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Ugh....

February 14, 2009 - The worst day of my life. EVER.


Can I just tell you all about what happened in that day so I could (at least ) be a little happy?

I just remembered it because of boredom and i can't take my mid of it SERIOUSLY.

It was 5:30 p.m. .

I texted my "Special Friend" to join me in the all for valentines day. I bought her a Little bear Key chain(Which I still have here.). She said She would go. so I went there at 6:00 P.M. (Our supposedly meeting time). I saw some of my friends, and their "Valentines day dates". (Which I envied). I waited her to come.

... But she never came.

I waited for 14 hours for her. I almost slept outside the mall (Because it closes on 11.) because of her. Why did I do that? Simple.

.. she made me see a chance to move on.

And I went home at 3 a.m. and got grounded for 1 week.

ANd I also cried in that 14 hours.

When i went to sleep, a txt message came to my phone.

"Im sorry I cant come. I have a party over at my friends." she said.

I WAS SHATTERED. Sooo sooo Shattered.

And I didn't sleep for 2 days.

and after that 2 days, i forgot about that incident. I just remembered it now.

It still hurts. And I dont know why I said this but, i fell like I had to.

I just hope some of you guys out there are here to make me feel better. maybe thats the reason.

I just want to smack my self.

Because I hurt myself again.

Im sorry guys.

I just want to let this out....

Thanks for understanding me.

Baby kiston, you're still a baby. XD

It may hurt now but half a year from now, you won't even care about that.

Just realize that you gotta take things slow and to never expect things!

That may sound depressing but if you don't expect something, then getting it will be ten times better.

Cheer up dork, :3 things aren't that bad.

awwww.....someone needs a hug.

*huggles you* things will be alright in time. 3nodding

*sings* "the sun will come out tomorrow..."