[S] Don't push me

[Broken_Uke]

He nodded, "Me to like it was yesterday." In truth it was that picture that had gotten him through being so far away all this time but he wasnt going to tell Keon that. "Will you pass the cigs so I can put them away?"  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon nodded, he wasn't going to admit that he barely remembered it. That it was a fading memory like the rest he had. "Oh yeah here." Keon said passing the cigarettes to Shen.  

[Broken_Uke]

He nodded and put the cigarrettes away except for a pack for each of them, and slid the wood plank back into place. "What do you want to do tonight?"  

[Alikia Tsuki]

"I don't know." Keon said shrugging his shoulders. He had already done most of what he wanted to do when he got free of the foster home.  

[Broken_Uke]

He sighed and stood up, sitting on his bed as he looked at Keon. "Can I kiss you," he asked bluntly as he looked at Keon.  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon looked up surprised as Shen asked to kiss him. "You did last night..." Keon said shrugging, he understood what the other meant now and not just a kiss on the cheek like he had been getting all day. "Why do you even want to?" he questioned curiously.  

[Broken_Uke]

He thought for a moment and scooted to the edge of the bed, looking at Keon sweetly. "Because I've been wanting to all day, and havent gotten to, and because I really care for you, and the kiss from last night only made me want it more."  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon watched Shen nervously as the boy moved to the edge of the bed. He felt his heart clench a bit as Shen said what he did. It all made him so nervous and yet he felt safe with Shen no matter how much he protested the fact that he didn't need anyone. "So why didn't you do anything then if you wanted to do something all day? Its only human nature to take what we want." Keon said.  

[Broken_Uke]

He shook his head. "It may be human nature to take what we want, but I would much rather it be wanted by you to, if it isnt, its pointless for me to kiss you if you dont want me to. I wont force you to, or will I ever ask you to pretend to feel something for the sake of someone else."  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon looked surprised at Shen's words. He didn't believe it, couldn't believe what the boy was saying and yet he did. As Shen said he would never force him to do anything he didn't want to or make him pretend to feel something like others had tried. "Okay...you can...." Keon said after a few moments, his voice quiet still unsure.  

[Broken_Uke]

He got up and sweetly sat beside Keon, and leaned down kissing him sweetly. He wrapped his arms about the other gently, leting Keon know that if he wanted the kiss to continue it was on his terms.  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon tensed as Shen kissed him and his arms wrapped around him. He relaxed a bit as he realized the grip around him would allow him to break away at any moment. As he relaxed he grew more comfortable and very slowly kissed back.  

[Broken_Uke]

He sat there on the bed beside Keon without breaking the kiss and gently pulled Keon into his lap so the kiss could continue. His own face heated, he could kiss Keon back forever...  

[Alikia Tsuki]

Keon gave a small gasp as he was pulled onto Shen's lap but didn't break the kiss. It was the first kiss he had ever felt that he could end at any point and not have been forced into. Finally he broke the kiss and rested his head on Shen's shoulder his eyes closed and his hands resting on Shen's chest.  

[Broken_Uke]

He smiled and just held Keon there, he liked the weight of the other in his lap. To feel Keon's hands on his chest. He kissed Keons forehead and smiled.