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Cmon stupid fat. Surround my heart completely so my heart can beat irregular all the time. Force my heart to work.

Just got my blood work results and apparently I’m in the beginning stage of cirrhosis. No wonder my belly keeps growing, I keep gaining fluid build up. It’s soo weird, like I have a water tank.

I’m gaining weight really fast like super fast. 210 pounds now. Before I got my weed card mid January I weighed like 185ish. 25 pounds in a month. surprised Wonder how far I’ll go. I eat nothing but fast food and junk food, and with weed oh I want fast food lolz. I get soo out of breathe. I wonder if there’s fat around my organs. Probably cuz it’s 47 inch belly, where for men a belly higher than 40 inches is considered at risk for visceral fat and Are considered to have central obesity. But my belly is 47 inches, so me having visceral fat is like gaurenteed.
I feel soo fat and huge in my belly area. (I have a huge beer belly.) Fat is soo weird, if you don’t do anything about it it stores, and it will keep storing and storing keep growing lolz. I don’t really care though but I fear for my heart. It never beats irregular so guess I’m good.

Weed has made me fat. And if I continue with weed Im gonna keep gaining weight. There’s no stopping it, gonna have a beer belly and be fat for rest of my life. Weigh 210 now. Have to drop to 165 to get back to normal weight. I’m 45 pounds overweight. I’m soo fat. If I weigh higher than 197 I’m considered obese. My body fat percentage is like 32%, men with higher then 25 % body fat are considered obese, but my 32? I don’t look fat much in real life but it worries me, why is body fat percent so high? I think I know, fat is surrounding my organs. At 47 inches belly and a high waist to hip ratio with a hard belly, it indicates i have way too much visceral fat. But I want more visceral fat, lots lots more to the point the fat is crushing my organs like lungs. And I eat fast food everyday so cmon visceral fat keep growing. Can’t wait for heart palpitations due to fast food. Doctor may say i need to stop or I could die, no I won’t stop. Super size me lllx.

No seriously I’m obese. I have a ball belly I can’t stop touching.
Why does my belly keep getting bigger by the day? Why does most of my fat only go to my belly? Why? I’m worried I can’t ride some rides cuz my belly bulges too much.,Try to suck it in.

Belly bulges soo much. Round ball. Imagine the fat.

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vzhoVK9AyQs/maxresdefault.jpg Like his fat he’s got bad abdominal obesity and look at his belly.l fat.

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I feel just like that woman, but instead of being happy for being pregnant, it’s me being happy about my beer belly and I can’t stop feeling it. Lolz. What if I have ascites? Been breathing very heavily lately and when I bloat myself and sit down and bend over I can’t breathe. Gasping for air and still not losing weight.