Both of us!

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Both of us get it, we understand that feeling.
The one that makes you want to die.
When no one notices your tear stained eyes.
Maybe thats because you've been sad so long
Everyone finds it normal.

I understand the feeling that you will always be sad.
The sadness never leaves.
It tears at us until we can't take it anymore.
when will we smile again?
When will we stop crying on the inside?

Better yet when will we want to live again?
The pain of living is sometimes too much
Why doesn't anyone understand.
You're looking for a reason and depression seems to fit.
But with everyone telling you your fine it's slips your mind.

Both of us feel your pain, never dubt that we feel it too.
You feel like your heart has been shreaded into sand.
You have no life left just an empty body.
The pain is real anad both of us know how it kills.

Together we can cry and feel a little better.
Knowing that some one understands
Neither of us jugde the other.
Because both of us know how pain hurts.  

[Muffin Manic]

I would love to get comments on this!  

[Muffin Manic]

When did you see that boy as more important.
I thought we had a thing going,
You listened to me and I listened to you.
But you don't here me as I am replace by a guy that won't last.

You were a great friend, but nothing to me now.
I could die and you would care I am nothing to you.
Just say it and give over it, dewling on it only makes things harder.
My pain is not important to anyone, they don't feel a thing.

Why don't you see that my heart pours tears and I can't feel anything.
A knife in my head wouldn't hurt this bad. It means nothing to you but I'll
say it anyway. I cry for I know time ca not bring this pain to an end.
I breathe and I walk I must just keep going on and on.

In an endless cycle I get ignored but you don't care I am dead to you.
Was I ever anything to anyone? I call out for a friend but there are none

well it's not finished ut what do you all think!