much of me.

Till' then, my pretties~  

[ArkRaptor]

Yeeeeeesh!

Sounds rough. Yeah, you get everything straightened out first.
Sounds like a "top priority" kinda thing.

 

[Queen Sarafina]

Jeez, I really hope things get better for you, good luck!  

[- P S ii C H 0 -]

Damn.

I pray that you'll be able to successfully sort things out, soon...