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My belly soo in the way. I have to let it expand outward as much as it can.

Semok has said she has seen way bigger bellies. So I'm gonna keep growing my belly til the day I die. I will get it really huge, hard, solid, and round. I WILL!!!!

But still, I fear for my health, but don't think I will get past this obsession, will continue to grow my huge beer belly to a huge ball belly. xp And I will never ever work out or exercise, haven't since I was a senior in high school.

So no exercise+alcohol often+eating mostly fast or junk food+not being active=biggest ball belly ever. I'm talking 50 inches or more. rofl

This may be innapropriate but as an update, I also can't see my private part thingy when I stand up and look down. When I pee I just see the stream. Even if my thing is erected, still can't see it much, sometimes barely the far top part. neutral If I keep growing it then, well I hope I don't pee everywhere. Joys of my ball belly. xp Love feeling like I have a ball inside me. whee But not seeing the scale reading or my feet if I stand up and look down, just soo weird. One time I weighed myself and decided to not bend over, so I looked down and well I wasn't able to see how much I weighed then scale turned off. *lolz* have to bend over to see scale reading. Man I feel pregnant. Women can't see their feet when they are pregnant, but my pregnancy is permanent. So women can eventually see their feet again, but me.....I'll probably never see them again when I stand up and look down.

I'm probably the only person ever who likes having a big belly and wants to keep growing it and to never want to lose it. I mean I like feeling my ball belly, and I can't imagine my life without my wonderful ball belly when sitting down and feeling it's roundness. mrgreen

I read about how dangerous it is to have a big belly, all the health problems, and oh my eek and saying that people need to lose it. eek Reading those articles make my heart palpitate weirdly. I should lose the belly, but I'm going to keep it, I like it way too much, and not just keep it, keep it growing. eek I wanna keep it growing and see what happens. idea It gets soo much in the way when I sit down on my bed at about 45.5 inches. Imagine 50 inches, oh my it's gonna really be in the way, sadly I can't wait for that to happen. biggrin Not seeing my feet ever when I stand up, look down and walk here I come.

I'm convinced.... eek I have central obesity, most of my fat goes to my stomach area. It feels weird, imagine if it was even bigger.

I already sometimes get chest pains, and I get out of breath a lot lately, especially when I'm working, I can hear myself breathe much louder, getting out of breath easily. I heard it's the belly, cuz the bigger the belly gets if the belly gets too hard, the fat can't expand outward so the more the fat has to go deeper to surround the organs and if the belly stays hard, and fat keeps going inward, eventually the organs will be totally surrounded by fat, and if more fat come inward, there isn't any room for it to store itself, and theres more fat coming behind it, eventually it blocks up, and only way to get in to store is to crush the organs so it can fit. Like lungs, no room at lungs, so the fat crushes lungs to make room and it will keep doing it of course til it gets soo bad I can't breath barely. more fat keeps coming in, and then of course, can't breath.