Of all the Ramadhan I had, this is the loneliest.
I failed to pray every Tarawi and there are times when I don't complete the 5 prayers in a day.
The very basic reason is that I have now relocated or have changed the place where I live. Before, I live in an Islamic city. But now I live in the metropolitan where life is very demanding. I need to be at school from morning till the evening. Plus, I go to a catholic school. I now live here because I go to college and college education is better in the metropolitan than in rural areas.
Nevertheless, whenever I have time I go to the mosque nearest to my school.
I feel so empty because I have not felt the real spirit of Ramadhan this year.

Last year, I was even able to go to my province (the Islamic city I'm referring to). while i'm there, i really felt the spirit of Ramadhan. I pray everyday and always on the state of ablution. I pray each Tarawi and Tahajjud and never missed one.

But now... crying crying