so, ok. a while ago i had a dream that i was a native american boy that was shot down and died.
a little while later i had a dream that i was a father to a N.A. boy, and he went away to see his mother and died.

one day my boyfriend was doing a meditation and in it a diety gave his a tomahawk (sp?) and told him to telll ME to look into it. so im a little confused.
what are your thoughts. before this meditation, i just past the dreams as just dreams. so im not sure what to think.
and lets say i did lose a child, it would explain my desire for a baby, and my overpertective nature of things close to me. even if i read a book where a child is in danger, i get sad and sometimes worked up.
ut when i was a child, i was obsesed about N.A. culture, and to this day i have some N.A. tools on my alter.