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Posted: Wed Jul 31, 2013 5:25 am
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゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ Prom Night (7/14/2013) ゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ The Dream: It all took place at my grandmother's house at sunset. No one was in the house but me and two African American men, we were waiting for our ride who was bringing our clothes to us. Our ride had arrived, it was a man dressed in all white who, apparently, I loved. I don't remember his face, but I know I've never met this person in reality. Anyhow, he was married to a golddigger-- Another person I've never met in reality. He didn't know that she didn't love him, and for some reason I decided that I needed to show him. I don't know how I did, but he believed me and told her that he wanted a divorce, then drove off in a red sports car. She turned to me and said it was all my fault, so she jumped a fence near the end of my grandma's property. Only, in my dream, the drop was about 40ft. She had committed suicide. Suddenly, my grandmother came out of nowhere and threw a pair of purple high-heels over the fence and left. Apparently, they were my heels. So, the two men and I went down the hill and got them. We all got dressed, turns out the two men were drag queens. One was wearing green and the other in a light blue. Other than the purple heels, I don't remember what color I was wearing. In the end, we walked off into the sunset.
Translation: ► Sunset: End of a cycle ► White: Purity, perfection ► Loved One: Self-worth, acceptance ► Gold digger/Greed: Too many demands in life ► Divorce: Undergoing stress, conflict in oneself ► Red: Raw energy, danger, intense passion ► Sports Car: Luxury, desire ► Suicide: Attempt to kill traits shared with person who died ► Purple: devotion, kindness, justice, dignity ► High-heels: glamour, confidence ► Drag queens: A lot of self-confidence, hiding true self ► Green: Positive change, healing, hope ► Blue: Truth, wisdom, tranquility
I think it means that I want to end a period in my life where I see myself as a bad person, where I want to show that I'm not a cruel or greedy person-- But prove that I am kind. Wanting to prove, to myself, that I can love who I am without pretending to be cruel.
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Posted: Wed Jul 31, 2013 5:46 am
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゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ 2 Of A Kind (7/23/2013) ゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ The Dream: It all took place at my house. Everything was white and it seemed as if it were early morning the entire time, due to the slight glow in the house. There were two halves of me, my person split in two. One was a woman and one was a man. For some reason, only the woman knew that her and the man were split and that they made up one person. They got along very well and, even though knowing that they were the same person, she fell in love with him. Because she knew this, she tried to stop her feelings for him. It was night only once and it was when she went to bed, saddened. He didn't know why she was upset, so he snuck into her bed and slept beside her. She awoke, in the morning, and began to admire him while he slept. The only thing I remember her saying was, "I'd think he were an angel if not for those devil horns." Despite the fact that he had no horns. She kissed him and then I awoke.
Translation: ► White: Purity ► Morning/Sunrise: New beginning ► Woman: Passivity, caring nature ► Man: Aspect of assertiveness, accepting it if in his arms. ► Love: Contentment with what you have ► Night: Need to face reality ► Kiss: Harmony, affection
I think it means that my yin and yang have finally accepted one another. I'm not one or the other, but both. I've known for awhile but always tried to push it away. I need to face the fact that I am not bad nor good. I have a neutral and that neutral makes me, both the good and the bad from both sides.
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Posted: Wed Jul 31, 2013 6:17 am
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゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ Willow, My Dear (7/30/2013) ゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜*:・゚✧ ゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜ The Dream: It took place at my grandma's house, midday. My brother, mom, sister and I were all out in the backyard and it was very cloudy-- So much so, that it made the sky dark. Something was flying around the backyard and came down, sitting beside me. It was a dark gray owl with yellow eyes. Despite how it looked, it was kind. For some reason, I knew the owl and seeing it made me very happy. His name was Willow. For some reason, my brother came up and kicked the owl. I began to yell at him and my mom did nothing. I told them all to just leave. Then it was just me and the owl, I went over to him and picked him up. All we did was sit on the hill and looked at the crescent moon, that apparently had come out.
Translation: ► Midday: Clarity, learn from past, time to use energy ► Dark sky: Depression, anger, lack of wisdom ► Family: Security, alternatively-- bitterness, rivalry ► Owl: Wisdom, letting go of the past, death, insight ► Dark gray: Fright, depression, confusion ► Yellow: Intellect or deceit, depending on if good dream or bad one ► Happiness: To compensate for sadness in life ► Willow: Sadness, loss of something, or rebirth and survival ► Kick: Being victimized or pushing you ahead ► Anger: Frustrations with one you're angry with ► Crescent Moon: Renewal, movement
I think it means that I don't want to think how my family does, I want to be independent. I see my brother as someone who tries to prevent this, based on real life relationship. After pushing out what my family wants me to believe, I can find clarity with myself and accept the knowledge that I've come to know from personal experience. This is a rough translation, I will probably come back to edit it.
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