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 Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 12:43 am
I had to freaken DEFER my student loans payments for yet another 6 months in s**t (yes I have deferred them in like December/January 2013 since I didn't have a job in s**t), but now I had to do it again since I don't have a job again since I can't sub again until mid August, and I still have those ******** restrictions in s**t. Soo stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where it's only sub as a teacher at the high school, and any other school as an educational assistant. I don't want to have to go to work again like that where I have to ******** FEAR that I could get in trouble again where they will put me on hold again for a ******** month. That is just rediculous.
That's why I want a real job, but no ******** else will hire me.
I EVEN PUT A ******** APPLICATION FOR ******** MCDONALDS LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO and so far nothing. SOMETHINGS WRONG!!!!!!!!!
I know, no one wants to hire me cuz they are scared I will take their job away from them cuz I have a ******** bachelors degree in s**t....it's soo ******** stupid!!!!!!!!!! ******** YOU ALAMOGORDO WHO ******** HIRES UNRELIABLE HIGH SCHOOLERS AND COLLEGE STUDENTS WHO DON"T TAKE THEIR ******** JOBS SERIOUSLY AND SLACK OFF IN s**t!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOO ******** STUPID!!!!!! Guess I am destined to live with my parents forever until I get a REAL job, but no where in this ******** capitalistic town will hire me. ******** YOU!!!!!!!!!! I will have to sub again in mid august when school starts again. I guess that is just telling me that I should just be a teacher in s**t after I get a masters degree. It's just ******** stupid. I'm all like "I betcha no employee at walmart has a BA degree.".
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 12:52 am
My teachers at high school has always told me to go to college in s**t and that it is worth it. And know I am thinking second thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!! sad
WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW I COULD HAVE ******** DONE 5 YEARS AGO IN s**t WITHOUT HAVING TO BE ******** 30000$ IN ******** DEBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM IN ******** 30000$ DOLLARS IN ******** DEBT!!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW TO TRY TO OBTAIN A JOB IN THIS STUPID REPUBLICAN ******** TOWN OF ALAMOGORDO, I COULD HAVE DONE 5 YEARS AGO WHEN I DIDN"T HAVE 30000$ IN DEBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN REALLY!!!!!!!!!!! SOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO YEAH GETTING A DEGREE IS BAD IN AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!! DO NOT GET A DEGREE UNLESS YOU PLAN TO BE A ******** TEACHER, DOCTOR (Medical), NURSE, THERAPIST, PSYCHOLOGIST, PSYCHIATRIST, COUNSELOR, ETC>) SINCE THOSE ARE THE STUPID MAJOR FIELDS THAT ACUALLY NEED PPL WITH THOSE DEGREES which are in high demand!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 12:59 am
I MEAN I ******** LIVE ON ******** FOOD STAMPS FOR CHRIS SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been reapproved for until June 2014. I mean really that should tell you something.
My life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get food stamps until December where I have to submit a report to see if my thing has changed since then such as with my job.
BUt yeah, me with food stamps shows you all something that my life sucks and I have to ******** cling to my parents and live with them cuz my life sucks soo much and can't be independent.
I just wish My gf would agree with me, I could just give her my food stamp card for her to use in stuff, I mean I do the same thing with my mom sometimes and plan to do it with her again since I have like over 240$ in food stamps in stuff.
I just can't live with my gf cuz I don't have a job right now. sad
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 8:07 pm
University is a good idea because if when you graduated highschool they didn't have any jobs it's possible 4-5 years down the line jobs will appear. The problem is they try to make every major equal and it's not true because some have better job outcomes.
Sometimes you have to move to find a job. Even if it doesn't seem like the best option at the moment.
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Posted: Mon Jul 15, 2013 6:57 am
If my hypothesis is correct, these are drunk posts and that will solve most of the problem
And it doesn't have to be alcoholic for Aoi to be drunk
K?
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 3:35 am
Kitalpha Hart If my hypothesis is correct, these are drunk posts and that will solve most of the problem And it doesn't have to be alcoholic for Aoi to be drunk K? Screw you. I still feel this even if I am sober. No one in ******** ALAMOGHETTO will hire me cuz none of them have a ******** degree, and such so they fear that someone with a degree will take their job away from them in like 6 months. So yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't live in ******** POOR a** NEW MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!! SO you do not know how we feel. At all. I am freaken hired with the stupid temp agency so I hope they find a job for me, but it is not almost gaurenteed. I'll have to continue ******** subbing in mid August when school is back in session cuz that is the only stupid place that will hire me. BUT I WANT A REAL JOB THAT WILL GAURENTEE ME A PAYCHECK EVERY 2 WEEKS in s**t and that will not PUT ME ON ******** HOLD FOR A ******** ENTIRE MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean that is just rediculous. AND YOU ALL ******** ROPERS WHO ARE VOTING ******** THAT I CANT HANDLE A REAL JOB IN s**t IS MORE AND MORE PROVIDING ME PROOF FOR ME GETTING ******** SSI/DISABILITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YOU ARE ONLY PROVIDING ME MORE PROOF FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YEAH PLEASE VOTE THAT I CANT HAND A REAL JOB, IT"LL BUILD IT MORE TO MY CASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin DO SO I ******** DARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 3:43 am
I mean really AHAHAHHA
SSI HEAR I COME!!!!!!!!
