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Brother, we've all been there. The fact that you recognize that fact shows that His Spirit is guiding you.

Whatever we confess (acknowledge as wrong), YHWH forgives and facilitates healing in that area. heart

• 1 John 1:9 (NIV)
  
  9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

The Holy Spirit through OtakuKat gave a good idea to pursue. By apologizing/seeking forgiveness from the person(s) you've wronged, you can help alleviate your conscience further and smooth over any tears in the relationship. It'll bring you closer (assuming it's a relationship you're still in and want to preserve and/or make stronger). Apologizing and taking back your malicious words can reverse the effects of the wrong and set things right.

the Catholic church, the Episcopal and I guess the Lutherans, probably others. Though the Catholic church is so large I don't know that I was being fair. I am by my nature, so I feel affinity toward white america and European peoples. I also would try not to go overboard with this as I didn't really like the idea of becoming like a full on klansman or something. In sunday school growing up it felt like they just gave me the we're all just Christians stuff, and on the other nationalist side of Christianity I just heard about stupid stuff like some cults of people who interperted the bible to show that they were jews and whites were demonic or stuff that just sounded like nonsense. Things i'd see about the church giving sanctuary to illegal immigrants here for economic reasons, And Lutherins transforming a midwestern town over night with 100s of somali refugees. I had also decided the anti abortion and gay stuff was kind of unfair and therefore the religion was bad and a lie, and decided to distrust everything christian for decades.