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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 8:05 pm
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I have some thing in common with all of them but I have taken many quizzes, and most of the come out to be George, all the others come out to be John.
John:We both love to dream, Imagine, write poetry, and draw
George:We're both quiet, shy, tall, heart LSD, lol, love guitars, and share the same interests in religion, we also have the same eye colour too, lol
Paul:We both work hard, and are smart
Ringo:We both are lovable, and we both wear big jewlery mrgreen Take the quiz:Beatle quiz
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 8:53 pm
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The_Great_White_Snark Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 1:01 pm
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Out of The Beatles, definately John. Out of John and Yoko, I have never been able to decide. razz They're really very similar people, in different ways. Does that make sense to anyone?
I don't know whether I'm like John, John is like me, or if we're just very similar, but I am a little weary of coming across a quote from him that turns out to be something I said almost word for word a while before, even if I've never seen the quote in my life. For instance, a few days ago I was writing an interview with my alter ego, Vera Nix (don't ask xP), and was asking myself about communism. My reply went on about how China, Russia, and Korea are not good examples of communism: pure communism has never existed on Earth. On Tuesday, I was reading my new book with quotes from John that said exactly the same thing. I couldn't decide whether I was happy to have another thing in common with John, disappointed that I wasn't origional in my thought, or creeped out by the eeriness of it. I'll post the quote later, if you want. I've got the same politics as John, more or less; I'm a pacifist-ic democratic-socialist, and pretty outspoken about it. I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; I love cats; my favorite color is green; I'm bisexual; I've always loved Alice in Wonderland/Thru the Looking-Glass, as have the last three people I've been attracted to. I'm a rebel, but only because I live in an ultra-conservative-conformist-conidiot town. I wouldn't consider myself mean, but I can piss people off thoroughly if I want to. I'm pretty witty and weird. I'm considered a looser at my school, but I have a suspicion that that might be different if I were male. Or conformist, I don't know. However, I consider myself a pretty good student, even if I never study. I draw, everything from serious stuff to freaky mutants. I write, everything from political essays, novels, to surreal bullshit. I paint, I write poetry, some of it also bullshit. Oh yeah, and I love Yoko.
I used to be delighted to be similar to John, but now I'm not so sure if I'm happy about it. If I try changing myself, I won't honestly be myself, but if I don't change myself I'll be a Lennon impersonator/wanna-be. John is one of my greatest heroes, but the things I do in immitation of him (some of my fashion, some of my poetry, ect) are getting muddled up, mixed, and bred into who I define as myself. It's true, I'm happier and feel more comfortable with who I am than I ever have before, but there's a bit of paranoia behind it; paranoia that I'm more John than Deepxmagic, slowly transforming into a man that's been dead for nearly twenty-six years. ********, I even sing like the damn guy. I just don't know - my friends love me "because I'm not afraid to be myself" but that's totally the opposite of how I feel! I'm afraid to be myself for two reasons: either 'myself' means someone that's uncomfortably similar to and influenced by John Lennon, or else someone who's nobody at all. Beatlemania happened to me at the crucial point in personality development, the beginning of puberty, so I don't know whether the person that I'm used to being, happy with being, is who I'm supposed to be. I'm equally afraid that I just typed out a bunch of off-topic bullshit you're all gonna internally laugh at. ******** it. It's just the internet. You can't help me anyway, you'll all say something like "Just be yourself!" or s**t, and I won't be able to reply because if I do I'll start ranting again about how I don't know if I'm Deepxmagic the Lennon-lover or Deepxmagic ... The Nowhere Girl. I hate this thread, and I hate thinking about this.
