Yumitoko II
Kit Kat Purrpurr
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And I actually wrote down what my first shift was like.
I'm not sure how much time I spent being shifted. But I definitely did.
I've never felt the way I did. At first I was seeing tunnel vision, and my view was small. I had to think of every detail about what I was. But, as time we t on, my view got wider. And I did more things automatically. Like yawning the way they do, and growling. I roared. I really roared.
And every time I roared, I felt this burning sensation starting in my gut, then slowly working its way through my body. I felt my eyes vibrating in their sockets. I don't even know how to do that. And my limps were vibrating.
At one point, I was envisioning climbing up a tree, but then suddenly my vision went grey. I couldn't see anything, I wanted the fog to be clear. So I growled and snarled and roared. And eventually, I felt the vibrating reach its peak, and then stop. And I could see. See very very clearly (my eyes were closed the whole time).
Clearly.
As a jaguar.
I envisioned a landscape not known well by jaguars; a grassy field with almost no trees. I began to pant in the hot sun and felt the heat getting under my fur. Flies started bothering me and I shook my head. I looked around and spotted what looked like a jungle of sorts off in the distance. So I started off at a run towards it. About midway to it, I began to get really thirsty, so I lifted my head in the air and sniffed. I could smell a spring not far off, and when I get there, I leaned down to the water and lapped it up with my tongue. When I turned around to head back, I came face to face with another jaguar. We exchanged growls and angry looks, but I managed to get past him. When I arrived at the forest, I climbed up a tree and laid down in the branches. And I knew. I could open my eyes and be a jaguar.
So I opened my eyes actually, and I could still see the landscape. Even if I was looking directly at my room, I saw a faded image of the plain. And I still felt like a jaguar. I got down off my bed because Temari kept trying to get in my room by annoying me with her scratching at the door. So I snarled at the door and she stopped. Then I jumped back on the bed and laid down again, where I set my head down and relaxed for a few minutes.then I realized I would have to become human again, so I had to envision myself with my human features again. And slowly, I became human again. I'm all good now.
I have I'm just lurking and shy, seeing how other people deal with being Therian and seeing and hearing how others find their Theriotypes.
Wow that's a very strong shift too.
I'll post sooner or later under the name Mikuru-Yuki…I post in that name so my family can't search up my old usernames and know it's me. xD
I feel close to big cats more than the domestic type, they fascinate me more and I feel actually calmer near them and wonder what it's like through their eyes.
I spend more time with my dogs than actual people because they don't really seem to understand me as much, my dogs accept me but they know I'm not the same, I might be something bigger, they love me but know I can get a bit scary haha. I do like the fact that they understand things more in actions than words, my dogs don't actually bark much at all, they probably growl more than bark but are not bad dogs.
Still they're good to wrestle with when I feel like it, I like a good wrestle haha,
as much as I like smaller dogs for the fact they are cute, I like bigger dogs because they keep me warm in the winter and I can wrestle with them properly. xD
They do accept me but know I'm not one of them, maybe I'm just crazy. xD
Although I've been wondering if it's possible for animals to have the soul's of other animals or humans, because my eldest dog at times seems rather human and sometimes cat like… that's an interesting spin on things. sweatdrop
Think since getting the puppy she's more dog like again, he's almost a year old anyways. *ramble*
I'll post soon and see, for now I think it's good to talk regardless and I found out about Therianthropes from Wolf Therians because they are very common, it does seem a bit unfair that they are being so exclusive when there's so many of them. But it's in the nature of wolves to stay with other wolves I suppose…
*continues to lurk* ninja
Yeah, I'm glad I helped you a bit with this, though. >w<
