[prp] numbers station (Leila + ???)

[cibarium]

please explain
I want to believe you're trying to say something to us. That's what my magic instincts are saying. But my internet instincts say you're a virus or some kind of spambot.

So what gives?

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Leila Townhome, Ph D Entomology (UC Davis)
Adjunct Professor at Rider-Waite College  

[shibrogane]

[she knows my thoughts I am hiding them as best I can if she knows I can talk to you there will be pain I would rather die]  

[cibarium]

190805 1114152319 1325 2008152107082019 09 0113 080904091407 20080513 0119 02051920 09 030114 0906 190805 1114152319 09 030114 20011211 2015 251521 2008051805 23091212 0205 16010914 09 2315211204 180120080518 040905

More numbers. But something clicked with Leila, the repetition, and she remembered those basic number ciphers she'd done in middle school for fun; she used to have a diary full of them. That meant it would take a moment on Google to unscramble the code and dear lord what the ******** class="quote">

shibrogane

re: please explain
[why are you talking to us]
[is it better for me to also type in code]

[shibrogane]

[i don't know where else to go

Someone added me to this listserv and you were talking about magic and I thought maybe it would help but it hasnt]  

[cibarium]

[you were added by someone else] ??
[you dont need to tell me who or why
it just surprised me
i want to help you
tell me what you can and i can relay it to the mailing list
we can work on a way to help you without you needing to think about it as much]

shibrogane

 

[shibrogane]

[i don't know how it keeps happening she made me hurt them]  

[cibarium]

[with magic] ?

shibrogane

 

[shibrogane]

[I don't know I went far away and I hurt them]

cibarium

 

[cibarium]

[no matter what she made you did you're still a good person
i promise
the important thing is figuring out how to keep this person away from you and your mind]

shibrogane

 

[shibrogane]

[I don't think that can be done

I need to die]

cibarium

 

[cibarium]

She was talking about wanting someone to kill her again. Leila bit her lip, whining anxiously.

shibrogane

re: please explain
There has to be a way for you to not die.
What if you were put to sleep until we found something? Would that help? I'm sure there must be a way to do it.

 

[shibrogane]

[I cant go to sleep again that doesnt stop her and it wont protect me from her

when i go to sleep she comes out]

cibarium

 

[cibarium]

shibrogane

re: please explain
This sounds so difficult. I'm sorry.
We might be able to notice things you don't if you keep letting us know what happens. I know that's a lot to ask, though.
But we'll take care of the people who were hurt, and they'll understand.

Please stay alive and remember it's not your fault

 

[shibrogane]

[I have to go now

I won't contact you again

Bye]

cibarium