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 2:05 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 6:11 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 7:40 pm
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deepxmagic Out of The Beatles, definately John. Out of John and Yoko, I have never been able to decide. razz They're really very similar people, in different ways. Does that make sense to anyone? I don't know whether I'm like John, John is like me, or if we're just very similar, but I am a little weary of coming across a quote from him that turns out to be something I said almost word for word a while before, even if I've never seen the quote in my life. For instance, a few days ago I was writing an interview with my alter ego, Vera Nix (don't ask xP), and was asking myself about communism. My reply went on about how China, Russia, and Korea are not good examples of communism: pure communism has never existed on Earth. On Tuesday, I was reading my new book with quotes from John that said exactly the same thing. I couldn't decide whether I was happy to have another thing in common with John, disappointed that I wasn't origional in my thought, or creeped out by the eeriness of it. I'll post the quote later, if you want. I've got the same politics as John, more or less; I'm a pacifist-ic democratic-socialist, and pretty outspoken about it. I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; I love cats; my favorite color is green; I'm bisexual; I've always loved Alice in Wonderland/Thru the Looking-Glass, as have the last three people I've been attracted to. I'm a rebel, but only because I live in an ultra-conservative-conformist-conidiot town. I wouldn't consider myself mean, but I can piss people off thoroughly if I want to. I'm pretty witty and weird. I'm considered a looser at my school, but I have a suspicion that that might be different if I were male. Or conformist, I don't know. However, I consider myself a pretty good student, even if I never study. I draw, everything from serious stuff to freaky mutants. I write, everything from political essays, novels, to surreal bullshit. I paint, I write poetry, some of it also bullshit. Oh yeah, and I love Yoko. I used to be delighted to be similar to John, but now I'm not so sure if I'm happy about it. If I try changing myself, I won't honestly be myself, but if I don't change myself I'll be a Lennon impersonator/wanna-be. John is one of my greatest heroes, but the things I do in immitation of him (some of my fashion, some of my poetry, ect) are getting muddled up, mixed, and bred into who I define as myself. It's true, I'm happier and feel more comfortable with who I am than I ever have before, but there's a bit of paranoia behind it; paranoia that I'm more John than Deepxmagic, slowly transforming into a man that's been dead for nearly twenty-six years. ********, I even sing like the damn guy. I just don't know - my friends love me "because I'm not afraid to be myself" but that's totally the opposite of how I feel! I'm afraid to be myself for two reasons: either 'myself' means someone that's uncomfortably similar to and influenced by John Lennon, or else someone who's nobody at all. Beatlemania happened to me at the crucial point in personality development, the beginning of puberty, so I don't know whether the person that I'm used to being, happy with being, is who I'm supposed to be. I'm equally afraid that I just typed out a bunch of off-topic bullshit you're all gonna internally laugh at. ******** it. It's just the internet. You can't help me anyway, you'll all say something like "Just be yourself!" or s**t, and I won't be able to reply because if I do I'll start ranting again about how I don't know if I'm Deepxmagic the Lennon-lover or Deepxmagic ... The Nowhere Girl. I hate this thread, and I hate thinking about this.
Whoa it quoted the whole thing eek
Even before the Beatles started to influence my life I found it hard to "be myself" Who was I/am I?
From reading most of your post on other topics I can tell that you know quite a bit about John but that doesn't mean you're him/going to turn into him. It quite possible that you were going to be the way you are anyways. Think about this: if you were a really huge Rolling Stones fan, and loved Mick Jagger, would you feel the same way?
Quote: I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; ECT... I call that coincidence, try thinking of things that you don't have in common. big or small, anything! There has to be something!
(if this makes no sense at all, chalk it up to no sleep on my part)
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 10:09 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 10:13 pm
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deepxmagic Out of The Beatles, definately John. Out of John and Yoko, I have never been able to decide. razz They're really very similar people, in different ways. Does that make sense to anyone? I don't know whether I'm like John, John is like me, or if we're just very similar, but I am a little weary of coming across a quote from him that turns out to be something I said almost word for word a while before, even if I've never seen the quote in my life. For instance, a few days ago I was writing an interview with my alter ego, Vera Nix (don't ask xP), and was asking myself about communism. My reply went on about how China, Russia, and Korea are not good examples of communism: pure communism has never existed on Earth. On Tuesday, I was reading my new book with quotes from John that said exactly the same thing. I couldn't decide whether I was happy to have another thing in common with John, disappointed that I wasn't origional in my thought, or creeped out by the eeriness of it. I'll post the quote later, if you want. I've got the same politics as John, more or less; I'm a pacifist-ic democratic-socialist, and pretty outspoken about it. I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; I love cats; my favorite color is green; I'm bisexual; I've always loved Alice in Wonderland/Thru the Looking-Glass, as have the last three people I've been attracted to. I'm a rebel, but only because I live in an ultra-conservative-conformist-conidiot town. I wouldn't consider myself mean, but I can piss people off thoroughly if I want to. I'm pretty witty and weird. I'm considered a looser at my school, but I have a suspicion that that might be different if I were male. Or conformist, I don't know. However, I consider myself a pretty good student, even if I never study. I draw, everything from serious stuff to freaky mutants. I write, everything from political essays, novels, to surreal bullshit. I paint, I write poetry, some of it also bullshit. Oh yeah, and I love Yoko. That explains me exactly!Does that mean I'm like John?
