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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2014 4:09 am
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Plump belly.
Mood changes.
Worried all the time.
How on earth had Gwarredd missed these signs, he had played with her belly, teased her about the moods, and often mistook the worry for something else. The dark leopard had convinced himself that winter was finally closing in them and caused some serious thinking, they needed to find a permanent home and fast.
When she approached him Gwarredd could already feel tension that could be sliced in the air around them, not coming from himself, but absolutely radiating from her. This time noticing the worry was unavoidable and he almost became instantly sick to his stomach. Keeping himself calm, keeping himself under control was about the hardest thing he had done in his entire life. That's when it hit him.
Was she leaving? DId she know what she meant to him?
Her eyes didn't say that she was leaving, they were pleading, and so the dark leopard took a deep breath and dropped his rump so that he wouldn't fall if her news said otherwise. "What's wrong?" He tried hard to keep himself composed, but HE was worried now.
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2014 3:07 am
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Did his ears deceive him, had she said what she did? A moment of flash backs occurred to him, his paws caressing her chubby belly, his voice collapsing in to tease playfully about her winter weight, how long had she known? Anger bubbled with those thoughts, quite nearly throwing himself into a blind rage and than he saw her face.
He stood, shook himself from the anger, freed himself from the worry and was happy to have his stomach be calm again. With a relaxing deep breath his smile returned. "Anju, how long have you held onto such a burden? No wonder you've been so exhausted, that's a lot to carry around on your own!" His words came out fluidly and were drenched in a sweet care, a tone that was specifically for her, no other leopardess would receive such treatment. It was than that his love for her had completely solidified in his mind, no matter what she had done prior to them he was ready to be there for the long haul.
"I want you to know that no matter what happens, tell me everything. I am here for you through thick and thin, you'll never have to be alone to face things like this m'love." It surprised Gwarredd how smooth his words came out.
But that's what he gets when speaking from the heart.
During his brief little speeches he had pulled a paw up to brush tears from his partners face, once he had silenced himself and all that was left for the world was her sobs he moved forward and stood like a fluffy wall. He had remembered as a cub that he loved to bury his face in his Mum's pelt when he was crying, just to hide from the world for a moment. She needn't have her vulnerability open to everything, not while Gwarredd was around and he planned on being there awhile.
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2014 9:01 am
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She kept waiting for the worst to come but instead she heard his voice, soft and caring as it always was asking her why she hadn't told him sooner. She hadn't been 100 percent sure sooner. She had been in denial was what the problem had been. She was going to speak but then his warm body was next to hers and she instinctively turned towards him and buried herself in his warmth, in his scent, in his security.
The world was lost to her and she cried. She cried her relief, her regret, her sadness and her fear. She wasn't ready to be a parent. She had been so certain he was going to leave her, yet here he remained. Was she so blessed to have found someone so caring and so wonderful? It had to be true. Why else would he stay. Why would anyone stay to raise the b*****d children of someone else unless they truly loved you.
After what seemed like hours, but was only moments she unburied her face, but remained close to him, afraid to move away from the security he was providing her. "You don't know how much your words mean to me. How much YOU mean to me." She breathed against his body as she tried to stifle her tears and calm down.
"I suppose I knew a while back, but I've been in denial." She said softly, regretting having kept this a secret for so long.
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