Tol, it is actually normal for some to react in such ways when rejected especially by the one we sincerely loved. Imagine those graceful dreams and thoughts that we have drawn in the depths of our imaginations about a wonderful relationship ngunit mapupunta lang pala sa wala.
Yet, there is no need to worry, soar into cloud 9. As you have said, this girl made you realized how unprepared you are when it comes to love, so the next time, you might as well prepare yourself physically, emotionally, and spiritually, since life sometimes sprinkles salt to our wounds. Another wonderful thing that you should realize is that you, a wonderful being, is not worthy to be paired with a girl na ang lakas makapag-reject ng ibang tao, she should have done it in a more respectful manner hindi ba? Have pity for yourself sometime, rest, heal, get up, and love again when you are prepared. Hope it helped tol smile