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Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 6:17 pm
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Okay, so I've been working at this new restaurant for about two months now. We had orientation at the very end of March/early April, and they said come back to us next week and we'll be open. Well... next week turned into a month. Right around the first of May, they started letting us come in and start cleaning and getting ready. 2nd week of May we offically open. Because I was one of the few whom started early, I was wondering when we were getting paid. Well, the board ended up saying June 6th. Now of course all of us back in the kitchen were like O_o. We didn't make any tip outs or anything throughout the week, the paychecks were all we had. But being the good little patient one I am (and the rest of us) were, I decided to wait it out. Yesterday I asked specifically what time we had to be there to get our checks, and they said one o'clock. And this afternoon I arrived at excatly one. They said that the manager with the checks was not there, so we needed to come back at four. Okay, four came and I returned. She still wasn't there. So I waited with almost half the staff in the middle of the dining area waiting for our money. We waited over an hour before they started letting us in. But the whole reason behind this rant was the fact that my paycheck was not even full! I'm missing 1 1/2 weeks of work! They said 'Oh, we're having problems with the back pay. We'll have it to you soon.' Outloud I was able to keep my cool, but on the inside I was fuming. I'm not able to pay off two of my debts now until later. I was supposed to get over around 1200... but I only got 800. So tomorrow since I have off, I am officially going job hunting. I have a friend who works at a place called Carrabba's, and he's putting in a good word for me. I hope it's enough.
That's my rant for today. Discuss if you wish. :3
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 3:46 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 1:30 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 6:15 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 9:44 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 10:00 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 3:10 am
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2006 4:17 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 18, 2006 7:48 am
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Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 9:30 am
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I've had a horrible week . First I get pressured into smoking, and I got addicted for about a week or 2. Then I started to be afraid my mom would catch onto my stealing a few cigarettes from her every morning, so I decided to stop.
I go to school on tuesday and I have my last cigarette in the girls bathroom, and I nearly caught the trashcan on fire! (Mind you, I couldn't get the cigarette to flush the day before so I didn't try again, and I didn't think to put the cigarette out with the water instead of smushing it against the garbage bag.) Then some girls smelled the smoke and started talking about it, and when I left the stall they were staring at me. Then about 20 mins later one of my friends smelt the smoke on my breath and said something, which I quickly denied, but still, I keep getting the stares.
Then on wensday morning I started to get really bad cravings, and all I wanted to do was puke. I had to lean forward to keep my stomach from hurting, and whenever I did I would have trouble breathing and my headache would get worse. So eventually I called my mom and had her come pick me up from school. I spent the rest of the day laying in bed crying. (My mom thought I was just sick) I couldn't stop sweating, and kept puking up black s**t. So I go to sleep, and when I wake up, my sisters are home from school and running around my ******** room!
I can't stand people in my room, and it sucks because I have to share a room with my 6yr old sister, and the computer is in my room. (We have another computer but my dad is selfish) I can't get my own ******** room becuase I have 3 freaking sisters and my cousin is moving in, and we only have 3 rooms! That's a room for my parents, a room for my 11 & 2 yr old sisters, a room for the 6yr old and I, and a couch for my cousin. I can't stand having all these people in my room! They screw up my computer, rip the pages out of all my books, and ruin everything I own! My digital camera is broken to pieces, I have playdoh in my usb cable for my webcam, pages are ripped out of my yearbook, all my coloring books are scribbled in, my computer has tons of viruses, my closet is in disaray from them playing hide and seek in it, and that's not even the begining!
So basically, my week has been HORRIBLE!
And then I haven't told my best friend that I've been smoking, and I know he's going to hate me! I talk to him all the time, and we tell eachother everything, but I just can't bare to tell him about my smoking problem because I'm so worried of what he'll think of me. When I told him about my cutting problem last year he stopped trusting me and kept calling me pathetic and keeping all sharp objects away from me, like he thought I was suicidal. Well know I'm stuck in a load of s**t, because I just smoked my last cigarette and my friend won't get me any, and I can't get rid of this addiction. And ontop of it all, I can't even get help from the guy that I respect and trust more than anything.
Well yeah anyway, my life is screwed right now. crying
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 2:54 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 11:51 pm
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okay....well since i really need to get this off my chest
i...really dislike people who put other people down...and i'm a victim of that, they know that i'll get mad and they know how mad i get.... i try to tell them to stop in a nce, calm, civilized tone but they never stop NEVER!! it's these kinds of people who just want to go ona a massacre, and i mean total genocide of just killing bulies and mean, insensitive jerks who don't care about anyoe elses feelings.... okay, to let oyu know i have a short temper.... which basically means that jsut about anything can blow my fuse and start yelling at anyone...or in the slightest of cases try to kill the person.... though this has rarely ever happened i just hate it... i hate humiliating myself because i can't control my anger.... it pisses me off to no end that people like to see other people cry just because they want to get a laugh out of it... and these people? need to go to hell... i know that what i am saying is rude, mean and just out right true......but thats just me and i really hate it
also, o DESPISE people who use other people for their own personal gain, this also means gangs, the mafia, the government, catholics...though thats seldom, and anyone else...including some men... i'm not saying that all men are mean and disgusting slobs that will use anyone they want...because well women can do the exact same thing and do much worse eh hehe it's just that it's not right... it's not right for other people to use anyone for personal gain... like humiliating someone to look cool or the like....it's these types of people that i just want to rip off their heads.... i know that what i say is grotesque but thats just my opinion.....
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Posted: Thu Dec 07, 2006 9:03 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 2:30 pm
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