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The_Great_White_Snark Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 12:01 pm
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wlyteth deepxmagic Out of The Beatles, definately John. Out of John and Yoko, I have never been able to decide. razz They're really very similar people, in different ways. Does that make sense to anyone? I don't know whether I'm like John, John is like me, or if we're just very similar, but I am a little weary of coming across a quote from him that turns out to be something I said almost word for word a while before, even if I've never seen the quote in my life. For instance, a few days ago I was writing an interview with my alter ego, Vera Nix (don't ask xP), and was asking myself about communism. My reply went on about how China, Russia, and Korea are not good examples of communism: pure communism has never existed on Earth. On Tuesday, I was reading my new book with quotes from John that said exactly the same thing. I couldn't decide whether I was happy to have another thing in common with John, disappointed that I wasn't origional in my thought, or creeped out by the eeriness of it. I'll post the quote later, if you want. I've got the same politics as John, more or less; I'm a pacifist-ic democratic-socialist, and pretty outspoken about it. I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; I love cats; my favorite color is green; I'm bisexual; I've always loved Alice in Wonderland/Thru the Looking-Glass, as have the last three people I've been attracted to. I'm a rebel, but only because I live in an ultra-conservative-conformist-conidiot town. I wouldn't consider myself mean, but I can piss people off thoroughly if I want to. I'm pretty witty and weird. I'm considered a looser at my school, but I have a suspicion that that might be different if I were male. Or conformist, I don't know. However, I consider myself a pretty good student, even if I never study. I draw, everything from serious stuff to freaky mutants. I write, everything from political essays, novels, to surreal bullshit. I paint, I write poetry, some of it also bullshit. Oh yeah, and I love Yoko. I used to be delighted to be similar to John, but now I'm not so sure if I'm happy about it. If I try changing myself, I won't honestly be myself, but if I don't change myself I'll be a Lennon impersonator/wanna-be. John is one of my greatest heroes, but the things I do in immitation of him (some of my fashion, some of my poetry, ect) are getting muddled up, mixed, and bred into who I define as myself. It's true, I'm happier and feel more comfortable with who I am than I ever have before, but there's a bit of paranoia behind it; paranoia that I'm more John than Deepxmagic, slowly transforming into a man that's been dead for nearly twenty-six years. ********, I even sing like the damn guy. I just don't know - my friends love me "because I'm not afraid to be myself" but that's totally the opposite of how I feel! I'm afraid to be myself for two reasons: either 'myself' means someone that's uncomfortably similar to and influenced by John Lennon, or else someone who's nobody at all. Beatlemania happened to me at the crucial point in personality development, the beginning of puberty, so I don't know whether the person that I'm used to being, happy with being, is who I'm supposed to be. I'm equally afraid that I just typed out a bunch of off-topic bullshit you're all gonna internally laugh at. ******** it. It's just the internet. You can't help me anyway, you'll all say something like "Just be yourself!" or s**t, and I won't be able to reply because if I do I'll start ranting again about how I don't know if I'm Deepxmagic the Lennon-lover or Deepxmagic ... The Nowhere Girl. I hate this thread, and I hate thinking about this. Whoa it quoted the whole thing eek Even before the Beatles started to influence my life I found it hard to "be myself" Who was I/am I?
From reading most of your post on other topics I can tell that you know quite a bit about John but that doesn't mean you're him/going to turn into him. It quite possible that you were going to be the way you are anyways. Think about this: if you were a really huge Rolling Stones fan, and loved Mick Jagger, would you feel the same way?
Quote: I'm legally blind and have learned to love my glasses; I'm athiest; I'm brunette; I sing, play harmonica, and am learning acoustic guitar; I can't read music; ECT... I call that coincidence, try thinking of things that you don't have in common. big or small, anything! There has to be something!
(if this makes no sense at all, chalk it up to no sleep on my part) That's not even all of it. There are other things I don't really want to talk about. I've been wondering whether I could be considered 'schizophrenically delusional' and have been thinking about talking with a shrink or something, but what the hell is a shrink gonna do for me?! Some guy hired to sort out my identity for me. No way in hell - first off, John+Beatles were the healthiest things ever to happen to me, but I don't know if it's going to far. I'm at least extremely influenced by John and Yoko, but then again, so was Mark Chapman. Do you realize how utterly terrifying it is to suddenly be able to compare yourself to the assassin of your greatest idol? I would say, "Help me if you can!" but that would mean I was borrowing again.
Sometimes I'll write something and send it to my parents, and they can't tell whether I wrote it myself or took it from John. It ruined my birthday dinner, when mom mentioned she couldn't tell the difference between something I drew/wrote/said or something John drew/wrote/said. My own mother! Are your thought patterns always your own thought patterns, or can you borrow them?
I really don't want to give up The Beatles. I really don't. They helped me through the hardest days of my life so far, but too much of anything is unhealthy for you. Is there a medication I can take for Beatlemania?
As for differences...for one, I'm alive, for two, I'm female. I have green eyes. I'm American. I'm an alto. I'm very unpopular. I rather enjoy playing casual soccer, as I recently found out. The Beatles didn't like sports, except for swimming, but that's just too universally enjoyable it doesn't count as a sport. I've had an easy life. I get fairly good grades, though I never actually study. I'm not the slight interested in romance. I'm sober....for now. I'm fairly nice. I have synaethesia - I sense colored auras around people that describe their personality, as well as numbers having personality. (Unfortunately, John's personality is green with orange boarders D smile . My lucly number is seven, not nine.
That's about as far as I can get.
I was looking over some of the emails I sent when I first learned how to type, and was rather troubled to see that "The Story of Barnabus the Baboon" made no sense whatsoever and was filled with intentional misspellings and stupid puns. Last winter's poem "The Octopus" was equally creepy, though that might have been the hint of perviness about it. (I still really like that poem.)
I don't know. I don't want to think about it right now.
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Posted: Tue Nov 14, 2006 3:01 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 16, 2006 11:11 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 11:51 pm
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[~Lady Farowin~] Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 11:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 31, 2006 12:27 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 31, 2006 12:50 pm
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