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Posted: Sun Jun 21, 2009 8:35 pm
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All right, now I am no expert at making friends. In fact, a lot of people think I am a monster. *blush*
However, it is because my mother is a total B*tch and she had hated me from day 1. Well, okay since she found out that I had a mental illness which cannot be cured only controlled.
I have schizophrenia. I can give you a bit of insight onto this illness. From experience, it is more of a chemical problem that happens in the brain.
Its like... okay... you know how in science the teachers mentioned something about how electricity is possible and without there being a circuit of some sort there would be no electric power? Well, the brain is a lot like that circuit. So, when there is a break in the circuit, the rest of the body is messed up.
That's what's happened to me.
As a result of this chemical loss, what happens is, is that I take a totally different approach to situations and sometimes getting the wrong idea. It had made me shyer than most people. Like I would literally take myself away from a crowd or a group of people because my other world, better known as the "Renaissance Galaxy" seemed to be better at the time.
I have been taking note of the real world and I do know the difference between what is Earth and what is not. But I also know about parallel universes.
This is where I usually come to a snag in my relationship building. When I get to talking about my discoveries, people often fear me and then they never want to speak to me again, which only worsens the problem.
It isn't the Renaissance Galaxy that is the problem. It is earthlings not willing to understand or ask enough or the right questions.
This is where this thread really comes in handy. While you guild members can ask me questions about my Renaissance Galaxy and about my past, others will get an understanding perhaps about your own questions. It is my hope that people will embrace people with an illness like mine instead of shunning it.
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Posted: Thu Jul 09, 2009 8:48 pm
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