I'm Sorry

[Sininen_Ruusu]

Sorry I've been gone for awhile guys. But I have a perfectly good explanation... And here it is:

I found out that my doctors are surprised I'm not dead yet. the acid in my stomach is so acidic it is eating away at my stomach lining. They said within the next few years I'll more than likely be dead. I still have to wait to get blood work done, but I might have diabetes. They're thinking I might be anemic, and will not be able to raise my iron level, and I bleed more than I should. I got fired from my job, and now have no way for paying for the medical bills, or my apartment. And I got fired because of missing 3 days because I had to go to the hospital. My SO doesn't seem to understand me, and it's putting a huge strain on our relationship and I don't know for how much longer I can deal with it... I just feel like my entire world has been waiting for the most opportune moment in my life to come crashing down... I just hope I can stand it, and make something good come of all of this.

Take that as you may...  

[Queen_Zimika]

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[choco-taiyaki-x]

Aww.. I'm sorry..I hope you'll feel much better soon! >n<  

[Queequeg89]

Yikes... I hope things get better for you...  

[Sininen_Ruusu]

Thanks guys. I'll update you guys again soon. My follow-up is next Tuesday and there SHOULD be progress... At least I hope so.  

[nujumkh]

no offense but how are you even on gaia.
i mean it sounds like your on your deathbed but you still have time to update us (you know thats actually a pretty nice thought so thanks but in all seriousness i wouldn't be on a computer if i was you...uless you like FEEL the sickness and all you want to do is lie in bed. in that case ya, but thanks anyways)

...im just rambling here dont mind me.
but regardless where are you now?  

[Saekoi]

I hope things get better for you too~ >w<

In my life the crap hits the fan like that too at different points, mostly too when it is the least possible time I'd want it to.

Especially with going to college and stuff... things get really stressful~

And sorry to hear that you have a life threatening condition, hopefully that can be fixed >o<

 

[Sininen_Ruusu]

nujumkh

no offense but how are you even on gaia.
i mean it sounds like your on your deathbed but you still have time to update us (you know thats actually a pretty nice thought so thanks but in all seriousness i wouldn't be on a computer if i was you...uless you like FEEL the sickness and all you want to do is lie in bed. in that case ya, but thanks anyways)

...im just rambling here dont mind me.
but regardless where are you now?

I'm not on my deathbed. I'm just in a s**t ton of pain. XD I got fired from my job so I have a lot of time now. I used to have a full time first shift job, so I have to fill the space with something. I chose internet and friends. and theres not much I can do except take the pills they gave me on time, and hope for better.  

[Sininen_Ruusu]

Saekoi

I hope things get better for you too~ >w<

In my life the crap hits the fan like that too at different points, mostly too when it is the least possible time I'd want it to.

Especially with going to college and stuff... things get really stressful~

And sorry to hear that you have a life threatening condition, hopefully that can be fixed >o<

Yea, my FAFSA for college isn't going through either. x.x
I'm hoping it can be fixed too...  

[nujumkh]

Sininen_Ruusu

nujumkh

no offense but how are you even on gaia.
i mean it sounds like your on your deathbed but you still have time to update us (you know thats actually a pretty nice thought so thanks but in all seriousness i wouldn't be on a computer if i was you...uless you like FEEL the sickness and all you want to do is lie in bed. in that case ya, but thanks anyways)

...im just rambling here dont mind me.
but regardless where are you now?

I'm not on my deathbed. I'm just in a s**t ton of pain. XD I got fired from my job so I have a lot of time now. I used to have a full time first shift job, so I have to fill the space with something. I chose internet and friends. and theres not much I can do except take the pills they gave me on time, and hope for better.

...oh i see. did you get a part time job or are you just living like a teen in summer razz
...well a teen on his/her deathbed in summer.
where do you live now?