Hey I haven't really been on here much lately, or posting in stuff, and I'm sorry... Things are kinda going on right now at home with my mom, my friends, school, work, and even my S.O., to the point where I just don't feel like doing much... So hopefully I'll get things worked out soon. Sorry about being gone...
Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 9:36 am
Its ok I go on Hiatus all the time! Hope you get stuff figured out!
It's not the power I have to fight... It's the power I have to restrain... So many choices I have to make right now, and so many people rely on me making "the right" choice. But either way I hurt someone I love. And... I don't know what to do!! It seems I can never do anything right. And I'm sick of having so much pressure put on me. Plus I just got written up a work for "making associates uncomfortable." The reasoning: I'm pan-sexual. It makes the girls working with me UNCOMFORTABLE... WHAT THE HELL?! So I get written up for being who I am?
.....did you ask your boss if that was valid? I mean if it is I would request that they be written up for the same reason, well for being straight because it makes you uncomfortable....also why is everyone having problems at work lately....ANYWAY thats beside the fact. You need to make the decisions that are what you think are best. I'm not saying that you aren't going to hurt people, but unfortunately thats how things go. Just because other people say something is the right answer doesn't mean that it is, you have to make the decision that is right for you. All I'm saying is that you are the one who has to live with the decision, not everyone else. Try balance out your pressures. Your going to end up hurting yourself in the end and I would really hate to see that.neutral