IF I CONTINUE TO TAKE ALCOHOL AND BENADRYL EVERY OTHER DAY I WILL CONTINUE TO ******** UP MY MIND SO I WILL HAVE TO GET SSI!!!!!!!!!! SO I will eventually be as ******** slow as ******** Richard in s**t, so yeah. I'd do anything to not have to do anything for the rest of my life except watch ANIME AND VIDEO GAMES I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO yeah ahahahaha I can't want to take benadryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's an indie drug, Ahahaha GET ME HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 3:50 am
Aoi the Crossdresser I mean really AHAHAHHA SSI HEAR I COME!!!!!!!! IF I CONTINUE TO TAKE ALCOHOL AND BENADRYL EVERY OTHER DAY I WILL CONTINUE TO ******** UP MY MIND SO I WILL HAVE TO GET SSI!!!!!!!!!! SO I will eventually be as ******** slow as ******** Richard in s**t, so yeah. I'd do anything to not have to do anything for the rest of my life except watch ANIME AND VIDEO GAMES I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO yeah ahahahaha I can't want to take benadryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's an indie drug, Ahahaha GET ME HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YEAH LET ME TELL YOU MY DRUG INTAKE DAYS WITHIN THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a shot = 40«V 1 shot. MONDAY- ALCOHOL 8-12 shots Tuesday- BENADRYL 200-300mg Wednesday- Alcohol 9-12 shots Thursday- BEnadryl 250-400mg Friday- Alcohol 11-12 shots Saturday- Benadryl 200-350mg Sunday- Alcohol 10-12 shots And then monday would be like benadryl 200+ and would continue. AM I KILLING MYSELF?
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 8:57 am
sometimes I wish it was legal to kill people that live off the system and destroy their lives on it.
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 10:03 am
Aoi the Crossdresser Kitalpha Hart If my hypothesis is correct, these are drunk posts and that will solve most of the problem And it doesn't have to be alcoholic for Aoi to be drunk K? Screw you. I still feel this even if I am sober. No one in ******** ALAMOGHETTO will hire me cuz none of them have a ******** degree, and such so they fear that someone with a degree will take their job away from them in like 6 months. So yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't live in ******** POOR a** NEW MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!! SO you do not know how we feel. At all. I am freaken hired with the stupid temp agency so I hope they find a job for me, but it is not almost gaurenteed. I'll have to continue ******** subbing in mid August when school is back in session cuz that is the only stupid place that will hire me. BUT I WANT A REAL JOB THAT WILL GAURENTEE ME A PAYCHECK EVERY 2 WEEKS in s**t and that will not PUT ME ON ******** HOLD FOR A ******** ENTIRE MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean that is just rediculous. AND YOU ALL ******** ROPERS WHO ARE VOTING ******** THAT I CANT HANDLE A REAL JOB IN s**t IS MORE AND MORE PROVIDING ME PROOF FOR ME GETTING ******** SSI/DISABILITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YOU ARE ONLY PROVIDING ME MORE PROOF FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YEAH PLEASE VOTE THAT I CANT HAND A REAL JOB, IT"LL BUILD IT MORE TO MY CASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin DO SO I ******** DARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! New York has state taxes so high, they drive companies away in droves. And the state governor just raised the minimum wage, which means more jobs gone So, yeah, it sucks here too. Plus, I just graduated from high school and just found out that I have cancer, which means that I can't work Soooooooooo...
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 9:32 pm
Kitalpha Hart New York has state taxes so high, they drive companies away in droves. And the state governor just raised the minimum wage, which means more jobs gone So, yeah, it sucks here too. Plus, I just graduated from high school and just found out that I have cancer, which means that I can't work Soooooooooo... What??? Surely there are some positions you can still do even with that condition. You barely found out so it shouldn't be really bad. - hugs - < ( n _ n ) > I just don't understand.
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 9:33 pm
Aoi show me a picture of yourself. I want to see how your eyes look like and see if they're weird.
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 9:43 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart New York has state taxes so high, they drive companies away in droves. And the state governor just raised the minimum wage, which means more jobs gone So, yeah, it sucks here too. Plus, I just graduated from high school and just found out that I have cancer, which means that I can't work Soooooooooo... What??? Surely there are some positions you can still do even with that condition. You barely found out so it shouldn't be really bad. - hugs - < ( n _ n ) > I just don't understand. the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 10:06 pm
Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<)
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Posted: Wed Jul 17, 2013 10:20 pm
Dannyxcores Kitalpha Hart the nearest office job is an hour's drive away, if not longer. I can't work because of the location it's at-the mass that's the cancer (Hodgkin's lymphoma) is pushing on my heart and left lung, so I can't do any job that requires exertion, which is about 99.999% of all the jobs around here It's about 10cm/4" big, and I'm a stick, so while it's already big in the first place, it's pretty much enormous in me Plus, with the fact that it presses on the veins that transport blood and air between my heart and lungs, it makes me sleepy, and zipping up a flight of stairs leaves me panting. Been like that for years, I'm willing to bet that it's past stages 1 and 2, if not 3 as well And I'm losing weight fast, something that's normal for me in the summer, but never this much this fast. At the beginning of June, I was about 127lbs. At the end? About 109lbs My right lung is inflated because of this, the little thingies in the lung on the upper left one are hardening, the fluid between layers of the lung is crazy in the lower left lung, which making laughing, coughing, sneezing, etc. hurt So, yeah, "it's not that bad" cat_rolleyes Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. Sounds like a pain in the arsenal. Do you have to take a lot of medication or are there any daily procedures? And that weight loss.... that's mind blowing. Some people have the hardest time trying to lose weight. xD But 110? You're the skinniest thing..... I had asthma when I was a kid. So I guess I have an idea of your lungs feel. Asthma attacks were bad but I'll imagine that it's not even close to the pain you're feeling. Having chest pain from sneezing, coughing, and laughing? That must be bad. Take care of yourself. <(n.n<) they're doing a PET scan Saturday, and I start chemo next week And a ton of other things And I'm hovering at about 117 at last check, and parents and sister (a paramedic) are trying to make me eat to the point of throwing up, so hopefully, my weight won't be a problem...
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